I feel disposable
An inconvenient truth
Love not worthy of equity
Unworthy of consideration
I am on the train
Crying and mourning
Strangers wonder
Not knowing what to say
Our relationship was powerful
Deeply meaningful to me
Now I am heartbreak
I am amplified pain
Grief unleashed like a flowing river
You say that this isn’t fair
But you are choosing this
Choosing to discard me
Choosing to cauterize my heart
I feel an ocean of resentment
Bitterness over this ending
Feeling the pain of excision
This failed experiment in polyamory
You seem so detached
So cold
I never thought you would treat me like this
I never thought I’d feel disposable
–BYPO PHOENIX c)2024
