our minds teem with divine and sentient seeds roving connecting bringing consciousness into being psychiatry forces neurodiversity into boxes consumed with pathologization and discredited logic discreet diagnoses overlap and interbreed creating a world full of NEOs we resist neoliberal hegemony and imagine new ways of sensing cosmic signals psychosocial distress […]
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bad boy drunk by six—kissing some fly stranger’s lips smoked too many cigarettes today—i’m not happy when i act this way high on life but stoned on speed—totally consumed by carnal needs praying for justice and fighting for peace—seducing disciples and seeking relief black cat nine lives—short days long nights […]
enraptured by this moment i see energy everywhere hieroglyphics coat the sidewalk and magical pixies dance with your hair emotional release and mutual aid are our most potent medications we need to heal our hearts and feed our souls reinventing this toxic nation legions of sisters are coming forward exposing […]
lights flash extending potent and penetrating rays i contemplate the cosmos absorbed in its seductive gaze with every passing instant i grow into this strength i fathom the galaxy’s width, its depth, and its length our backyard was pregnant with potent energy temples inscribed in the earth open for only […]
caught in the seductive snare of synaptic riptides i reimagine the impossible and practice pyrotechnic rites faster than a ray of light inspiration takes hold conjuring leaps of consciousness as my manic mind grows bold i am swimming in the flood of the collective unconscious i empower my inner god […]
love is a blessing—a gift and a curse we long for so much—for romantic rebirth in this long struggle for justice—we find comrades and friends we build bridges and banners—hoping to win in the end we live with toxic ideas—in obscene oversupply we evolve into more—or we die trapped in […]
breathing deep i feel my power—sensing my synapses hour by hour in this euphoric place i see so much—the porous boundaries between love, lust, and trust manic zen is the name i have crafted for this state—i feel energy in every neuron that animates by brain i focus the exponential […]
manic minds on hyperdrive linked by mirrors while fires fly conjuring a collective global brain bridging the river between the psychotic and the sane cerebro rises through euphoric nights recruiting disciples and bringing truth to light forging platinum-plated psychic blades rebelling against the proto-fascist plague we are an army of […]
insurgency is born from primal roots we yearn to become whole and to amplify our truths styled fly our tribe rocks platinum plated combat boots we rule the night as street art vixens and recruit the rebellious youth sustained by community and careful self medication we plot and plan imagining […]
i inhale nicotine so fiercely for moments of peace stimulants and stabilizers keep me sane and offer moments of release we fear the looming fascist order we fight for the right of migrants to transgress borders in this moment of capitalist barbarism we must seek solutions from deep within the […]
the only thing in this life that isn’t temporary is mortality we all live under her shroud both individually and collectively we are surviving on a planet perilously close to mass extinctions in the face of utter barbarism we are organizing a fierce resistance living in the moment is a […]
spirits of life—angels of death hermanas y hermanos—give me your breath we traverse the earth—we search high and low we seek karmic rebirth—buscamos el cielo espiritus santos—cosmic incisions we strive for solidarity—we name our own missions dia de los muertos—day of the dead we honor the memories of ancestors living […]
its indictment monday and heads are rolling its a perp walk of the privileged and our resistance is growing we are fighting for regime change here at home we are fighting for a future that justice and karma will condone manafort is going down—flynn was booted out in disgrace but […]
its been more than three years since i jumped off key bridge almost ending a life that at the time felt so tortured never consciously suicidal i was caught in a visceral panic attack following a dream that felt like a premonition of a torturous shift at the georgetown establishment […]
the winds of change are blowing with force we face toxic politics in bombastic voice the tweeter in chief rips apart gains won by our movements but our insurgency is growing building tunnels linking to us i see waves of energy in the sky dancing with fractals of electricity i […]
i see parabolas and hyperbolas in the fires i burn outside the fractals that coat my sky are the signature of the night i feel energy and possibility emanating from deep inside my dreams consume my consciousness bringing peace and taking flight churning flames resemble hurricanes orbiting a floating rope […]
if jesus were alive today she’d be a black trans woman in the belly of the beast if our cosmic power were brought to bear we’d uproot this sick system with all its insipid ideological disease a black jesus would defend migrant families from deportation she’d tear down the wall […]
thoroughly consumed by manic zen my imagination is flying free i pray that the lithium will do its work and keep the most perilous demons buried deep psychopharmacology is a science but its practice is mostly an art finding the right cocktail involves many detours and innumerable false starts the […]
my mind is wired on hyper-drive stimulated and cyber-wired synapses flooded with dopamine make me dance and make me scream the untapped power of our minds is immense galactic energy in the present tense forging new connections and new revelations bringing light to the dark and unleashing cosmic creation the […]
as long as our ancestors have inhabited this earth we have sought stories to give meaning to our death and our birth we have craved sex, money, power, and pride we have yearned to give voice to what gestates inside the human species has evolved to yearn and transform creating […]
we are creatures of the night–we surface when we crave company we transcribe sermons weaved of pure light–we arise as a hypnotic symphony midnight vespers in search of supplicants–transgressive rebels opposing sycophants we rise to resist cognitive dissonance–we build power to resist photo-fascist elements trans and queer vagabonds we rise […]
i see ancient idols in the skyi dance with angels late at night my neurotransmitters are caught in a blazing firemy psyche longs to languish in the light if you let me into your matrixi promise never to let you down if you let me know what you are facingi […]
magnetic and hypnotic—surreal and psychotropic i indulge in my vices—both addictive and erotic moments of meditation sustain my psychic peace moments of revelation give my soul a taste of relief love a lifetime ago comes back at light speed my boundaries are porous and my thirst for pleasure is deep […]
at night i tag city streets—or patrol for luscious finds i live with reckless abandon—i crave the pleasure of carnal nights i forge a karmic alliance—between the righteous and the wicked we rise up in defiance—and give in to lust and her lascivious kindred manic depressive heart and soul—i navigate […]
we search this earth for love we hope to find we explore many hearts we shape many minds holistically invested in this karmic exploration i dig deep into my soul for succor and salvation deep in mediation or aroused by dopamine my senses crave sensation–my body learns to breathe instead […]
i am navigating ungodly hours and am hard wired by the energy i envision in our translucent night sky ripples of light appearing like ancient hieroglyphics or cave paintings—all signs of spiritual transcendence impossible to deny symbols tattooed into the clouds—melding contemporary graffiti with ancient mayan and egyptian iconography i […]