alcohol and adderall—lines of coke fueling pychotic breaks…sex with meth and sex on speed—giving less than i fight to take…my bloodstream is soaked in chemicals—prescribed and otherwise…the neurons in my brain love to play–psychic synapses open fire…the allure of self-medication is potent and profound—its so easy to lose sight of self—to lose footing on solid ground…we must remove the curse of criminalization from the rites of psychopharmacology—we must liberate our minds from soulless toxicity…the earth is alive and vibrant—full of chemical combinations to explore…in a liberated future we will maintain balance–while indulging in substances we adore…my own toxic bloodstream has lost its allure and run its course—i commit myself to sanity-to love-and mutual support