mania

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EVOLUTION OF NOBLE PURPOSE

  I have been in deep Submerged in manic waters Drowning in inspiration Flooded with frenzied ideas   I sink into deep purpose Our pulsating calling in this life Mania is more than ecstasy It is a portal to the soul   I shed tears of grief Ensnared by a […]

MANIC DEMONS

  These highs like cocaine  I reject emotional pain My brain got that fix  Appearance flaunted in vain   Reckless impulsivity  Believing myself a higher being  Careless of my words  Leaving wounds of hurt feelings    A vacuum for human energy  Festering hysterical power Overwhelming irritability  My paranoia grows louder  […]

OF SPIRIT AND SHADOW

  Manic energy flows Burning like lava I imagine immortality I capture nirvana   We tread this path We pave a road Amplifying neurodivergence Living in creative flow   I share my story I offer these tools You teach me reciprocally As the sun fuels the moon   I think […]

THE FUTURE OF THE FUTURE

    Hellscape or futurescape Our collective fate on a precipice   What awaits? Ensuing barbaric millenia Enchained as slaves to avarice This tyranny of base and primitive instincts Our legacy of civilization perilous   Technology can build our power A tool of progress and liberation Or it can be […]

THIRD EYE FIRE

  Tantric lineage Flowing inside One with this awakening I guide fire with my mind   Third eye open I see toruses of light This matrix of liberation Our cult of the night   Attention moves energy I feel my frontal lobe Third eye activates Amplifying what I know   […]

PARABLES OF THE PYTHIA

  I write by my fire Embers burn and glow I search for prophecy Volcanic testament in flow   Oracle of Delphi Pythia of mythology Priestess of Apollo Crafting anarchist anthropology   This is the season of lionsgate A galactic alignment I summon this divination This sacred inquiry   This […]

VOLCANIC EMOTIONS

  Pulsations of mania All consuming Magnifying creativity Feeding psychic confusion   Time collapses The present is the fulcrum Sequestered trauma explodes Epic emotional overload   I remember lost friendships Feeling visceral pain Flooded by resentment This inferno in my brain   We need love in these moments We need […]

HYBRID DIVINATION

  I write at dawn Under this waning full moon Tides of emotion in these cards Hybrid energy fills the room   I called forth this reading Seeking connection and direction Summoning power for this project Inviting alchemy and inception   I explore this hybrid divination This conversation between oracle […]

CHRYSALIS

  This is a poem about mania The pain of change The agony of the caterpillar Dissolving to become a butterfly   This chrysalis of transformation A fulcrum of microcosmic evolution   Evolving from pain A butterfly emerges from flames In fear of the future But with a visceral and […]

ANGEL PHOENIX PROPHECY: chronicles of new york

  Words fail to describe This manic energy we feel Stepping off of that bus Enraptured by the gravity of Gotham   This is New York City A mania-inducing metropolis Its rhythm potent and virile Its demons ghostly and feral   This feeling ecstatic and restless This fervent euphoric dysturbia […]

KALEIDOSCOPE EYES

  Your manic eyes Our manic minds Evolving genius Psychotic disguise   We throb and dance Rhythm deep within These sparks again Arising for the win   Inspiring insight Manifesting foresight Tectonic alchemy Creating spiritual reality   Your eyes are magic Your kaleidoscope of color Reflecting intensity Conjuring prophecy and […]

PORTAL OF DIVINATION

  This poem has been germinating Gestating in a sacred chrysalis Integrating penetrating insights Your dance converging with mine   You read these tarot cards Seeing currents of transformation Witnessing my spirit Counseling detachment from outcomes   This current is wise These waters intelligent I must be conduit, not ego […]

MANIC ORACLE

  Tonight I seek guidance I yearn to know To see where I end To know where you begin   I strive to guide you Navigating manic waves I seek our emergent oracle Sacred wisdom Amidst this psychic storm   You are my manic angel My creative protege My spirit […]

GEOMAGNETIC REVELATION

  This is a firestorm A geomagnetic conflagration Permeating the atmosphere Stimulating imagination   Hearts beat in unison Heeding rhythms deep inside Linking our psyches Unchaining our minds   Our people soar high We also crash low Tendencies accentuated By geomagnetic flow   The energy orgasmic The alchemy dynamic Animating […]

SACRED LINEAGE

You are my protege My sponsee and my friend Absorbing your magnetic chemistry I feel fierce pride   We are a zeitgeist Evolving a lineage Crafting sacred lore Conspiring to amplify joy   We decolonize psychiatry Fusing divergent traditions Merging shamanic wisdom With psychotropic precision   We balance one another […]

KALI METAMORPHOSIS: anthem for dragon

We share a connection We share shamanic magic The duality of the tantric A fierce energy ecstatic   You manifest the divine Duality redefined The epic power of Kali Creation redesigned   You feast on the blood of demons Ossified skulls adorn your waist Sacred sigils frame your face Visceral […]

LIONSGATE

I am fueled by this fire Reflecting on lionsgate Integrating astrological wisdom Reimagining our collective fate   On the eighth I dreamt deeply The earth and sun aligned with Sirius The feelings were epic Emotions manifesting the sacred   Divine wisdom pouring forth Activating shamanic prophecy Mutating through this cosmic […]

STROBE LIGHTS

House beats throb You move with fervent fire Your body armored in leather Pulsating with my desire   Illuminated by strobe light Your body glistens with synergy You dance joyous vitality Permeated by potent electricity   I write by my rivers Light reverberating the water’s surface Rippling with kinetic energy […]

SHAMANIC

In this space On this land Energy flows through me Magic transpires   I write in the dark of night Amidst the rhythms of rain Shamanic power conjures the elements Pulsating with the vitality of life Nurturing an inferno of resilience within   The omnisexual erotic unfolds Bodies touch and […]

ECSTATIC JOY

    I feel joy Ecstatic joy Connection with these beings Connection with deep waters of transformation   Godlings of rain bless this space today The land inundated Water finding the path of least resistance Flowing serpentine   Abram’s Creek a deluge Pregnant with energy and healing Connecting us with […]

PROPHET OF YEARNING

You were a sacrifice An offering from the sacred A voice for a generation Prophet of liberation Prophet of yearning   I ride by this river Feeling subterranean vibrations This water helps my spirit cry River tears of absolution and restitution   Black shadow resonates On the surface of sacred […]

Letter to Ahmed

You were a pillar of my life For more than twelve years I swam in your waters Guided by a prophetic light   Your conviction was contagious Your energy visceral Your power of persuasion electric and magnetic   Now that you have passed I feel a painful absence Aching like […]

NEURODIVERGENT

  What if my evolving diagnosis Is so much more than pathology? What if it’s not illness? What if its capacity?   I feel these burning questions Reverberating karmically I feel the power of empathy Fractals of neurodivergent chemistry   These fractals of psychotropic water Synaptic fluid pregnant with power […]

CLEAN DATE: a bypo journal

February 26th Is just a date A marker in time An outpost amidst psychic wildlings   For me it is my clean date Today—my two year anniversary Two years without drugs, including alcohol Two years of recovery Two years of spiritual growth   The valence of my mental oscillations is […]

TRAUMA SURVIVORS ANONYMOUS: a bypo journal

I sit by the water—I came here to writeThe river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energyIt reverberates with the power to sustain life and the power to take it… I came to write about my mindto write about the social construct known as bipolar disorderThis diagnosis has been an […]

TRUST MUSCLE: a journal entry

This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle…I sit at the convergence of two rivers and marvel at the magic of the water’s constant motion—maybe this is a metaphor I seek energy from the intricate swirls of wood composing the wharf like so […]