toxic emotions

  • TRYING NOT TO FALL

    TRYING NOT TO FALL

    if you see me leave earlyor hesitate to make eye contactif i seem reticent to express too much affectionthat’s just…

  • RADIANT ROOTS

    RADIANT ROOTS

    i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force…

  • AN INTRUSION OF GREY

    AN INTRUSION OF GREY

    alone with my emotions, i am wracked by malaise i contend with my demons clothed in varied shades of grey…

  • HEXAGONS OF BABYLON

    HEXAGONS OF BABYLON

    hexagons and lexicons digging deep and dropping bombs striving for freedom singing songs crafting a future that is just beyond…

  • GHOSTS:  a riff on the emotional subterranean

    GHOSTS: a riff on the emotional subterranean

    echoes of emotion transgress my heart and mind i feel currents of suppressed attraction in confluence deep inside the erratic…

  • A SURVIVOR’S MANIFESTO

    A SURVIVOR’S MANIFESTO

    its been more than three years since i jumped off key bridge almost ending a life that at the time…

  • KARMIC INSURGENCY

    KARMIC INSURGENCY

    whose streets—our streets so said the cops while suppressing speech black lives on trial—neo-nazis on the rise such a toxic…

  • RITES OF FIRE: pyrotechnic meditation

    RITES OF FIRE: pyrotechnic meditation

    we are slaves to technology—and to the class in control we transcribe a new pedagogy—reclaiming the creative human soul the…

  • RADICAL EXORCISM

    RADICAL EXORCISM

    praying for love and praying for peace praising the sun and craving relief we have miscreants in power—sowing seeds of…

  • KING OF RAGE

    KING OF RAGE

    ANGEL OR DEMON DEVIL OR SAINT YOU TAKE WHAT YOU WANT RAGE RULES YOUR BRAIN LIKE A MONSTER YOU KILL…

  • IMMORTALIZED: a tribute to Gil Scott-Heron

    IMMORTALIZED: a tribute to Gil Scott-Heron

    love and rage took the stage speaking truth eschewing fame inscribing pain abusing veins rebel poet living wraith harlem streets…

  • A MONSTA RIFF

    A MONSTA RIFF

    Monster boy ate my heart Ate my love tore it apart Left me dancing in the dark Bathed in tears…

  • THE SORDID ARCHITECTURE OF URBAN HIEROGLYPHICS

    THE SORDID ARCHITECTURE OF URBAN HIEROGLYPHICS

    solitude and loneliness make me miss raw happiness angels and demons blood spit and semen pirates and conquistadors show me…

  • AGENTS OF KARMA

    AGENTS OF KARMA

    In the beginning was the word And the word was death Or maybe life or death to all life And…

  • Contending with Grey

    Contending with Grey

    i feel grey creeping in again melancholy next of kin solitude breeding sin isolation sinking in i long for something…

  • DEEP

    DEEP

    You are in deep I can’t shake you You have power You probably don’t even want I rise and fall…

  • ADDICTION

    ADDICTION

    Its as easy To abuse a person As to abuse a substance To become addicted To a particular prism Through…

  • PETRIFIED

    PETRIFIED

    Not knowing how you are But fearing the worst I am paralyzed by ghosts of past tragedies Anger, guilt, and…

  • BECOMING PHOENIX

    BECOMING PHOENIX

    To write again is a struggle A struggle to give voice to months Entombed in passivity Lacerated by loneliness Bored…

  • Reflections on Lost Time

    Reflections on Lost Time

    Psychic pain consumes my brain Haunting caustic always the same Rhythms change but grey remains The color cloaking blood and…