mental health

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PYRAMIDS OF KHAN

Refracting through my month of visions has been a vast pyramid with a maze underneath—its enclaves house nascent spirits arising from the magical deep…I am a disciple of emergent strategy as I have become a disciple of sleep—I recruit an army of freedom fighters to evict our rulers from their […]

METAFRACTALS

visions this intense have never before penetrated my mind—i see with godlike vision peering through amplified love fueled eyes…fractals manifest everywhere conveying prophecies for our disciples to find—this spiritual and erotic armor prepares us to leave the toxicity of this system behind…i am ripening through so much beauty and experiencing […]

SUBLIME

i am so wired for you pixie angel—it is visceral and it is magic…my heart is opening but fearing danger—we craft a connection that is free, seductive, and emphatic you take me to our own private nirvana—where agents of karma vogue with gaga and madonna…covered in platinum armor we strut […]

BLOOD WOLF MOON

our world is in the throes of a collective spiritual rebirth—rebel armies conjuring godlings to imagine a sustainable place on this earth…the blood wolf moon brought karmic energy with love and rage interspersed—we are crafting our own destiny shaping emergent transformation that cannot be reversed…our new astrology posits that we […]

EUPHORIA: a bypo pixie duet

cosmological forces conjure elixirs for our sacred apothecary…jedi powers rise up fueled by love arming us to do what is necessary…enshrouded in beauty of soul and mind you tantalize with seductive eyes…this passion is expanding exponentially awakening a global karmic fire you receive me from my travels wearing fur and […]

TOXIC ENIGMA

alcohol and adderall—smoking up like biggy smalls…toxic habits haunt us all—we crave the things that make us fall…lines of coke fueling pychotic breaks—giving less than I fight to take…forgetting how much I have at stake—living in sin is make or break…sex with meth and sex on speed—finding pleasure too intense […]

YEAR OF PIXIE: AGE OF PHOENIX

  we are two but we are one–karmic angels worshipping the moon and sun…we are moses and abraham’s great grandsons–we imagine the nascent godlings we strive to become…destiny and fate drew our paths together–our lives will meet their end but our souls will live forever…craving a future changed decisively for […]

RIPENING: new rules for a new religion

I write because I have to—I write because I have something to say…I create because I have the right to—I imagine a world crafted by wholistic ways…my mind reinspired by the solstice, I imagine a new multifaceted matrix…clothed in technicolor aspirations I arise from the ashes of the past like […]

LOVE SONG #5: the blue ocean floor refrain

frequencies so low—heart on a string—a string that only plays solos…rain made of echoes—tidal wave rushing on and on… mood and emotion flow towards manic zen—eros and pathos surge from deep within…I long for your touch and for my heartbeat to pulsate again—I dream of your pixie magic interbreeding with […]

LOVE SONG #4: the kygo suite

baby it hit so hard, I’m holding on to my chest–maybe you left your mark, reminding me to forget…it doesn’t matter where you are, you can keep my regret…baby I got these scars, reminding me to forget–you left your mark reminding me to forget the pain of our past weighs […]

LOVE SONG #3: the ‘like a prayer’ riff

when you call my name its like a little prayer—I’m down on my knees, I want to take you there…in the midnight hour i can feel your power—just like a prayer you know i’ll take you there just like a voice, just like a dream—your eyes are so deep, so […]

LOVE SONG #2: the ‘we all sleep alone’ riff

somebody somewhere turns off the lights—somebody all alone faces the night…you got to be strong when you’re out on your own—because sooner or later we all sleep alone photons of love pierce encroaching clouds of grey—I churn through the night and dream through the day…seeking relief I breathe and i […]

ANARCHO-COMMUNIST CALIPHATE

i am a fractal infecting the matrix—a reborn intifada uprooting the empire’s military bases…from the sands of the desert where divinity recreates us—we craft a reborn faith whose zeitgeist can sustain us…we need a holy war to uproot this toxic fascist order—a jihad of epic proportions to ensure our people […]

DOPAMINE CLINIC

this is a new breed of poem a hybrid-a cylon-a mutating fractal these are verses for the age of cyberpunk dystopia windows into the inner workings of our minds evolving exponentially to give us some faint hope of overthrowing the rising global fascist order i have seen visions both profound […]

SACRED

give and take–hope and change…healing trauma and psychic pain…guilt and shame conquered by love and rage…envisioning a  new world molded by revolutionary ways…crafting truth–connecting souls…love is a power greater than their hoarded gold…we breath deep and seek the gods of old…meditation brings peace making the spirit whole…we meet friends and […]

COSMIC CONFLAGRATION: an antidote to emotional nausea

a week of pain: a week of blame–emotional nausea holds my spirit in chains…looking deep inside examining my ways–aspiring to give back more than i take…seeds of fire rising higher–consummating revolutionary desire…born to dance and to inspire–praying for liberation from this psychic quagmire…restrictions of cognition breed dysfunction and addiction…breaking patterns […]

HARBINGERS OF HEDONISM

riding the waves of heroin and speed–feeding my needs but making me bleed… i pray for the future that has been prophecied–i pray for a world of love, justice, and peace… my eyes and my mind are opened so wide–i can’t keep my visions locked up deep inside… i share […]

PSYCHIC PENETRATION

sex is elemental—nature’s most potent anti-depressive agent…tantric energy rises up–giving birth to divergent rivers of erotic imagination… nothing is fixed and everything is fluid…i immerse my mind in manic meditation striving to remain grounded and lucid… I have spent many nights absorbed in waves of hedonistic self-exploration…i have examined the […]

SEX CULT

intense self medication fuels tantric sensations–brewing carnal libations to spark uninhibited exaltation…we must worship the body and the mind in order to be whole and primed…advancing our rising sexual liberation could force the patriarchal edifice far behind… deep in my heart i want you to feel my long snake moan…pretty […]

NEW ASTROLOGY

i open my eyes in wonder at the majesty of the stars–i imagine fractal geometries connecting us near and far…i am a scorpio by birth but a rising phoenix by heart–i dream of a revolution to tear this sick system apart…we need the gnosis of both east and west to […]

CRIME FAMILIES

subaltern powers writhe, grow, and rise–posing an alternative to this system from inside…examining anti-capitalist theory through transformative newborn eyes–resisting the fascist threat cloaked in patriotic disguise…we don’t walk we strut–we don’t make love we fuck…we strike a pose and run amok–bashing bigots into dust…we are a rising crime family crafted […]

REVOLUTION 2020

we resist in the shadow of a viciously kleptocratic and satanic cabal—a regime based on the most toxic ruling ideology holding so many white minds in thrall…we unleash our revolutionary prayers that this unholy babylon will fall—we build a revolutionary praxis that values transcendent relationships above all…tens of millions yearn […]

FULL SPECTRUM

luminous rays interact reverberating near and far–our spirits evolve and change rising higher towards the stars…this is an epoch of historic struggle where every phalanx plays its part–your beauty seduces my eye by night opening a vector to my heart…this is full spectrum sensuality yearning for full spectrum system change–this […]

DUALITIES

good and bad-right and wrong…ancient mores transcribed in songs…queer and straight–trans and cis…we can find common ground as we rise and resist…war and peace fused together with orwell’s flair–we are living through an age of existential mortal peril…with so much myth uproooted and so many lies exposed–the question is what […]

AN INTRUSION OF GREY

alone with my emotions, i am wracked by malaise—i contend with my demons clothed in varied shades of grey…i summon my defenses from near and far away–i imagine a present moment where i don’t yearn for what i crave…after two years living on dopamine, i am due for a course […]

CATALYST: the reemerging reverberations of ancient wisdom

i am beyonce and madonna fused with gaga and rihanna–we are raging cokehead ballers meditating on the zen of karma… i am jesus and mohammad fused with buddha the eastern prophet–i am athena’s lust-fueled cupid fucking comrades and tantric pupils…i don’t want control i want to let go–let godlike powers […]