mental health

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THIRD EYE FIRE

Tantric lineageFlowing insideOne with this awakeningI guide fire with my mind Third eye openI see toruses of lightThis matrix of liberationOur cult of the night Attention moves energyI feel my frontal lobeThird eye activatesAmplifying what I know Our rites of fireThis psychic volcanoEnergy like magmaBurning in flow I foresee the […]

PARABLES OF THE PYTHIA

I write by my fireEmbers burn and glowI search for prophecyVolcanic testament in flow Oracle of DelphiPythia of mythologyPriestess of ApolloCrafting anarchist anthropology This is the season of lionsgateA galactic alignmentI summon this divinationThis sacred inquiry This labyrinth of meaningSpeaks to our noble purposeThese cards suggest parablesNarratives to affirm us […]

VOLCANIC EMOTIONS

  Pulsations of maniaAll consumingMagnifying creativityFeeding psychic confusion Time collapsesThe present is the fulcrumSequestered trauma explodesEpic emotional overloa I remember lost friendshipsFeeling visceral painFlooded by resentmentThis inferno in my brain We need love in these momentsWe need deep connectionHolding space to healInspiring emotional resurrection This dimension of maniaSo rarely understoodMy […]

HYBRID DIVINATION

I write at dawnUnder this waning full moonTides of emotion in these cardsHybrid energy fills the room I called forth this readingSeeking connection and directionSummoning power for this projectInviting alchemy and inception I explore this hybrid divinationThis conversation between oracle and tarotI let the wisdom of the cards speakInviting them […]

PORTAL OF DIVINATION

This poem has been germinatingGestating in a sacred chrysalisIntegrating penetrating insightsYour dance converging with mine You read these tarot cardsSeeing currents of transformationWitnessing my spiritCounseling detachment from outcomes This current is wiseThese waters intelligentI must be conduit, not egoHierophant to sacred power You saw my porous boundariesUrging greater discernmentMore exacting […]

MANIC ORACLE

  Tonight I seek guidanceI yearn to knowTo see where I endTo know where you begin I strive to guide youNavigating manic wavesI seek our emergent oracleSacred wisdomAmidst this psychic storm You are my manic angelMy creative protegeMy spirit brotherMy beloved friend Your genius evolvingYour energy manifesting prophecyA prism of […]

DISSECTING REJECTION

  I am a lonely soulHeartbeat slow and coldIn my rejection I am aloneToxic fear holds the throne We write by this fireSpirit dissatisfied and wearyFear is dualityBoth captor and protector I fear my desiresAshamed of this lustMy passion is torturedDreams become dust This part that keeps us safeAlso keeps […]

SINGULARITY

Light and shadowCause and effectOne and the sameWhat comes next I want your curseI want your diseaseThis is sacred medicinePain pleases me We move through timeHurdling through spaceTasting the fifth dimensionExperiencing the spiritual plane I am the singularityA manifestation of the presentA fusion of all dimensionsLiving in the moment I […]

KALI METAMORPHOSIS: anthem for dragon

We share a connectionWe share shamanic magicThe duality of the tantricA fierce energy ecstatic You manifest the divineDuality redefinedThe epic power of KaliCreation redesigned You feast on the blood of demonsOssified skulls adorn your waistSacred sigils frame your faceVisceral dark magic permeates Our journey touched by fireRemolding the power of […]

LIONSGATE

I am fueled by this fireReflecting on lionsgateIntegrating astrological wisdomReimagining our collective fate On the eighth I dreamt deeplyThe earth and sun aligned with SiriusThe feelings were epicEmotions manifesting the sacred Divine wisdom pouring forthActivating shamanic prophecyMutating through this cosmic matrixRecreating divine destiny I feel my powerI see with my […]

SHAMANIC

In this spaceOn this landEnergy flows through meMagic transpires I write in the dark of nightAmidst the rhythms of rainShamanic power conjures the elementsPulsating with the vitality of lifeNurturing an inferno of resilience within The omnisexual erotic unfoldsBodies touch and explodeSensual synergy fuels our spiritsThese sacred truths are all we […]

HOMAGE

We are raised to venerate familyIt is said that we are equally related within our nuclear familiesEqually related to our parents and to our siblings Genetically this is trueBut energetically and spirituallyI know there is no one closer to me than my brother By a bit less than four yearsI […]

BACK ALLEY KINK

Your confidence is penetratingAlluring and devastatingTension is escalatingLibido is salivating This is back alley kinkYou are armored in leatherPotent tides draw us togetherAmplifying an inferno of pleasure You tantalize my mindElectricity courses insideTime is rewiredDistorted by the fire of desire The scent of sex proliferatesSurging dopamine dominatesKarmic angels liberateSynapses fire […]

WATER KING

I am ensconced in recoveryEmblazoned by surrenderRewired by these watersRivers of transformation flowing together I am the water kingAn aquatic tantric magicianI resurrect ancient prophecyI create my own religion My throne is luminousMy kingdom egalitarianNeurodivergence fuels our purposeWaters of recovery evoke equilibrium Tides of connection surge insideThe river of recovery […]

GOTHIC ANGEL

Eyes wide openEyes wide shutYou look deep withinExtending your trust Opening my mind to new cultureTo the zeitgeist of the momentGrounding me in the presentRooted in the path we have chosen I call you gothic angelYou are a protege of prophecyYou churn in potent watersRadiating cosmic chemistry I want to […]

PROTEGES of PROPHECY

  Blue light ricochets through waterCoursing like seismic electricityInvoking cosmic destinyMolding a conjecture with prophecyThis visceral manifestation of what I feel for you You are my sponseeMy karmic protegesConjuring inner magicReverberating like kinetic staticThrough these waters of synergy I believe in our programThis journey of recoveryA migration towards spiritual discoveryFluid […]

DETONATION

You engage all of my sensesSenses yet to be discoveredYou elevate and animateTransgressive beauty like no other You are levitationYou are erotic detonationYou activate liberationCleansing this toxic nation I believe in youI believe in your spiritYour body is enticingInviting tantric understanding This is a profound faithA conviction in your callingKarmic […]

CATALYTIC

You are visceral inspirationYou are succulent temptationWe unleash imaginationConjuring the scaffolding of liberation Your fire is potent and intensely catalyticGenerating fractals ecstatic and acidicOur tantric underground is fierce and prolificIntertwining the sacred and the sacrilegious I feel so alive—back with these deep watersI feel light reverberate taking me furtherI see […]

NEURODIVERGENT

  What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel these burning questionsReverberating karmicallyI feel the power of empathyFractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic waterSynaptic fluid pregnant with powerChurning in waves of emotionBurning with the aquatic fire of […]

ADDICT POTENTIAL

I come through sandReverberating with karmic potential I come for the sunRising from beyond the ocean We are survivors of addictionA ruthless afflictionGathered to share our storiesStaying clean one day at a time Our disease is insidiousBrutal and persistent We are forever imperiledVulnerable to seductive allureThe urge to suppress challenging […]

COSMIC CONJECTURE

I am conjuring a metaphor—I am conjuring a rhyme the fractals animating my imagination are sinking deep roots in my mind I heed the polyvalent technicolor narratives conveyed by our planets in orbit the power of astrological wisdom helps me live most fully in the present a cosmic conjecture is […]

NOT YOUR POISON

I am a human being suffering from the human conditionI am psychosis and neurosis: I am mania and depression I feel things to the bone and I seek the deepest truthI imagine my tribe as a cyber-wired battalion of Jedi troops I am not your poison—I am not psychically toxicI […]

CYBERPUNK DIASPORA

dancers stomp, twist, and writhegiving voice to desires pent up deep insidewe long to rise as one and mobilizeour subaltern armies will rule the night our democracy is plagued and under siegewe need cyberpunk power to keep the peacenazis and fascists will come rolling deepbut we are samurai neurodivergents who reclaim […]

URGENCY

manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have seen vivid fractals unfolding before my closed eyesi have felt tantric erotic power erupting deep inside in this wretched moment civilization is at stakebut i am removed from the world […]

STIGMA

I am proud of how i show up for life on the manic depressive spectrumi am proud of my creativity and empathy, and of my spiritual insights and practice i resist the dogma that calls all of this a disorderbecause when balanced, my neurodivergent mind is opened to inspiration that […]

CUNNING ENEMY

i am only forty-one, but addiction has been a cunning enemy of my life for at least three decadesat first compulsive sexual stimulation and fantasybut also a foundational addiction to the power of intellect and self will while my head branded me an atheist, my heart and soul kept me […]