mental health
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THE MATHEMATICS OF MANIC ZEN
i see parabolas and hyperbolas in the fires i burn outside the fractals that coat my sky are the signature…
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JESUS AS A FEMME
if jesus were alive today she’d be a black trans woman in the belly of the beast if our cosmic…
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OF STABILIZERS AND STIMULENTS
thoroughly consumed by manic zen my imagination is flying free i pray that the lithium will do its work and…
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SYNAPTIC RIPTIDES
my mind is wired on hyper-drive stimulated and cyber-wired synapses flooded with dopamine make me dance and make me scream…
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HEAVEN’S MOUTH: a quest for liberation
as long as our ancestors have inhabited this earth we have sought stories to give meaning to our death and…
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VESPER VAGABONDS
we are creatures of the night–we surface when we crave company we transcribe sermons weaved of pure light–we arise as…
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PARADOX
i see ancient idols in the skyi dance with angels late at night my neurotransmitters are caught in a blazing…
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EBB AND FLOW
magnetic and hypnotic—surreal and psychotropic i indulge in my vices—both addictive and erotic moments of meditation sustain my psychic peace…
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UNHOLY ALLIANCE
at night i tag city streets—or patrol for luscious finds i live with reckless abandon—i crave the pleasure of carnal…
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THE ONE: a prayer of introspection
we search this earth for love we hope to find we explore many hearts we shape many minds holistically invested…
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DOPAMINE TRANSCENDENT
i am navigating ungodly hours and am hard wired by the energy i envision in our translucent night sky ripples…
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KARMIC FUSION
manic magicians ponder contradictions conjuring new weapons for this system’s demolition superhuman revelations infuse our psychic places breeding insight and…
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FINDING NEO: a prayer for our living gods
the night is pregnant with possibilities aroused and penetrated by my manic brain the joy is punctuated with urgency—and i…
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FOREVER TONIGHT: an anthem of liberation
electrified by the moon and intoxicated by the stars i seek fellow travelers in electric clubs and hipster bars i…
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DISINTENGRATION
love rises within and digs in her claws holding hearts and minds in thrall sex expresses what’s deep inside karmic…
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PILLS and POTIONS
the full moon inspires all of my internal intoxicants serotonin and dopamine flowing like wine to christ’s supplicants inspired inside…
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IN SEARCH OF ECSTASY
hyper-stimulated with eyes dilated we celebrate the night until desire is sated neurons wired and never tired we seek ecstatic…
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POLYVALENT POLTERGEIST
i am an angel patrolling mortal waters seeking my brethren—my sons and daughters by day i organize my tribe in…
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The DOUBLE-HELIX of PRAXIS
its 4 am and i am intoxicated by dopamine–generated by the thirst i feel to transform our worldin a few…
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HYPERSEXUAL SYMPHONY
so intoxicating—the pulsating aroma of erotic masculinity so consuming—the unquenchable thirst for carnal company manic zen is my home in…
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OF WORMHOLES AND NIRVANAS
flying high on dopamine i see visions in the sky hieroglyphics everywhere seducing my mind late at night when i…
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ASPIRING JEDI
inspired by leia the vixen we arise with truth in our pocket and glitter framing our eyes we rise up…
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COSMIC INSIGHT
visions again—under the faint influence of internally created hallucinogens a star migrating across the sky at an unnatural velocity rivers…
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PSYCHIC TWIN
when i meditate i often stare into mirrors—sometime i see other faces karmic twins or psychic cyphers—other, but of me,…
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SUBTERRANEAN RHYTHMS
biochemical psychic fires fuel my journey and stoke my pyre i live to love and love to live—i take no…
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KARMIC INSURGENCY
whose streets—our streets so said the cops while suppressing speech black lives on trial—neo-nazis on the rise such a toxic…