MEDITATIONS ON SUSTENANCE

  Sustenance is our birthrightWe are nourished by the elementsNourished by one anotherThe hands that till the soilThe hands that reap the harvest We craft this projectOur food justice newsletterRemembering ancient wisdomInnovating new practicesImagining revolution and liberation Our roots go deepWe draw energetic water from subterranean oasesReservoirs preserved by the […]

SCAR TISSUE

  Attachment traumaUnfathomably pervasiveEmerging when we can’t heal from loss When we can’t grieveWhen we can’t forgive ourselvesWhen we can’t make amends by living in greater integrity Trauma is an open woundBlood of unprocessed painPouring forthEndangering the emotionally wounded Our antidote is the scarForever marking the woundBut in alchemyIntegrating insight […]

A LETTER TO THE LEFT

  This is a pivotal election. We are going to the polls to choose a president amidst global outcry over genocide in Palestine. Wide layers of activists and radicals, Arabs and Muslims, and many more are utterly disgusted by this horrifying status quo.    I get it. Its hard to […]

ALCHEMY OF ART AND PAIN

  These tears we let flowThrough art we createFeeling painful emotionsThat we no longer sedate Loving to numbGetting high was our thingWe chased euphoriaNow we live to stay clean Enchained by addictionWe fled our insecuritiesGripped by toxic shameWe escaped psycho-chemically Now we survive our feelingsOur emotions are psychic fuelAlchemized by […]

MORE THAN A SPONSOR

  You’re not just my sponsorOr my personal mentorA trifecta of different rolesDiverse to your very core Beholder of virtuous wisdomYou feed my psycheEmbracing neurodiversityTransforming a better me You’ve redefined masculinityTo let the tears flowWhile embracing femininityLetting all shame go The flaws we shareLike the drugs we craveOur pain untetheredThrough […]

EVOLUTION OF NOBLE PURPOSE

  I have been in deepSubmerged in manic watersDrowning in inspirationFlooded with frenzied ideas I sink into deep purposeOur pulsating calling in this lifeMania is more than ecstasyIt is a portal to the soul I shed tears of griefEnsnared by a din of inner voicesI choose to feel the painMy […]

MANIC DEMONS

  These highs like cocaine I reject emotional painMy brain got that fix Appearance flaunted in vain Reckless impulsivity Believing myself a higher being Careless of my words Leaving wounds of hurt feelings  A vacuum for human energy Festering hysterical powerOverwhelming irritability My paranoia grows louder  Delusions fill my head As this world slows around meVoices deranged With evil […]

OF SPIRIT AND SHADOW

  Manic energy flowsBurning like lavaI imagine immortalityI capture nirvana We tread this pathWe pave a roadAmplifying neurodivergenceLiving in creative flow I share my storyI offer these toolsYou teach me reciprocallyAs the sun fuels the moon I think about spiritYou are my twin flameIlluminating my shadowBranding walls with your name […]

ELECTORAL CALCULUS

The left is polarizedMillions fueled by renewed hopeHope of avoiding the horror of TrumpThe existential threat of project 2025 But a pivotal minority are enragedProtesting outside of the DNCDemanding an end to arm sales to IsraelAn end to our active complicity in genocideImagining the power of struggle I understand both […]

THE FUTURE OF THE FUTURE

    Hellscape or futurescapeOur collective fate on a precipice What awaits?Ensuing barbaric milleniaEnchained as slaves to avariceThis tyranny of base and primitive instinctsOur legacy of civilization perilous Technology can build our powerA tool of progress and liberationOr it can be our deathSacrificing humanityLacerated at the altar of profit Do […]

THIRD EYE FIRE

Tantric lineageFlowing insideOne with this awakeningI guide fire with my mind Third eye openI see toruses of lightThis matrix of liberationOur cult of the night Attention moves energyI feel my frontal lobeThird eye activatesAmplifying what I know Our rites of fireThis psychic volcanoEnergy like magmaBurning in flow I foresee the […]

PARABLES OF THE PYTHIA

I write by my fireEmbers burn and glowI search for prophecyVolcanic testament in flow Oracle of DelphiPythia of mythologyPriestess of ApolloCrafting anarchist anthropology This is the season of lionsgateA galactic alignmentI summon this divinationThis sacred inquiry This labyrinth of meaningSpeaks to our noble purposeThese cards suggest parablesNarratives to affirm us […]

MOONFIRE

  Our fates ruled by planetsEmotions ruled by tidesMoonfire burns withinMoonfire fuels our minds This cosmic pulsationRewiring imaginationInviting liberationConjuring salvation Our sacred paths alignImmersed in waters of recoveryThe moon is strong hereLunations reconfigure destiny The light of our sun reflectedThese nocturnal reverberationsMoonfire captivatesProjecting supernatural illumination\ Our spirits soar togetherSeeking trenchant […]

UNSETTLING FACES

Unsettling facesFamiliar truthsFlocks of sheepAnalyzing me I know they judgeTheir eyes tell me soFalse reciprocationCould be so Seeking acceptanceYet quick to judgmentMisunderstoodThoughts repugnant  Master of mind readingSocially repellantA breeding ground for lonelinessSoul left unsatisfied Unhealthy ways of protectionWith fear to changeMy closed minded tendenciesDespondent thoughts deranged  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Visuals art by […]

ZYGOTES OF FAITH

I don’t know youBut I love you like I doBewitching enigmaJoyous tears a cosmic truth You master the elementsWeaving emotional narrativeYour prophecy resonantYour melodies mysterious Frank Ocean the geniusHierophant and magicianSynthesizing sonic currentsUprooting bad religion Captivating storytellingHooking me like crack rockIntrepid raw emotionYour falsetto an electroshock I write this for […]

LANA

  Your voice majesticLyrics poeticYour essence copaceticConveying a coquette aesthetic Words of wistfulnessAn alluring heartbreakerYour chokehold on menA true soul taker Songs of love and despairDrawing tears from our eyesMelancholic and nostalgicWords you imply Tales of toxic romanceRelating painUnapologetically vulnerableShowing no shame Your attractive auraA force my mind beholdsEmitting a […]

VOLCANIC EMOTIONS

  Pulsations of maniaAll consumingMagnifying creativityFeeding psychic confusion Time collapsesThe present is the fulcrumSequestered trauma explodesEpic emotional overloa I remember lost friendshipsFeeling visceral painFlooded by resentmentThis inferno in my brain We need love in these momentsWe need deep connectionHolding space to healInspiring emotional resurrection This dimension of maniaSo rarely understoodMy […]

DRAGON FIRE

I worship spiritGazing at my fire altarI am transformingI am evolving Integrating new insightsI work to releaseTo let go of shadowsPatterns that longer serve me I see my birth chart in new lightLibra energy calls for balanceTo pause with intentionBefore a response Maintain balanceStrive not to project my shadowFortify porous […]

HYBRID DIVINATION

I write at dawnUnder this waning full moonTides of emotion in these cardsHybrid energy fills the room I called forth this readingSeeking connection and directionSummoning power for this projectInviting alchemy and inception I explore this hybrid divinationThis conversation between oracle and tarotI let the wisdom of the cards speakInviting them […]

CHRYSALIS

  This is a poem about maniaThe pain of changeThe agony of the caterpillarDissolving to become a butterfly This chrysalis of transformationA fulcrum of microcosmic evolution Evolving from painA butterfly emerges from flamesIn fear of the futureBut with a visceral and potent thirst Commanding and demanding change Migrating to pollinate and […]

VISCOUS BEAUTY

  Your allure irresistibleMagnetic and transfixingEnergy translucentVisceral and entrancing Our hearts in your handsYour presence grips our mindsYour epic viscous beautyYour psychic inner fire Your craft so versatileTantric eye candyEmpowering femininityExuding sexual electricity Your eyes scintillateSilencing the roomOur pulsating desireOur energies attuned You are a fierce enchantressA blinding vixen of […]

ANGEL PHOENIX PROPHECY: chronicles of new york

  Words fail to describeThis manic energy we feelStepping off of that busEnraptured by the gravity of Gotham This is New York CityA mania-inducing metropolisIts rhythm potent and virileIts demons ghostly and feral This feeling ecstatic and restlessThis fervent euphoric dysturbiaI feel powerless to tame this energyBurning with carnal cosmic […]

RED LINE: reflections on resistance to genocide

Genocide in any age is horrifying…for painful months, my outrage has burned–but I had not found time to do more than share posts or talk about the issue in my communities…  On Saturday, June 8th, I was proud to take to the streets… our mobilization attempted to surround the White […]

KALEIDOSCOPE EYES

Your manic eyesOur manic mindsEvolving geniusPsychotic disguise We throb and danceRhythm deep withinThese sparks againArising for the win Inspiring insightManifesting foresightTectonic alchemyCreating spiritual reality Your eyes are magicYour kaleidoscope of colorReflecting intensityConjuring prophecy and destiny I love you like no otherMy protege and spirit brotherWe are architects of a new […]

PORTAL OF DIVINATION

This poem has been germinatingGestating in a sacred chrysalisIntegrating penetrating insightsYour dance converging with mine You read these tarot cardsSeeing currents of transformationWitnessing my spiritCounseling detachment from outcomes This current is wiseThese waters intelligentI must be conduit, not egoHierophant to sacred power You saw my porous boundariesUrging greater discernmentMore exacting […]

MANIC ORACLE

  Tonight I seek guidanceI yearn to knowTo see where I endTo know where you begin I strive to guide youNavigating manic wavesI seek our emergent oracleSacred wisdomAmidst this psychic storm You are my manic angelMy creative protegeMy spirit brotherMy beloved friend Your genius evolvingYour energy manifesting prophecyA prism of […]