i see parabolas and hyperbolas in the fires i burn outside the fractals that coat my sky are the signature of the night i feel energy and possibility emanating from deep inside my dreams consume my consciousness bringing peace and taking flight churning flames resemble hurricanes orbiting a floating rope […]
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if jesus were alive today she’d be a black trans woman in the belly of the beast if our cosmic power were brought to bear we’d uproot this sick system with all its insipid ideological disease a black jesus would defend migrant families from deportation she’d tear down the wall […]
thoroughly consumed by manic zen my imagination is flying free i pray that the lithium will do its work and keep the most perilous demons buried deep psychopharmacology is a science but its practice is mostly an art finding the right cocktail involves many detours and innumerable false starts the […]
my mind is wired on hyper-drive stimulated and cyber-wired synapses flooded with dopamine make me dance and make me scream the untapped power of our minds is immense galactic energy in the present tense forging new connections and new revelations bringing light to the dark and unleashing cosmic creation the […]
as long as our ancestors have inhabited this earth we have sought stories to give meaning to our death and our birth we have craved sex, money, power, and pride we have yearned to give voice to what gestates inside the human species has evolved to yearn and transform creating […]
we are creatures of the night–we surface when we crave company we transcribe sermons weaved of pure light–we arise as a hypnotic symphony midnight vespers in search of supplicants–transgressive rebels opposing sycophants we rise to resist cognitive dissonance–we build power to resist photo-fascist elements trans and queer vagabonds we rise […]
i see ancient idols in the skyi dance with angels late at night my neurotransmitters are caught in a blazing firemy psyche longs to languish in the light if you let me into your matrixi promise never to let you down if you let me know what you are facingi […]
magnetic and hypnotic—surreal and psychotropic i indulge in my vices—both addictive and erotic moments of meditation sustain my psychic peace moments of revelation give my soul a taste of relief love a lifetime ago comes back at light speed my boundaries are porous and my thirst for pleasure is deep […]
at night i tag city streets—or patrol for luscious finds i live with reckless abandon—i crave the pleasure of carnal nights i forge a karmic alliance—between the righteous and the wicked we rise up in defiance—and give in to lust and her lascivious kindred manic depressive heart and soul—i navigate […]
we search this earth for love we hope to find we explore many hearts we shape many minds holistically invested in this karmic exploration i dig deep into my soul for succor and salvation deep in mediation or aroused by dopamine my senses crave sensation–my body learns to breathe instead […]
i am navigating ungodly hours and am hard wired by the energy i envision in our translucent night sky ripples of light appearing like ancient hieroglyphics or cave paintings—all signs of spiritual transcendence impossible to deny symbols tattooed into the clouds—melding contemporary graffiti with ancient mayan and egyptian iconography i […]
manic magicians ponder contradictions conjuring new weapons for this system’s demolition superhuman revelations infuse our psychic places breeding insight and inspiration for our tribe’s preservation seeing molecules in formation–hearing voices of inspiration.. we prowl the streets of gotham fueled by drug-fueled desperation the toxic essence of our nation is replayed […]
the night is pregnant with possibilities aroused and penetrated by my manic brain the joy is punctuated with urgency—and i am anything but insane we are organizing with all our strength to uproot a totalitarian regime we are fighting to amplify our many struggles using all of our arsenal deployed […]
electrified by the moon and intoxicated by the stars i seek fellow travelers in electric clubs and hipster bars i want forever tonight—i want it deep in my soul i will accrue passing years but i will never grow old the future of our tribe lies with the nascent generations […]
love rises within and digs in her claws holding hearts and minds in thrall sex expresses what’s deep inside karmic enchantment when she meets his eyes separation and disintegration carving up a complicated matrix life and death—love and rage there are costs to account for and psychic tolls to pay […]
the full moon inspires all of my internal intoxicants serotonin and dopamine flowing like wine to christ’s supplicants inspired inside by a cosmic symphony of instruments i gaze with longing at a night sky so pregnant with resonance pills and potions are the arsenal of my tribe navigating the bipolar […]
hyper-stimulated with eyes dilated we celebrate the night until desire is sated neurons wired and never tired we seek ecstatic bliss and carnal delight rebel divas styled fly always catch my eye holding it down on the dance floor and making pretty boys cry the search for ecstasy is so […]
i am an angel patrolling mortal waters seeking my brethren—my sons and daughters by day i organize my tribe in the fight for cosmic truth by night i tag walls and wear studded combat boots i am a polyvalent poltergeist—a shape-shifter in poetic garb i am powered by erotic energy—my […]
its 4 am and i am intoxicated by dopamine–generated by the thirst i feel to transform our worldin a few hours we will take the streets and let our beautiful banners unfurl its the day before yet another mobilization and i wonder about the depth of our resistancei wonder about […]
so intoxicating—the pulsating aroma of erotic masculinity so consuming—the unquenchable thirst for carnal company manic zen is my home in these hours i feel crescendos of ecstasy and sensual power i long for nothing more potent than to share this energy with another in this space on my spectrum i […]
flying high on dopamine i see visions in the sky hieroglyphics everywhere seducing my mind late at night when i close my eyes i see wormholes to distant galaxies we must resist the pathologization of our tribe’s neurodiversity i dream in staccato rhythms–refueling energy for the day ahead i am […]
inspired by leia the vixen we arise with truth in our pocket and glitter framing our eyes we rise up to fight unrepentant evil—to do battle with the sith we are rallying our troops looking for the Jedis in our midst our powers are faintly formed but are imagined cinematically […]
visions again—under the faint influence of internally created hallucinogens a star migrating across the sky at an unnatural velocity rivers of power flowing through my mind and body a corona of light emerges to surround the flying star leaving my brain wired and craving more the sky maps our destiny—we […]
when i meditate i often stare into mirrors—sometime i see other faces karmic twins or psychic cyphers—other, but of me, and in a multitude of places we seek our inner powers and pray for cosmic peace while introspective i see many visions and get a taste of psychic relief often […]
biochemical psychic fires fuel my journey and stoke my pyre i live to love and love to live—i take no more than i have to give we strive to transform this toxic system—we resist in tune with subterranean rhythms the synergistic byproducts of neurodiversity are evident in art, in music, […]
whose streets—our streets so said the cops while suppressing speech black lives on trial—neo-nazis on the rise such a toxic miasma of moribund white pride a US base on holy land—a criminal alliance suppressing palestinian dreams—a magnet for arab defiance our world grows smaller—and increasingly imperiled climate change is threatening—our […]