if you see me leave earlyor hesitate to make eye contactif i seem reticent to express too much affectionthat’s just me trying not to fall in love again if i appear caught up in my headstuck between worlds and momentsafraid of my deepest self and its desiresthat’s just me trying […]
love and solidarity
pleasure is so DAMN powerfulit arms us to sustain ourselves in resilience and to resist acquiescing to systemic oppression we aspire to liberation and seek truth in divine lessonswe aspire to build fortresses of healing across our polarized nation when i see a body, mind, and spirit to lust for, […]
so seductive and luscious, you tempt me with desirelove reverberates through me like a subatomic supernatural firethe suggestive curves of your body inspire my mind to rise up higherwe must live from an emergent place of abundance that lets our gestating spirits rewire erotic power energizes our struggles helping to […]
i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force field from the terrifying vicissitudes of late stage proto-fascist capitalismprotected by the love of my pixie from the major and minor terrors of our world its been a difficult few […]
i love the simple thingsyour breath on my neck and your voice in my headyou are a blessing and a miraclei feel your pulse deep inside and i hold your image close to my my heart simple yet not so simplebreath on my neck settles softly like magic dustbrief eye […]
For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my most indigenous sense of purpose and direction for most of this year, I have also lived under my parents’ wingwe have processed feelings, worked on communication, and grown, but it […]
desecration and violationtoxic psychic devastationcaustic pain is in gestationblocking love and trust and creation so much to learn if i dig in deepboundaries i have transgressed perpetrated on mei swarm with feeling dirty and emotionally uncleani pray for tears to flow and sanctify my scarred body we need transformational […]
This poem is an introspection—a covenant with myselfI aspire to trust in love, and not in my wellspring of insecurities it is so easy to give in to doubt and to caustic toxic inner voicesso much harder to trust that those we give our hearts to will honor that love […]
in my body heartbeat throbbing–feeling myself or feeling somebodytransformational forces become embodied–i love the intensity of your cock deep inside me erotic power suffuses our existence–it stokes the fires we build to transform this systemif we grasp the immense powers the erotic gives us we won’t settle for catastrophic misery […]
you are my light, my magic, and my hearti pulsate with anticipation whenever we are apartwe vogue with the sun and we frolic in the dark-potent pixie spells leave me enraptured by your spirit’s mark i crave your counsel, your company, and your lovei am convinced that you are an […]
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love and liberation aspiring towards an all encompassing transformational resurgencewe sync our bypo minds through the meditative practices of erotic pleasure and serviceI can’t choose my apocalypse squad but i can […]
I want to write you a lettereven though we text every day there is always something magically new to discoverthere is always something radically new to say you are such a blessing in my lifeyou inspire the divine spark in my heart your presence excites passion and ecstasyyour eyes are […]
i am so wired for you pixie angel it is visceral and it is magic my heart is opening but fearing danger we craft a connection that is free, seductive, and emphatic you take me to our own private nirvana where agents of karma vogue with gaga and madonna covered […]
get into the groove boy you’ve got to prove your love to me get up on your feet and step to the beat–boy what will it be show me what you can do pulsating on the dance floor let the beat leave you hypnotized craving me and wanting more you […]
frequencies so low—heart on a string—a string that only plays solos rain made of echoes—tidal wave rushing on and on mood and emotion flow towards manic zen eros and pathos surge from deep within I long for your touch and for my heartbeat to pulsate again I dream of your […]
baby it hit so hard, I’m holding on to my chest maybe you left your mark, reminding me to forget it doesn’t matter where you are, you can keep my regret baby I got these scars, reminding me to forget you left your mark reminding me to forget the pain […]
somebody somewhere turns off the lights somebody all alone faces the night you got to be strong when you’re out on your own because sooner or later we all sleep alone photons of love pierce encroaching clouds of grey I churn through the night and dream through the day seeking […]
i want to shower with you–to watch warm water caressing the contours of your lithe and inviting body i want to share moments that dream of futures–to imagine the improbable and aspire to the inspirational i want to hold you close in heart and in soul–to let you penetrate my […]
alone with my emotions, i am wracked by malaise i contend with my demons clothed in varied shades of grey i summon my defenses from near and far away i imagine a present moment where i don’t yearn for what i crave after two years living on dopamine, i am […]
lost in the grip of neurochemical riptides, i grope for an anchor or for a potent dose of dopamine age old addictions resurge like pathologies ravaging interpersonal trust so viscerally and so suddenly i have sown the seeds of a pernicious strand of sex addiction amplified by the allure of […]
nocturnal visions and prophecies suffuse our world and let her breathe craving love and refusing sleep—crafting verses driving deep pentagons and hexagons—trapezoids and octagons geometry voiced by our freedom songs—doing right and righting wrongs… we weave the tapestry of a new religion from disparate threads of divergent spiritual traditions grounding […]
they walk among us disrobed and disguised i seek fulfillment and connection when i stare into their eyes seductive but liminal—both here and away we fuck through the night and we do lines to welcome the day i pray for my angels—i pray for my mind our lust is a […]
for millennia our species has lived on this earth always molded by the conditions into which we were birthed we have lived as hunter-gatherers, as serfs, and as slaves we have paid homage to haughty kings burried in titanic holy graves our system has been ripe for transformation for more […]
staccato pulsating rhythms envelop my soul and mind i envision your body exposed lying vulnerably next to mine the allure of orgasmic intoxication amplifies every gesture i contemplate what we might become and what a presence i lie next to sex is our most primitive currency—sex work our oldest occupation […]
on the day the right crowned its would be fuhrer, we rose in resistance at least ten thousand took to the streets of DC with rage at the brutal face of this system police went wild with smoke bombs and pepper spray mass arresting journalists and medics all to give […]
echoes of emotion transgress my heart and mind i feel currents of suppressed attraction in confluence deep inside the erratic logic of passion convolutes and overflows i struggle with conflicting desires contorting my soul like a ghost your words still haunt me conjuring aspirations long buried deep visions of angels […]