frequencies so low—heart on a string—a string that only plays solos rain made of echoes—tidal wave rushing on and on mood and emotion flow towards manic zen eros and pathos surge from deep within I long for your touch and for my heartbeat to pulsate again I dream of your […]
love and solidarity
baby it hit so hard, I’m holding on to my chest maybe you left your mark, reminding me to forget it doesn’t matter where you are, you can keep my regret baby I got these scars, reminding me to forget you left your mark reminding me to forget the pain […]
somebody somewhere turns off the lights somebody all alone faces the night you got to be strong when you’re out on your own because sooner or later we all sleep alone photons of love pierce encroaching clouds of grey I churn through the night and dream through the day seeking […]
i want to shower with you–to watch warm water caressing the contours of your lithe and inviting body i want to share moments that dream of futures–to imagine the improbable and aspire to the inspirational i want to hold you close in heart and in soul–to let you penetrate my […]
alone with my emotions, i am wracked by malaise i contend with my demons clothed in varied shades of grey i summon my defenses from near and far away i imagine a present moment where i don’t yearn for what i crave after two years living on dopamine, i am […]
lost in the grip of neurochemical riptides, i grope for an anchor or for a potent dose of dopamine age old addictions resurge like pathologies ravaging interpersonal trust so viscerally and so suddenly i have sown the seeds of a pernicious strand of sex addiction amplified by the allure of […]
nocturnal visions and prophecies suffuse our world and let her breathe craving love and refusing sleep—crafting verses driving deep pentagons and hexagons—trapezoids and octagons geometry voiced by our freedom songs—doing right and righting wrongs we weave the tapestry of a new religion from disparate threads of divergent spiritual traditions grounding […]
they walk among us disrobed and disguised i seek fulfillment and connection when i stare into their eyes seductive but liminal—both here and away we fuck through the night and we do lines to welcome the day i pray for my angels—i pray for my mind our lust is a […]
for millennia our species has lived on this earth always molded by the conditions into which we were birthed we have lived as hunter-gatherers, as serfs, and as slaves we have paid homage to haughty kings burried in titanic holy graves our system has been ripe for transformation for more […]
staccato pulsating rhythms envelop my soul and mind i envision your body exposed lying vulnerably next to mine the allure of orgasmic intoxication amplifies every gesture i contemplate what we might become and what a presence i lie next to sex is our most primitive currency—sex work our oldest occupation […]
on the day the right crowned its would be fuhrer, we rose in resistance at least ten thousand took to the streets of DC with rage at the brutal face of this system police went wild with smoke bombs and pepper spray mass arresting journalists and medics all to give […]
echoes of emotion transgress my heart and mind i feel currents of suppressed attraction in confluence deep inside the erratic logic of passion convolutes and overflows i struggle with conflicting desires contorting my soul like a ghost your words still haunt me conjuring aspirations long buried deep visions of angels […]
breathing deep i feel my power—sensing my synapses hour by hour in this euphoric place i see so much—the porous boundaries between love, lust, and trust manic zen is the name i have crafted for this state—i feel energy in every neuron that animates by brain i focus the exponential […]
its indictment monday and heads are rolling its a perp walk of the privileged and our resistance is growing we are fighting for regime change here at home we are fighting for a future that justice and karma will condone manafort is going down—flynn was booted out in disgrace but […]
the night is pregnant with possibilities aroused and penetrated by my manic brain the joy is punctuated with urgency—and i am anything but insane we are organizing with all our strength to uproot a totalitarian regime we are fighting to amplify our many struggles using all of our arsenal deployed […]
infinitesimal but potent they control our minds training nerves and synapses to fire deep inside a toxic virus has arisen laced with systemic crime distorting our collaborative nature and reenacting the lord of the flies we are ruled by heartless robber barons—skilled only in legalized theft their souls are sickly […]
we’ve been in the orbit of the same celestial presence we’ve shared compelling moments—examining her essence neurochemistry firing on speed—dopamine in overdrive we clicked instantaneously—feeling euphorically alive beauty comes in many guises—love wears many masks I feel a potent connection—i have met a brother on my karmic path polyamorous and […]
she is a ninja of the night a living angel aloft in flight she is the mistress of sexual delight and the arbiter of cosmic karma’s might our sisters are rising proud demanding solidarity its time to shut patriarchy down time for transcendent feminism to claim the streets we marched […]
flying high on dopamine i see visions in the sky hieroglyphics everywhere seducing my mind late at night when i close my eyes i see wormholes to distant galaxies we must resist the pathologization of our tribe’s neurodiversity i dream in staccato rhythms–refueling energy for the day ahead i am […]
when i meditate i often stare into mirrors—sometime i see other faces karmic twins or psychic cyphers—other, but of me, and in a multitude of places we seek our inner powers and pray for cosmic peace while introspective i see many visions and get a taste of psychic relief often […]
whose streets—our streets so said the cops while suppressing speech black lives on trial—neo-nazis on the rise such a toxic miasma of moribund white pride a US base on holy land—a criminal alliance suppressing palestinian dreams—a magnet for arab defiance our world grows smaller—and increasingly imperiled climate change is threatening—our […]
since ancient times humankind has craved meaning and substance to fuel our days we have worshipped many powers, many stars, many gods we have survived thus far somehow beating the odds to attain a new future, human faith must fly free finding a confluence of mysticisms for a new pedagogy […]
platinum-clad ladies vogue at the discotheque leaving all the boys pining–hard-wired horned and wet we rock the dance floor pounding hard with no regrets we throw elbows and claim our space turning tricks and turning heads femmed-out men in full length skirts queering power branding fame making it seductive and […]
a child star—a cosmic gift left ensnared by celebrity’s kiss a prophetic scream a scream of hope and rage dancing in ecstasy on the stage brother michael gone far too soon our world misses his passion, his genius, his croon tortured by bigotry—scarred so deep his life inspires while his […]
with each passing day the crisis at the top of U.S. society grows more toxic the satanic cabal occupying the nation’s capital is held in check only by our resistance and its tide like impact on the judicial and congressional wings of power we are saying NO day after day […]
on june 10th 2017 dc threw down trans and queer activists blockaded the pride parade after months of fruitless conversation with the gay elite this is a movement moment–stonewall was an urban rebellion against homophobia and police oppression its time to go back to our roots…with the unmentionable president in […]