I met youIn the building we shareYou were talking about decolonizing astrologyA glimpse of your mindAs you exited the elevator My spirit was entrancedMagnetically attractedIntoxicated by the promise of insightThus our journey began It has been about six monthsThis prophetic practiceA modality you have branded alignment coaching Integrating the […]
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These tears we let flowThrough art we createFeeling painful emotionsThat we no longer sedate Loving to numbGetting high was our thingWe chased euphoriaNow we live to stay clean Enchained by addictionWe fled our insecuritiesGripped by toxic shameWe escaped psycho-chemically Now we survive our feelingsOur emotions are psychic fuelAlchemized by […]
You’re not just my sponsorOr my personal mentorA trifecta of different rolesDiverse to your very core Beholder of virtuous wisdomYou feed my psycheEmbracing neurodiversityTransforming a better me You’ve redefined masculinityTo let the tears flowWhile embracing femininityLetting all shame go The flaws we shareLike the drugs we craveOur pain untetheredThrough […]
I have been in deepSubmerged in manic watersDrowning in inspirationFlooded with frenzied ideas I sink into deep purposeOur pulsating calling in this lifeMania is more than ecstasyIt is a portal to the soul I shed tears of griefEnsnared by a din of inner voicesI choose to feel the painMy […]
These highs like cocaine I reject emotional painMy brain got that fix Appearance flaunted in vain Reckless impulsivity Believing myself a higher being Careless of my words Leaving wounds of hurt feelings A vacuum for human energy Festering hysterical powerOverwhelming irritability My paranoia grows louder Delusions fill my head As this world slows around meVoices deranged With evil […]
Manic energy flowsBurning like lavaI imagine immortalityI capture nirvana We tread this pathWe pave a roadAmplifying neurodivergenceLiving in creative flow I share my storyI offer these toolsYou teach me reciprocallyAs the sun fuels the moon I think about spiritYou are my twin flameIlluminating my shadowBranding walls with your name […]
I write by my fireEmbers burn and glowI search for prophecyVolcanic testament in flow Oracle of DelphiPythia of mythologyPriestess of ApolloCrafting anarchist anthropology This is the season of lionsgateA galactic alignmentI summon this divinationThis sacred inquiry This labyrinth of meaningSpeaks to our noble purposeThese cards suggest parablesNarratives to affirm us […]
Pulsations of maniaAll consumingMagnifying creativityFeeding psychic confusion Time collapsesThe present is the fulcrumSequestered trauma explodesEpic emotional overloa I remember lost friendshipsFeeling visceral painFlooded by resentmentThis inferno in my brain We need love in these momentsWe need deep connectionHolding space to healInspiring emotional resurrection This dimension of maniaSo rarely understoodMy […]
I worship spiritGazing at my fire altarI am transformingI am evolving Integrating new insightsI work to releaseTo let go of shadowsPatterns that longer serve me I see my birth chart in new lightLibra energy calls for balanceTo pause with intentionBefore a response Maintain balanceStrive not to project my shadowFortify porous […]
I write at dawnUnder this waning full moonTides of emotion in these cardsHybrid energy fills the room I called forth this readingSeeking connection and directionSummoning power for this projectInviting alchemy and inception I explore this hybrid divinationThis conversation between oracle and tarotI let the wisdom of the cards speakInviting them […]
This is a poem about maniaThe pain of changeThe agony of the caterpillarDissolving to become a butterfly This chrysalis of transformationA fulcrum of microcosmic evolution Evolving from painA butterfly emerges from flamesIn fear of the futureBut with a visceral and potent thirst Commanding and demanding change Migrating to pollinate and […]
Words fail to describeThis manic energy we feelStepping off of that busEnraptured by the gravity of Gotham This is New York CityA mania-inducing metropolisIts rhythm potent and virileIts demons ghostly and feral This feeling ecstatic and restlessThis fervent euphoric dysturbiaI feel powerless to tame this energyBurning with carnal cosmic […]
Your manic eyesOur manic mindsEvolving geniusPsychotic disguise We throb and danceRhythm deep withinThese sparks againArising for the win Inspiring insightManifesting foresightTectonic alchemyCreating spiritual reality Your eyes are magicYour kaleidoscope of colorReflecting intensityConjuring prophecy and destiny I love you like no otherMy protege and spirit brotherWe are architects of a new […]
This poem has been germinatingGestating in a sacred chrysalisIntegrating penetrating insightsYour dance converging with mine You read these tarot cardsSeeing currents of transformationWitnessing my spiritCounseling detachment from outcomes This current is wiseThese waters intelligentI must be conduit, not egoHierophant to sacred power You saw my porous boundariesUrging greater discernmentMore exacting […]
I am a lonely soulHeartbeat slow and coldIn my rejection I am aloneToxic fear holds the throne We write by this fireSpirit dissatisfied and wearyFear is dualityBoth captor and protector I fear my desiresAshamed of this lustMy passion is torturedDreams become dust This part that keeps us safeAlso keeps […]
This is a firestormA geomagnetic conflagrationPermeating the atmosphereStimulating imagination Hearts beat in unisonHeeding rhythms deep insideLinking our psychesUnchaining our minds Our people soar highWe also crash lowTendencies accentuatedBy geomagnetic flow The energy orgasmicThe alchemy dynamicAnimating astrologyAccessing the tantric This pulse of solar powerExaggerating extremesOpening portals of consciousnessRealizing transcendent dreams We […]
You are my protegeMy sponsee and my friendAbsorbing your magnetic chemistryI feel fierce pride We are a zeitgeistEvolving a lineageCrafting sacred loreConspiring to amplify joy We decolonize psychiatryFusing divergent traditionsMerging shamanic wisdomWith psychotropic precision We balance one anotherStabilizing our ships through stormHitting the club floorOur energy pulsatingReverberating in this kaleidoscope […]
I am hereI should have died I jumped from Key BridgePlummeting into the Potomac RiverThere was ice in the water I should have diedBut I am here I remember jumpingI remember a torrid confluence of emotion Misery, desperation, disconnection Then I remember salvationA man pulled me from the waterAn ambulance […]
We share a connectionWe share shamanic magicThe duality of the tantricA fierce energy ecstatic You manifest the divineDuality redefinedThe epic power of KaliCreation redesigned You feast on the blood of demonsOssified skulls adorn your waistSacred sigils frame your faceVisceral dark magic permeates Our journey touched by fireRemolding the power of […]
Fire writhes upwardManifesting dark magicEmanating from the root chakraLiberating my energyAnimating prophetic imagination Tantric forces amplifyAwakening archetypes of masculinityAwakening my inner kingMy fearless rising warriorMy shamanic magicianMy most exquisite tantalizing lover These archetypes interbreedUnder the glow of dark magicEvolving life force in gestationChanneling the contrast of light and shadowChanneling […]
, When I see youI see nascent joyChained by webs of self-deception When I hear your voiceSometimes I hear honesty and vulnerabilitySometimes evasion and rationalization I feel your potentialI feel your inner struggleI feel you torn in many directionsOscillating between spiritual growth and addiction We write by our riversThey reconnect […]
Eyes wide openEyes wide shutYou look deep withinExtending your trust Opening my mind to new cultureTo the zeitgeist of the momentGrounding me in the presentRooted in the path we have chosen I call you gothic angelYou are a protege of prophecyYou churn in potent watersRadiating cosmic chemistry I want to […]
I made this pilgrimageI came to the sea seeking recoveryTo this convening of addictsTrying to change our patternsTrying to recover It is only AprilThe ocean is still coldBut I walked into her arms three times yesterday I waded in with the dawnWatching the sun rise through the lens of a […]
Blue light ricochets through waterCoursing like seismic electricityInvoking cosmic destinyMolding a conjecture with prophecyThis visceral manifestation of what I feel for you You are my sponseeMy karmic protegesConjuring inner magicReverberating like kinetic staticThrough these waters of synergy I believe in our programThis journey of recoveryA migration towards spiritual discoveryFluid […]
You were a pillar of my lifeFor more than twelve yearsI swam in your watersGuided by a prophetic light Your conviction was contagiousYour energy visceralYour power of persuasion electric and magnetic Now that you have passedI feel a painful absenceAching like an excised limbThis transformative project of ours unfinished I […]
You ripple with orogenySubterranean power flowingEnergy emanating from the ocean floor Pulsating through your veinsDescending like sacred airYour presence is magneticChannelling collective hope and pain This leather animates your sensualityProjecting emancipated corporealityYour cosmic chemistry transcends bordersPsychic electricity conjures prophecy We build a defiant global rebellionPolyvalent in its manifestationsThis is […]