DISSECTING REJECTION

  I am a lonely soulHeartbeat slow and coldIn my rejection I am aloneToxic fear holds the throne We write by this fireSpirit dissatisfied and wearyFear is dualityBoth captor and protector I fear my desiresAshamed of this lustMy passion is torturedDreams become dust This part that keeps us safeAlso keeps […]

LUCA’S MIND

i I have seen three filmsThree prisms for the psycheYour eye impeccableAccessing the emotional subterranean Your latest work incisiveExploring tennis as metaphorTennis as a relationshipAmbition and driveCalculation and manipulation In your eyeTime is a vortexTime is collapsedEmotional memories juxtaposedManifest in exquisite cinematography Each of these charactersRich and deepYour eye accessing […]

GEOMAGNETIC REVELATION

This is a firestormA geomagnetic conflagrationPermeating the atmosphereStimulating imagination Hearts beat in unisonHeeding rhythms deep insideLinking our psychesUnchaining our minds Our people soar highWe also crash lowTendencies accentuatedBy geomagnetic flow The energy orgasmicThe alchemy dynamicAnimating astrologyAccessing the tantric This pulse of solar powerExaggerating extremesOpening portals of consciousnessRealizing transcendent dreams We […]

SACRED LINEAGE

You are my protegeMy sponsee and my friendAbsorbing your magnetic chemistryI feel fierce pride We are a zeitgeistEvolving a lineageCrafting sacred loreConspiring to amplify joy We decolonize psychiatryFusing divergent traditionsMerging shamanic wisdomWith psychotropic precision We balance one anotherStabilizing our ships through stormHitting the club floorOur energy pulsatingReverberating in this kaleidoscope […]

JOY EXTINGUISHED: eulogy for Gus

Your voice propheticYour spirit magneticGoth boy fireYour energy electric I look you in your eyesLike I know your painToxins flood your veinsSongs of guilt and shame Trying not to cry too loudWeeping in silenceSearing pain in your gutWords to speak like violence Cocaine lined upHiding deadly secretsLonging to be heardYearning […]

PYROSEXUAL PROPHECY

  This fire is eroticThese flames hypnoticI am one with burning vaporsThis inferno syntonic I redefine sensualityDiscovering tantric truthAligning with the moon in ScorpioEmotional prophecy renewed I evolve imaginationTasting liberationLurid images becoming artistryMolding erotic salvation This is my sacred cultThis synergy of viscous fuelsKundalini moves my spineErotic power is alchemy […]

DUNE PROPHECY

  I write to youTo the sands of DuneSeeking your visionRealizing your mission Regal humilitySubtle majestyAtreides dignitySpiritual alchemy This epic mythologyCarving through timeThe tongue of the desertUttering spells sublime Sands of ArrakisThis calculus of powerResurrecting noble bloodUnleashing a psychic flood Harkonnen evil levitateSacred prophecy activatesSpice blue eyes captivatePortals to a […]

ENCHANTING CLITORIS

  Her lovely essence Her beautiful flower Leaves me speechless Left in awe   The power of femininity The majesty of womanhood Grasping my psyche Leaving me wanting more   I can’t resist I crave it This supernatural seduction Riptides of sinuous femininity   Rising like Aphrodite Goddess of my […]

LAMENTATION

I feel disposableAn inconvenient truthLove not worthy of equityUnworthy of consideration I am on the trainCrying and mourningStrangers wonderNot knowing what to say Our relationship was powerfulDeeply meaningful to meNow I am heartbreakI am amplified painGrief unleashed like a flowing river You say that this isn’t fairBut you are choosing […]

WEAPON OF LIBERATION

You were in the world but not of itYou told of awful thingsYou created from a cradle of painA dad sized cavity in your spirit What if I could have been your friend?Helping you set boundariesCould you have escaped tragedyThe scourge of fentanylClaiming your life You saw the toxicity of […]

RESURRECTION: a bypo journal

  I am hereI should have died I jumped from Key BridgePlummeting into the Potomac RiverThere was ice in the water I should have diedBut I am here I remember jumpingI remember a torrid confluence of emotion Misery, desperation, disconnection Then I remember salvationA man pulled me from the waterAn ambulance […]

DISCO NOBILITY

We floss and flexWe rise and grindReinventing timeRealigning our minds We share the work of recoveryI feel this fierce prideLoving you like familyOur connection a sacred fire We are disco nobilityEmpowered by virilityDancing with destinyEmbodying artistry Armed with fur and vinylMy pulse acceleratesDressed to killWhat we imagine is real You […]

GRAFFITI QUEER

Emblazoned by colorWe rise and resistWe morph and evolveRaising chainmailed fists We fuck with the binaryWe fuck who we chooseAlchemizing lustNothing to lose You inspire my spiritYou inspire my mindWe manifest prophecyAmplifying desire This pulse of liberationThis fire deep insideQueering imaginationQueering our pride From the embers of StonewallA queer phoenix […]

PARAGON of VIRILITY

Your energy magneticYour mind electricThis pulse of transformationA manifesto prophetic I follow your pathI worship your craftImagination gestatesArming our empaths Your sex presence pulsatesYour eyes illuminateYour body sinuousThis fire reverberates I imagine our connectionI imagine resurrectionReintegrating perceptionCrafting erotic insurrection You are an architect of destinyMagician of the psycheParagon of humilityProphetic […]

EMBODIED VULNERABILITY

Connecting with you is like fireGenerativePowerful and movingPulsating with Platonic attractionRemembering what it feels like for a boy We live as menDisconnected from our feelingsDisembodiedEnslaved by subterranean emotions We cover our fear with angerWe ignore deeply rooted shameHiding our insecurities behind performative facades Repressing our desire for transcendent loveRepressing our […]

APOGEE OF POP

Scintillating rhythmsEmotional prismsJoy envisionedOur people we listen We shake off the dramaTranscending bad bloodYou give voice to our painUnleashing a psychic flood Epic poetry in pop disguiseKarmic truth before my eyesEmbodied  joy magnifiedEmotional resonance deep inside Your melodies transcendentRooting us in the presentTeaching emotional lessonsAsking potent questions You are a […]

CATASTROPHE: words of peace in times of war

It is excruciatingly lateAnd I need to sleepBut I also need to write I need to processDissecting this confluence of emotionLiving in a moment of historic proportionsFlirting with the precipice of barbarismAn apocalyptic age of mass destruction I am torn between worldsDeluged by diametrically opposed positionsOut of alignment with much […]

CYBERKINETIC

I write by my riversI gaze at your faceAnimated by electricityAmplified by grace Your powers cyberkineticYou fuse mind and machineConjuring fantasyLiberating collective dreams Energy floods my cortexThis flood of the eroticOur bodies intertwineOur spirits symbiotic This is quantum physicsWe are photons of lightArising in many dimensionsOur armies rule the night […]

SINGULARITY

Light and shadowCause and effectOne and the sameWhat comes next I want your curseI want your diseaseThis is sacred medicinePain pleases me We move through timeHurdling through spaceTasting the fifth dimensionExperiencing the spiritual plane I am the singularityA manifestation of the presentA fusion of all dimensionsLiving in the moment I […]

LEGACY: an adams morgan story

  Prologue: Displacement has a long history on this groundNacotchtank: the Piscataway people’s name for this landDescribing the convergence of rivers and its peopleThis park was a Black cemeteryPowerful abolitionists lie interred hereWe imagine a legacySeeds of contemporary resistanceSowed by generations long past   Act I: A History of Segregation […]

FIRE STAFF

There is this journeyA portal of insight wreathed by fireI find this staffChanneling the magic I require I journey with youCrafting these exquisite momentsMeeting brilliant beings in your worldThis family of liberation you have chosen Druid spirit permeates this staffInfusing aging wood with purposeSustaining this psychic infernoSupporting me religiously—as you […]

SACRED TRUST

Your eyes meet mineYou feel my desireI trust your integrityI trust your inner fire Leather amplifies the eroticConjuring connections embryonicActivating forces tectonicOur spirits pulsating and symbiotic Your body inspires ecstasySinuous and explosiveYour spirit blessed with empathyVibrant lips so emotive I feel archetypes of masculinityI see your inner warriorYour lover in […]

KALI METAMORPHOSIS: anthem for dragon

We share a connectionWe share shamanic magicThe duality of the tantricA fierce energy ecstatic You manifest the divineDuality redefinedThe epic power of KaliCreation redesigned You feast on the blood of demonsOssified skulls adorn your waistSacred sigils frame your faceVisceral dark magic permeates Our journey touched by fireRemolding the power of […]

SAPIOSEXUAL

You seduce with your mindAwakening my desireKnowledge is your fireYour spirit rises higher You were born under VirgoChild of my rising signYour body rules my libidoOur hands intertwine Tattoos brand your chestPregnant with sacred breathI await what comes nextConjuring cerebral sex Some connections are fateSome are by designWe arise to […]

LIONSGATE

I am fueled by this fireReflecting on lionsgateIntegrating astrological wisdomReimagining our collective fate On the eighth I dreamt deeplyThe earth and sun aligned with SiriusThe feelings were epicEmotions manifesting the sacred Divine wisdom pouring forthActivating shamanic prophecyMutating through this cosmic matrixRecreating divine destiny I feel my powerI see with my […]

BIG ENERGY

I come to my riversI come to writeTo capture these momentsTranscribing this night An hour ago I held you closeFinding an orgasmic kissA taste of carnal fireA taste of sacred bliss Fields of orgasmic energy coalesceStrictures that chain us are transgressedWe share the subtle humor of sexOur spirit bodies pulse […]