i have tried to cry for days, just feeling that grief is the right feeling to feelemotive songs have helped me choke up for protracted moments, but again and again the feelings pass and my mind clearsi wonder why i am not more ground down by this–why i am not […]
sexual violence
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I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been locked in a vicious cycle of FIGHT, FLIGHT, or FREEZE–a cycle only broken by cathartic tears of pain… I have been confronted in retrograde by a new landscape of harm–this […]
desecration and violationtoxic psychic devastationcaustic pain is in gestationblocking love and trust and creation so much to learn if i dig in deepboundaries i have transgressed perpetrated on mei swarm with feeling dirty and emotionally uncleani pray for tears to flow and sanctify my scarred body we need transformational […]