toxic emotions
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THE MAGNETISM OF SHAME
Emotions so potentMagnetic and explosiveWe love the familiarOur guilt corrosive I am a slave to shameAddicted to painLust claims my…
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MANIC WATERS
Two weeks agoI went to the hospitalTo the psychiatric ward Acutely manicConsumed by visions I am still flyingStill swimming in…
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TOXIC OCEAN
I cry for pain I have causedFor pain I have facedFor pain deep insideRooted in my blood and bones I…
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SHADOWS OF SHAME
Shame my brotherMy least favorite emotionShadows haunting integrityWebs of mendacityDisguises inauthentic Through years of addictionDeception was second natureParallel strands of…
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QUANTUM MINDS
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GOTHBOY LEGACY
Eyes of painChained to addictionYou died so youngLeaving us with your vision Your music was iconicReconfiguring genresYou carved a tortured…
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RUPTURE and REPAIR
Friendships are born of loveThey are also born of conflict Your closest people are never yes menYour inner tribe will…
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UNSETTLING FACES
Unsettling facesFamiliar truthsFlocks of sheepAnalyzing me I know they judgeTheir eyes tell me soFalse reciprocationCould be so Seeking acceptanceYet quick…
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DISSECTING REJECTION
I am a lonely soulHeartbeat slow and coldIn my rejection I am aloneToxic fear holds the throne We write…
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RESURRECTION: a bypo journal
I am hereI should have died I jumped from Key BridgePlummeting into the Potomac RiverThere was ice in the…
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EMBODIED VULNERABILITY
Connecting with you is like fireGenerativePowerful and movingPulsating with Platonic attractionRemembering what it feels like for a boy We live…
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GOTHIC ANGEL
Eyes wide openEyes wide shutYou look deep withinExtending your trust Opening my mind to new cultureTo the zeitgeist of the…
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LIBATIONS FOR AN ADDICT
This is raw emotionBarely processed reflexive emotionFeelings swimming amidst violent cliffsLurching in divergent directionsSeeking cathartic expressionSeeking connection We loved youWe…
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RESILIENCE
I see fire in this paintingStrength born from painI see resilience and perseverance I see the resurgent power of creationPower…
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REMIND ME TO FORGET
MemoriesHaunting meLeaving meNo air to breathe DestinyMysteryHaunting meTaunting me I come to writeI come to witnessHundreds of birdsFlocking to the…
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VANGUARD GRAFFITI
Colors connive as spirits reviveWe are shackled by trauma locked deep insideWe heal from our pasts and rebuild our livesThe…
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TRIFECTA FIERCE
three sensuous bodies: three celestial auras–we aspire to cosmic connection to honor the rebels who came before us we…
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TRYING NOT TO FALL
if you see me leave earlyor hesitate to make eye contactif i seem reticent to express too much affectionthat’s just…
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RADIANT ROOTS
i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force…
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AN INTRUSION OF GREY
alone with my emotions, i am wracked by malaise i contend with my demons clothed in varied shades of grey…