bipolar solidarity

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ALCHEMY OF ART AND PAIN

  These tears we let flow Through art we create Feeling painful emotions That we no longer sedate   Loving to numb Getting high was our thing We chased euphoria Now we live to stay clean   Enchained by addiction We fled our insecurities Gripped by toxic shame We escaped […]

MORE THAN A SPONSOR

  You’re not just my sponsor Or my personal mentor A trifecta of different roles Diverse to your very core   Beholder of virtuous wisdom You feed my psyche Embracing neurodiversity Transforming a better me   You’ve redefined masculinity To let the tears flow While embracing femininity Letting all shame […]

EVOLUTION OF NOBLE PURPOSE

  I have been in deep Submerged in manic waters Drowning in inspiration Flooded with frenzied ideas   I sink into deep purpose Our pulsating calling in this life Mania is more than ecstasy It is a portal to the soul   I shed tears of grief Ensnared by a […]

MANIC DEMONS

  These highs like cocaine  I reject emotional pain My brain got that fix  Appearance flaunted in vain   Reckless impulsivity  Believing myself a higher being  Careless of my words  Leaving wounds of hurt feelings    A vacuum for human energy  Festering hysterical power Overwhelming irritability  My paranoia grows louder  […]

OF SPIRIT AND SHADOW

  Manic energy flows Burning like lava I imagine immortality I capture nirvana   We tread this path We pave a road Amplifying neurodivergence Living in creative flow   I share my story I offer these tools You teach me reciprocally As the sun fuels the moon   I think […]

PARABLES OF THE PYTHIA

  I write by my fire Embers burn and glow I search for prophecy Volcanic testament in flow   Oracle of Delphi Pythia of mythology Priestess of Apollo Crafting anarchist anthropology   This is the season of lionsgate A galactic alignment I summon this divination This sacred inquiry   This […]

VOLCANIC EMOTIONS

  Pulsations of mania All consuming Magnifying creativity Feeding psychic confusion   Time collapses The present is the fulcrum Sequestered trauma explodes Epic emotional overload   I remember lost friendships Feeling visceral pain Flooded by resentment This inferno in my brain   We need love in these moments We need […]

DRAGON FIRE

  I worship spirit Gazing at my fire altar I am transforming I am evolving   Integrating new insights I work to release To let go of shadows Patterns that longer serve me   I see my birth chart in new light Libra energy calls for balance To pause with […]

HYBRID DIVINATION

  I write at dawn Under this waning full moon Tides of emotion in these cards Hybrid energy fills the room   I called forth this reading Seeking connection and direction Summoning power for this project Inviting alchemy and inception   I explore this hybrid divination This conversation between oracle […]

CHRYSALIS

  This is a poem about mania The pain of change The agony of the caterpillar Dissolving to become a butterfly   This chrysalis of transformation A fulcrum of microcosmic evolution   Evolving from pain A butterfly emerges from flames In fear of the future But with a visceral and […]

ANGEL PHOENIX PROPHECY: chronicles of new york

  Words fail to describe This manic energy we feel Stepping off of that bus Enraptured by the gravity of Gotham   This is New York City A mania-inducing metropolis Its rhythm potent and virile Its demons ghostly and feral   This feeling ecstatic and restless This fervent euphoric dysturbia […]

KALEIDOSCOPE EYES

  Your manic eyes Our manic minds Evolving genius Psychotic disguise   We throb and dance Rhythm deep within These sparks again Arising for the win   Inspiring insight Manifesting foresight Tectonic alchemy Creating spiritual reality   Your eyes are magic Your kaleidoscope of color Reflecting intensity Conjuring prophecy and […]

PORTAL OF DIVINATION

  This poem has been germinating Gestating in a sacred chrysalis Integrating penetrating insights Your dance converging with mine   You read these tarot cards Seeing currents of transformation Witnessing my spirit Counseling detachment from outcomes   This current is wise These waters intelligent I must be conduit, not ego […]

DISSECTING REJECTION

  I am a lonely soul Heartbeat slow and cold In my rejection I am alone Toxic fear holds the throne   We write by this fire Spirit dissatisfied and weary Fear is duality Both captor and protector   I fear my desires Ashamed of this lust My passion is […]

GEOMAGNETIC REVELATION

  This is a firestorm A geomagnetic conflagration Permeating the atmosphere Stimulating imagination   Hearts beat in unison Heeding rhythms deep inside Linking our psyches Unchaining our minds   Our people soar high We also crash low Tendencies accentuated By geomagnetic flow   The energy orgasmic The alchemy dynamic Animating […]

SACRED LINEAGE

You are my protege My sponsee and my friend Absorbing your magnetic chemistry I feel fierce pride   We are a zeitgeist Evolving a lineage Crafting sacred lore Conspiring to amplify joy   We decolonize psychiatry Fusing divergent traditions Merging shamanic wisdom With psychotropic precision   We balance one another […]

RESURRECTION: a bypo journal

  I am here I should have died   I jumped from Key Bridge Plummeting into the Potomac River There was ice in the water   I should have died But I am here   I remember jumping I remember a torrid confluence of emotion  Misery, desperation, disconnection   Then […]

KALI METAMORPHOSIS: anthem for dragon

We share a connection We share shamanic magic The duality of the tantric A fierce energy ecstatic   You manifest the divine Duality redefined The epic power of Kali Creation redesigned   You feast on the blood of demons Ossified skulls adorn your waist Sacred sigils frame your face Visceral […]

DARK MAGIC

  Fire writhes upward Manifesting dark magic Emanating from the root chakra Liberating my energy Animating prophetic imagination   Tantric forces amplify Awakening archetypes of masculinity Awakening my inner king My fearless rising warrior My shamanic magician My most exquisite tantalizing lover   These archetypes interbreed Under the glow of […]

DREAMER BOY

, When I see you I see nascent joy Chained by webs of self-deception   When I hear your voice Sometimes I hear honesty and vulnerability Sometimes evasion and rationalization   I feel your potential I feel your inner struggle I feel you torn in many directions Oscillating between spiritual […]

GOTHIC ANGEL

Eyes wide open Eyes wide shut You look deep within Extending your trust   Opening my mind to new culture To the zeitgeist of the moment Grounding me in the present Rooted in the path we have chosen   I call you gothic angel You are a protege of prophecy […]

WATERS OF RECOVERY

I made this pilgrimage I came to the sea seeking recovery To this convening of addicts Trying to change our patterns Trying to recover   It is only April The ocean is still cold But I walked into her arms three times yesterday   I waded in with the dawn […]

PROTEGES of PROPHECY

  Blue light ricochets through water Coursing like seismic electricity Invoking cosmic destiny Molding a conjecture with prophecy This visceral manifestation of what I feel for you   You are my sponsees My karmic proteges Conjuring inner magic Reverberating like kinetic static Through these waters of synergy   I believe […]

Letter to Ahmed

You were a pillar of my life For more than twelve years I swam in your waters Guided by a prophetic light   Your conviction was contagious Your energy visceral Your power of persuasion electric and magnetic   Now that you have passed I feel a painful absence Aching like […]

COSMIC RADIATION

  You ripple with orogeny Subterranean power flowing Energy emanating from the ocean floor   Pulsating through your veins Descending like sacred air Your presence is magnetic Channelling collective hope and pain   This leather animates your sensuality Projecting emancipated corporeality Your cosmic chemistry transcends borders Psychic electricity conjures prophecy […]

HYDRAULIC SEX

You are thunder amidst the rain You swim in the river that keeps me sane Erotic power flows through your veins We recover from apocalypse With whatever remains   Your image evokes the carnal Licentious gym sex You pulsate with intensity You flirt and seduce–grind and flex   Deep within […]