my god is in the noticingnoticing the moment between when i start to breathe and when i feel the first rush of air into my lungsnoticing the energy and magic that surrounds usevident in birds that flock and fungi who thrive on the toxins leached by other forms of lifenoticing […]
its hard to be humble when the energy and adrenaline of an action are racing through my veinshard when my brain’s potent dopamine clinic is flying high on overdrive its hard to be humble when visions of fractals or sacred geometry meet my eyesleaving me feeling particularly empowered to participate […]
collective grief and collective ragefreedom crushed, jailed and chainedwe rise in power saying all of their nameswe resist this toxic fascist plague we find joy in struggle and joy through our tearsacross our nation we rise to conquer fearpower quakes when our fires are revealedif they don’t concede we […]
I am always looking for magicseeking the dilation of time, the deepest enunciation of truth, the most exquisite attenuation of the dancer’s fierce extension I am grateful for all of these momentsgrateful for the magic of the moon and the sunI am grateful for the serenity of silence and […]
I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behindI want to write about the web we are weaving to save the air we are breathing with the power of our minds I am a shadow worker in gestation—seeing the cracks through which liberation comespouring […]
so its official—we are now the epicenter of this global pandemicand we aren’t yet managing to even test everyone with symptomsthis is all likely to get exponentially worse before it gets any betterleaders of color have plowed the ground building networks for mutual aid and resistanceprefiguring the faintly visible outlines […]
this is not a drillcircumnavigates our globe in tandem with the relative scale of contemporary social dysfunction this is a moment for what is to be donea moment for protection from this infection: for connection and introspection this is a moment that calls for all of us to breatheand look […]
I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been locked in a vicious cycle of FIGHT, FLIGHT, or FREEZE–a cycle only broken by cathartic tears of pain… I have been confronted in retrograde by a new landscape of harm–this […]
living in luminous sobriety is its own sacred highwe must craft a healing revolution to sanctify our hearts and minds the oxygen, dopamine, and adrenaline make me wild and super flyi am done being a spice junkie constantly lost in the ebb and flow of time i saw visceral visions […]
In this moment, I am a hot mess of regret, anxiety, and desire With boundaries collapsed I don’t know how to recompartmentalize I don’t know what to think or believe about my inner self I struggle alone at night: mourning the passing of a dearly held aspiration But I don’t […]
they are the distance at which i can safely love you and myself at the same time they are the porous barriers that i transgress when carnal power arises transcendent they are the force fields we generate to allow us to move like water and find the sacred speed […]
if you see me leave earlyor hesitate to make eye contactif i seem reticent to express too much affectionthat’s just me trying not to fall in love again if i appear caught up in my headstuck between worlds and momentsafraid of my deepest self and its desiresthat’s just me trying […]
your strength is flexed and built out rawyour spirit is animated by zygotes of sacred cosmic lawsyou summon my passion from near and farwe consummate our connection blessed by karmic stars this is rockstar sex: it is riot pornwe dance all night and fuck til dawnwe craft reverberating fractals and […]
Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an ancient people’s warrior king and a cybernetic genius’ childWe are bonded by the related demons that teem within our minds We have shared common struggles and bared vulnerable soulsWe seek […]
you activate my visions and animate my mindbut your hallucinogenic powers leave toxicity behind i reach for you out of habit hoping to play with timei reach for you seeking a key to the magic arising from deep inside this is dirty medicine flowing freely conjured to fuel my firei […]
our eyes lock in the dark and i try to draw you inwe touch heart to heart, soul to soul, and skin to skinthis is an erotic duet whose seismic rhythms we beginthis is succulent and euphoric, but some among us would call it a sin we are the red […]
we write in code, with data entombed, in tunnels of platinum and tunnels of goldmy river remolds the depths of your soul, conjuring a sacred passion that grows hot and bold this cypher we craft conjures cylon futureshere the contours of AI will meld with our nature this arabic script […]
this cerebral vortex invades my cortexseducing my mind with luscious mortals your body and mind send me into orbitmaking me long for a vision of what might come next rising phoenix: so monster queeryou lacerate the binaries patriarchy holds dear our rebel armies converge from far and nearwe burn potent […]
sexy and fly with spirit on fireyou amp up my mind and take my energy higherso much to crave and so much to admireour bodies intertwine in a cauldron of desire our neurons remold into fractals of liberationwe are organizing a righteous mafia embedded within our queer nationour sex cult’s […]
i feel fucking perfect–animated by a precise balance between intoxication and sobrietythe sinuous sacred geometry of the immense creativity permeating this space keeps my imagination firing on all cylinders is it emergent strategy in all its nuance and potency?is it love and comradery and the fellowship of movement building?i want […]
pleasure is so DAMN powerfulit arms us to sustain ourselves in resilience and to resist acquiescing to systemic oppression we aspire to liberation and seek truth in divine lessonswe aspire to build fortresses of healing across our polarized nation when i see a body, mind, and spirit to lust for, […]
black bondage, black pain–black pride, black rageour people have been birthed through the torturous lacerations of whips and chains fear is our enemy so trust in the divinesacred powers heal historic wounds and bend the flow of time whats mine is yours and whats yours is mineunleash the godlike serpent […]
i feel you in my blood as it permeates my veinsi feel your jedi mind as it bends the psychotropic planewe rise up for liberation determined to break the chainswe fight to heal our traumas–to set fire to historic pain… you are my prince of fire and i feel you […]
so seductive and luscious, you tempt me with desirelove reverberates through me like a subatomic supernatural firethe suggestive curves of your body inspire my mind to rise up higherwe must live from an emergent place of abundance that lets our gestating spirits rewire erotic power energizes our struggles helping to […]
the arsenal of the dancer is synergistic energyarmed with a mind fast as lightning he conjures subaltern chemistrywe grind, we fuck, we writhe, we breathewe are evolving to create the world our souls yearn to see intensely fierce and fly–so sexy and noirinspiring raw passion and unchaining heartserotic power so […]
i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force field from the terrifying vicissitudes of late stage proto-fascist capitalismprotected by the love of my pixie from the major and minor terrors of our world its been a difficult few […]