bipolar solidarity
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CUNNING ENEMY
i am only forty-one, but addiction has been a cunning enemy of my life for at least three decadesat first…
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EROTIC AND PLATONIC
Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an…
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SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love…
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AN INTRUSION OF GREY
alone with my emotions, i am wracked by malaise i contend with my demons clothed in varied shades of grey…
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VICES: the dialectic of pathology
lost in the grip of neurochemical riptides, i grope for an anchor or for a potent dose of dopamine age…
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PELVIC SERPENTS
hypnotic, erotic, and intensely and viscerally exotic we weave our way through this matrix evolving towards the supersonic deeply inspired…
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FINE LINES: an aspirational manifesto for mental health liberation
like angels, we seek signs of evolving life at the end of the dank, dark, and isolating depressive tunnel like…
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RECEPTIVE DISCIPLES: reflections on a second journey through the georgetown psych ward
hospitalized for the umpteenth time–i medicate my mind while i relax and unwind confined in these walls–in the georgetown psych…
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THE CHOSEN
we walk amongst you incognito our powers waiting to be discovered we are evolving jedis in vitro conjuring the ammunition…
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ANATOMY OF A FIRE
carnal heat and tindered flame fill the air and call my name agents of karma take the stage anarchists evolving…
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ELUSIVE ANGELS
they walk among us disrobed and disguised i seek fulfillment and connection when i stare into their eyes seductive but…
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EVOLVING DIAGNOSIS CYLON-STYLE
our minds teem with divine and sentient seeds roving connecting bringing consciousness into being psychiatry forces neurodiversity into boxes consumed…
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CATHARSIS
enraptured by this moment i see energy everywhere hieroglyphics coat the sidewalk and magical pixies dance with your hair emotional…
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TRANSCENDENT POWER: the magical metaphysics of manic zen
breathing deep i feel my power—sensing my synapses hour by hour in this euphoric place i see so much—the porous…
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A SURVIVOR’S MANIFESTO
its been more than three years since i jumped off key bridge almost ending a life that at the time…
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HYPERSEXUAL SYMPHONY
so intoxicating—the pulsating aroma of erotic masculinity so consuming—the unquenchable thirst for carnal company manic zen is my home in…
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OF WORMHOLES AND NIRVANAS
flying high on dopamine i see visions in the sky hieroglyphics everywhere seducing my mind late at night when i…
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ELEMENTAL
it is late and i am wired the sky seems to boil with light and energy clouds morphing from shape…
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TOXIC BLOODSTREAM
alcohol and adderall—lines of coke fueling pychotic breaks sex with meth and sex on speed—giving less than i fight to…
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TRANSCRIBING THE NIGHT
the light of distant stars refracts through our atmosphere crafting a tapestry ripe for exploration by our evolving imagination clouds…
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MANIC ZEN
it is excruciatingly late and i am wired…thoughts flowing fast like the currents of the nile pondering the mysteries of…
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INTROSPECTION
my eyes were first met by visions when i was 25 psychic angels connecting smoke and light–earth, body, and sky…
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CHRIPPLED CHEMISTRY
Manic dreams Depressive schemes Angels come Then they leave Dopamine Nicotine Drugs I need Need to breathe Psychic screams Toxic…
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AGENTS OF KARMA
In the beginning was the word And the word was death Or maybe life or death to all life And…
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Reflections on Lost Time
Psychic pain consumes my brain Haunting caustic always the same Rhythms change but grey remains The color cloaking blood and…
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VERSES for UNGODLY HOURS
Night fills my veins Brain flies rewired Bordering insane Neurons flash untired Praying for creation Hastening evolution Beseeching elation Dreaming…