mania
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RECEPTIVE DISCIPLES: reflections on a second journey through the georgetown psych ward
hospitalized for the umpteenth time–i medicate my mind while i relax and unwind confined in these walls–in the georgetown psych…
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ELUSIVE ANGELS
they walk among us disrobed and disguised i seek fulfillment and connection when i stare into their eyes seductive but…
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EVOLVING DIAGNOSIS CYLON-STYLE
our minds teem with divine and sentient seeds roving connecting bringing consciousness into being psychiatry forces neurodiversity into boxes consumed…
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CATHARSIS
enraptured by this moment i see energy everywhere hieroglyphics coat the sidewalk and magical pixies dance with your hair emotional…
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BYPO EVOLVING
lights flash extending potent and penetrating rays i contemplate the cosmos absorbed in its seductive gaze with every passing instant…
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TRANSCENDENT POWER: the magical metaphysics of manic zen
breathing deep i feel my power—sensing my synapses hour by hour in this euphoric place i see so much—the porous…
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OF STABILIZERS AND STIMULENTS
thoroughly consumed by manic zen my imagination is flying free i pray that the lithium will do its work and…
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FINDING NEO: a prayer for our living gods
the night is pregnant with possibilities aroused and penetrated by my manic brain the joy is punctuated with urgency—and i…
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HYPERSEXUAL SYMPHONY
so intoxicating—the pulsating aroma of erotic masculinity so consuming—the unquenchable thirst for carnal company manic zen is my home in…
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OF WORMHOLES AND NIRVANAS
flying high on dopamine i see visions in the sky hieroglyphics everywhere seducing my mind late at night when i…
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RITES OF FIRE: pyrotechnic meditation
we are slaves to technology—and to the class in control we transcribe a new pedagogy—reclaiming the creative human soul the…
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TRANSCRIBING THE NIGHT
the light of distant stars refracts through our atmosphere crafting a tapestry ripe for exploration by our evolving imagination clouds…
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TRINITIES–SACRED AND PROPHANE
tonight i saw the light of three stars converge to form a celestial phoenix my cortex felt a surge of…
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MANIC ZEN
it is excruciatingly late and i am wired…thoughts flowing fast like the currents of the nile pondering the mysteries of…
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MANIC NIGHTS
Some things are dangerous to remember Nights flying through streets Lights flashing—sending signals Time slowing—now racing Every corner a new…
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FIRE
Treading on the edge Going up for months Without really going down Wide awake at 5 am Contemplating bold moves…