mental health

  • ANGEL DUST

    ANGEL DUST

    love is pain–branded black across your soul–across your back eyes so blue–so dangerous suggesting love–inducing lust damaged beauty–like icarus your…

  • EVOLUTION ANALYZED: a bypo manifesto

    EVOLUTION ANALYZED: a bypo manifesto

    FROM UNIVERSE TO MULTIVERSE–COSMIC KARMA INTERSPERSED.. SPECIES GROW EVOLVE AND THRIVE–EMPIRES FALL WHEN PEOPLE RISE SLAVES OF INSTINCT GO EXTINCT–COPTIC…

  • BAD BLOOD

    BAD BLOOD

    ONCE LOVERS–THEN BROTHERS NOW OTHER–HOPE SMOTHERED WORDS CUT–LIKE A KNIFE LIGHTNING QUICK–SEIZURE LIKE PSYCH WARDS COMPLICATE PILLS YEARN–MEDICATE BAD BLOOD–TOXIC…

  • KEY BRIDGE

    KEY BRIDGE

    4:00 AM JOLTED FROM SLEEP… I AWOKE HAUNTED BY A NIGHTMARE … UNABLE TO GO BACK TO BED I LAY…

  • PYRHIC KARMA DEIFIED

    PYRHIC KARMA DEIFIED

    gasoline-fueled flames flicker like fragments deified cross burning embers petrified of trump’s kingdom come a blaze of glory implodes in…

  • Georgetown Psych Ward

    Georgetown Psych Ward

    Overcome with gratitude I write and ponder the many blessings of madness Stuck on this ward marooned with pirates, explorers,…

  • DOPAMINE

    DOPAMINE

    CEREBRAL DRUG OF CHOICE IT FLOODS, ENGULFS, AND REMOLDS TAMING ALL CALMING INFLUENCES DOPAMINE FLASHING WITH COSMIC FATALITY SENDS SIGNALS…

  • PLAYING WITH FIRE

    PLAYING WITH FIRE

    PASSIONS INFLAMED-I WRITHE IN BED UNABLE TO SLEEP… NICOTINE CRAVINGS BOTH URGENT AND FLEETING– YOKE THE OXEN OF HYPOMANIA TO…

  • PSYCHOTROPIC WARFARE: a mixtape for the mental health revolution

    PSYCHOTROPIC WARFARE: a mixtape for the mental health revolution

    MOODS ARE TORTURED CRAZY BEASTS WILD UNTAMED – SO FIERCELY FREE CHURNING WORLDS ACHIEVING FEATS BUT ENSLAVED BY TIDES OF…

  • ARCHITECTS OF SUICIDE

    ARCHITECTS OF SUICIDE

    TOXIC PAIN CONSUMES THE BRAIN LOVE AND HOPE WHIPPED AND CHAINED ANGELS FAIL GOD IS DEAD SPIRITS WRITHE IN MORTAL…

  • CHRIPPLED CHEMISTRY

    CHRIPPLED CHEMISTRY

    Manic dreams Depressive schemes Angels come Then they leave Dopamine Nicotine Drugs I need Need to breathe Psychic screams Toxic…

  • A MONSTA RIFF

    A MONSTA RIFF

    Monster boy ate my heart Ate my love tore it apart Left me dancing in the dark Bathed in tears…

  • THE SORDID ARCHITECTURE OF URBAN HIEROGLYPHICS

    THE SORDID ARCHITECTURE OF URBAN HIEROGLYPHICS

    solitude and loneliness make me miss raw happiness angels and demons blood spit and semen pirates and conquistadors show me…

  • AGENTS OF KARMA

    AGENTS OF KARMA

    In the beginning was the word And the word was death Or maybe life or death to all life And…

  • Contending with Grey

    Contending with Grey

    i feel grey creeping in again melancholy next of kin solitude breeding sin isolation sinking in i long for something…

  • BECOMING PHOENIX

    BECOMING PHOENIX

    To write again is a struggle A struggle to give voice to months Entombed in passivity Lacerated by loneliness Bored…

  • Reflections on Lost Time

    Reflections on Lost Time

    Psychic pain consumes my brain Haunting caustic always the same Rhythms change but grey remains The color cloaking blood and…

  • VERSES for UNGODLY HOURS

    VERSES for UNGODLY HOURS

    Night fills my veins Brain flies rewired Bordering insane Neurons flash untired Praying for creation Hastening evolution Beseeching elation Dreaming…

  • TO PATRICK

    TO PATRICK

    We were adolescent friends Armed with pubescent bravado Always joking—always smiling The girls always liked you So I thought you…

  • MANIC NIGHTS

    Some things are dangerous to remember Nights flying through streets Lights flashing—sending signals Time slowing—now racing Every corner a new…

  • BIPOLAR

    BIPOLAR

    Sometimes when I tell people they don’t get it The response is sometimes like I’ve just announced my favorite color…

  • TOXIC MELANGE

    TOXIC MELANGE

    LOVE and RAGE GUILT and SHAME make me CRY SCREAM my NAME trust is a WEAPON when LOVE is a…