In this moment, I am a hot mess of regret, anxiety, and desire

With boundaries collapsed I don’t know how to recompartmentalize

I don’t know what to think or believe about my inner self

I struggle alone at night: mourning the passing of a dearly held aspiration

But I don’t want to be a slave to my sexuality: a vessel manipulated by rival substances permeating my mind and body

I am moving towards acceptance that we may not touch that way again

I pray that we can move forward into a place of loving friendship and inner strength

I pray for peace, love, and balance as we navigate turbulent waters

–first image by @ROLANDOLAVIDA on IG

–second image is a portrait of @dooshfag by @miguelvillalobosnyc on IG



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