I feel joyEcstatic joyConnection with these beingsConnection with deep waters of transformation Godlings of rain bless this space todayThe land inundatedWater finding the path of least resistanceFlowing serpentine Abram’s Creek a delugePregnant with energy and healingConnecting us with our spirit bodies Our energy flows with the creekFluid lines […]
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This is raw emotionBarely processed reflexive emotionFeelings swimming amidst violent cliffsLurching in divergent directionsSeeking cathartic expressionSeeking connection We loved youWe loved you fiercelyIf only you could have felt the joy of youThe humility and vulnerabilityThe visceral presence of connection Ultimately there is no logicWe cannot know your final feelingsWe cannot […]
I made this pilgrimageI came to the sea seeking recoveryTo this convening of addictsTrying to change our patternsTrying to recover It is only AprilThe ocean is still coldBut I walked into her arms three times yesterday I waded in with the dawnWatching the sun rise through the lens of a […]
You were a sacrificeAn offering from the sacredA voice for a generationProphet of liberationProphet of yearning I ride by this riverFeeling subterranean vibrationsThis water helps my spirit cryRiver tears of absolution and restitution Black shadow resonatesOn the surface of sacred waterGlistening like onyxA dark mirror for your storyReflecting the toxicity […]
Blue light ricochets through waterCoursing like seismic electricityInvoking cosmic destinyMolding a conjecture with prophecyThis visceral manifestation of what I feel for you You are my sponseesMy karmic protegesConjuring inner magicReverberating like kinetic staticThrough these waters of synergy I believe in our programThis journey of recoveryA migration towards spiritual discoveryFluid […]
I write by deep watersDeep frigid winter watersAs Jupiter aligns with VenusI write about what I am becomingWords of metamorphosis and transformation Emerging as a manifest phoenixI seek profound humilityPowers of compassion and empathyOf emotional synergy and alchemy Orogeny is a sacred capabilityChanneling the fractious fire of tectonic platesHarnessing sinuous […]
Explosive emotionsBurning insideLuscious narrativeBefore my eye A film about cannibalsAn epic apocryphalErotic power elementalConnecting with fire in us all Blood is your waterYou thirst to go furtherManifesting foreverWrithing together You are a vesper of transformationEmerging from an inferno of devastationTranscending gender in its iterationsUnleashing emotional identification I believe in your […]
Exuding titanic strengthThrough a veil of crimson laceWe create our fatesCrafting a newrising faith You are sinuous masculinityProjecting tantric virilityThis is a fulcrum of possibilityA dance with divinity Gender binaries implodeSex presence explodesI taste the fire of your soulYou help me feel whole Man-child of PrometheusYou carry his gift of […]
You are thunder amidst the rainYou swim in the river that keeps me saneErotic power flows through your veinsWe recover from apocalypseWith whatever remains Your image evokes the carnalLicentious gym sexYou pulsate with intensityYou flirt and seduce–grind and flex Deep within transformations emergeOrganic and orgasmic fluids convergeTime stands still awaiting […]
What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel these burning questionsReverberating karmicallyI feel the power of empathyFractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic waterSynaptic fluid pregnant with powerChurning in waves of emotionBurning with the aquatic fire of […]
I come to the deep blue black of my riverI come to take my inventoryTo get honestTo get radically honest It is the night of the summer solsticeI feel called to illuminate my inner worldCalled to reflect our sun’s infinite lightI shine this light on the emotions I wish myself […]
February 26thIs just a dateA marker in timeAn outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean dateToday—my two year anniversaryTwo years without drugs, including alcoholTwo years of recoveryTwo years of spiritual growt The valence of my mental oscillations is manageableI am more stable and connected than I have […]