I feel disposable

An inconvenient truth

Love not worthy of equity

Unworthy of consideration


I am on the train

Crying and mourning

Strangers wonder

Not knowing what to say


Our relationship was powerful

Deeply meaningful to me

Now I am heartbreak

I am amplified pain

Grief unleashed like a flowing river


You say that this isn’t fair

But you are choosing this

Choosing to discard me

Choosing to cauterize my heart


I feel an ocean of resentment

Bitterness over this ending

Feeling the pain of excision

This failed experiment in polyamory


You seem so detached

So cold

I never thought you would treat me like this

I never thought I’d feel disposable



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