my god is in the noticingnoticing the moment between when i start to breathe and when i feel the first rush of air into my lungsnoticing the energy and magic that surrounds usevident in birds that flock and fungi who thrive on the toxins leached by other forms of lifenoticing […]
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its hard to be humble when the energy and adrenaline of an action are racing through my veinshard when my brain’s potent dopamine clinic is flying high on overdrive its hard to be humble when visions of fractals or sacred geometry meet my eyesleaving me feeling particularly empowered to participate […]
I am always looking for magicseeking the dilation of time, the deepest enunciation of truth, the most exquisite attenuation of the dancer’s fierce extension I am grateful for all of these momentsgrateful for the magic of the moon and the sunI am grateful for the serenity of silence and […]
I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behindI want to write about the web we are weaving to save the air we are breathing with the power of our minds I am a shadow worker in gestation—seeing the cracks through which liberation comespouring […]
so its official—we are now the epicenter of this global pandemicand we aren’t yet managing to even test everyone with symptomsthis is all likely to get exponentially worse before it gets any betterleaders of color have plowed the ground building networks for mutual aid and resistanceprefiguring the faintly visible outlines […]
this is not a drillcircumnavigates our globe in tandem with the relative scale of contemporary social dysfunction this is a moment for what is to be donea moment for protection from this infection: for connection and introspection this is a moment that calls for all of us to breatheand look […]
I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been locked in a vicious cycle of FIGHT, FLIGHT, or FREEZE–a cycle only broken by cathartic tears of pain… I have been confronted in retrograde by a new landscape of harm–this […]
living in luminous sobriety is its own sacred highwe must craft a healing revolution to sanctify our hearts and minds the oxygen, dopamine, and adrenaline make me wild and super flyi am done being a spice junkie constantly lost in the ebb and flow of time i saw visceral visions […]
In this moment, I am a hot mess of regret, anxiety, and desire With boundaries collapsed I don’t know how to recompartmentalize I don’t know what to think or believe about my inner self I struggle alone at night: mourning the passing of a dearly held aspiration But I don’t […]
our eyes lock in the dark and i try to draw you inwe touch heart to heart, soul to soul, and skin to skinthis is an erotic duet whose seismic rhythms we beginthis is succulent and euphoric, but some among us would call it a sin we are the red […]
pleasure is so DAMN powerfulit arms us to sustain ourselves in resilience and to resist acquiescing to systemic oppression we aspire to liberation and seek truth in divine lessonswe aspire to build fortresses of healing across our polarized nation when i see a body, mind, and spirit to lust for, […]
i feel you in my blood as it permeates my veinsi feel your jedi mind as it bends the psychotropic planewe rise up for liberation determined to break the chainswe fight to heal our traumas–to set fire to historic pain… you are my prince of fire and i feel you […]
so seductive and luscious, you tempt me with desirelove reverberates through me like a subatomic supernatural firethe suggestive curves of your body inspire my mind to rise up higherwe must live from an emergent place of abundance that lets our gestating spirits rewire erotic power energizes our struggles helping to […]
i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force field from the terrifying vicissitudes of late stage proto-fascist capitalismprotected by the love of my pixie from the major and minor terrors of our world its been a difficult few […]
i love the simple thingsyour breath on my neck and your voice in my headyou are a blessing and a miraclei feel your pulse deep inside and i hold your image close to my my heart simple yet not so simplebreath on my neck settles softly like magic dustbrief eye […]
For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my most indigenous sense of purpose and direction for most of this year, I have also lived under my parents’ wingwe have processed feelings, worked on communication, and grown, but it […]
I am a student of my own evolving mind—I am a student of the ebb and flow of timeI dream of a future where all of our roots intertwine—I dream of vistas of synergy between the erotic and the sublime this is a genesis story: a mix of the […]
This poem is an introspection—a covenant with myselfI aspire to trust in love, and not in my wellspring of insecurities it is so easy to give in to doubt and to caustic toxic inner voicesso much harder to trust that those we give our hearts to will honor that love […]
in my body heartbeat throbbing–feeling myself or feeling somebodytransformational forces become embodied–i love the intensity of your cock deep inside me erotic power suffuses our existence–it stokes the fires we build to transform this systemif we grasp the immense powers the erotic gives us we won’t settle for catastrophic misery […]
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love and liberation aspiring towards an all encompassing transformational resurgencewe sync our bypo minds through the meditative practices of erotic pleasure and serviceI can’t choose my apocalypse squad but i can […]
you penetrate my heart–you penetrate my mind you amplify my spirit leaving angels to frolic deep inside the rhythms of my psyche are modulated by your eyes we rise to transform our world into a better child of our hybrid minds sex can transport us to sacred places and transformational […]
black men are fucking beautiful–and it hurts me that sometimes i don’t see that i was born to a black mother and a white father, with tons of white cousins but none on my mother’s side so that and systemic toxicity combined so that while only 8 or so i […]
layers of truth emerge in our minds–they refract and manifest new dimensions come into being, metamorph, and coalesce our psychic strength is evolving in sync with grounding intentional breath we must be still and hone our powers to uproot this cult of death my manic mind seeks cosmic meaning in […]
Refracting through my month of visions has been a vast pyramid with a maze underneath its enclaves house nascent spirits arising from the magical deep I am a disciple of emergent strategy as I have become a disciple of sleep I recruit an army of freedom fighters to evict our […]
visions this intense have never before penetrated my mind i see with godlike vision peering through amplified love fueled eyes fractals manifest everywhere conveying prophecies for our disciples to find this spiritual and erotic armor prepares us to leave the toxicity of this system behind i am ripening through so […]
i am so wired for you pixie angel it is visceral and it is magic my heart is opening but fearing danger we craft a connection that is free, seductive, and emphatic you take me to our own private nirvana where agents of karma vogue with gaga and madonna covered […]