I have been in deepSubmerged in manic watersDrowning in inspirationFlooded with frenzied ideas I sink into deep purposeOur pulsating calling in this lifeMania is more than ecstasyIt is a portal to the soul I shed tears of griefEnsnared by a din of inner voicesI choose to feel the painMy […]
mania
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These highs like cocaine I reject emotional painMy brain got that fix Appearance flaunted in vain Reckless impulsivity Believing myself a higher being Careless of my words Leaving wounds of hurt feelings A vacuum for human energy Festering hysterical powerOverwhelming irritability My paranoia grows louder Delusions fill my head As this world slows around meVoices deranged With evil […]
Manic energy flowsBurning like lavaI imagine immortalityI capture nirvana We tread this pathWe pave a roadAmplifying neurodivergenceLiving in creative flow I share my storyI offer these toolsYou teach me reciprocallyAs the sun fuels the moon I think about spiritYou are my twin flameIlluminating my shadowBranding walls with your name […]
Hellscape or futurescapeOur collective fate on a precipice What awaits?Ensuing barbaric milleniaEnchained as slaves to avariceThis tyranny of base and primitive instinctsOur legacy of civilization perilous Technology can build our powerA tool of progress and liberationOr it can be our deathSacrificing humanityLacerated at the altar of profit Do […]
Tantric lineageFlowing insideOne with this awakeningI guide fire with my mind Third eye openI see toruses of lightThis matrix of liberationOur cult of the night Attention moves energyI feel my frontal lobeThird eye activatesAmplifying what I know Our rites of fireThis psychic volcanoEnergy like magmaBurning in flow I foresee the […]
I write by my fireEmbers burn and glowI search for prophecyVolcanic testament in flow Oracle of DelphiPythia of mythologyPriestess of ApolloCrafting anarchist anthropology This is the season of lionsgateA galactic alignmentI summon this divinationThis sacred inquiry This labyrinth of meaningSpeaks to our noble purposeThese cards suggest parablesNarratives to affirm us […]
Pulsations of maniaAll consumingMagnifying creativityFeeding psychic confusion Time collapsesThe present is the fulcrumSequestered trauma explodesEpic emotional overloa I remember lost friendshipsFeeling visceral painFlooded by resentmentThis inferno in my brain We need love in these momentsWe need deep connectionHolding space to healInspiring emotional resurrection This dimension of maniaSo rarely understoodMy […]
I write at dawnUnder this waning full moonTides of emotion in these cardsHybrid energy fills the room I called forth this readingSeeking connection and directionSummoning power for this projectInviting alchemy and inception I explore this hybrid divinationThis conversation between oracle and tarotI let the wisdom of the cards speakInviting them […]
This is a poem about maniaThe pain of changeThe agony of the caterpillarDissolving to become a butterfly This chrysalis of transformationA fulcrum of microcosmic evolution Evolving from painA butterfly emerges from flamesIn fear of the futureBut with a visceral and potent thirst Commanding and demanding change Migrating to pollinate and […]
Words fail to describeThis manic energy we feelStepping off of that busEnraptured by the gravity of Gotham This is New York CityA mania-inducing metropolisIts rhythm potent and virileIts demons ghostly and feral This feeling ecstatic and restlessThis fervent euphoric dysturbiaI feel powerless to tame this energyBurning with carnal cosmic […]
Your manic eyesOur manic mindsEvolving geniusPsychotic disguise We throb and danceRhythm deep withinThese sparks againArising for the win Inspiring insightManifesting foresightTectonic alchemyCreating spiritual reality Your eyes are magicYour kaleidoscope of colorReflecting intensityConjuring prophecy and destiny I love you like no otherMy protege and spirit brotherWe are architects of a new […]
This poem has been germinatingGestating in a sacred chrysalisIntegrating penetrating insightsYour dance converging with mine You read these tarot cardsSeeing currents of transformationWitnessing my spiritCounseling detachment from outcomes This current is wiseThese waters intelligentI must be conduit, not egoHierophant to sacred power You saw my porous boundariesUrging greater discernmentMore exacting […]
Tonight I seek guidanceI yearn to knowTo see where I endTo know where you begin I strive to guide youNavigating manic wavesI seek our emergent oracleSacred wisdomAmidst this psychic storm You are my manic angelMy creative protegeMy spirit brotherMy beloved friend Your genius evolvingYour energy manifesting prophecyA prism of […]
This is a firestormA geomagnetic conflagrationPermeating the atmosphereStimulating imagination Hearts beat in unisonHeeding rhythms deep insideLinking our psychesUnchaining our minds Our people soar highWe also crash lowTendencies accentuatedBy geomagnetic flow The energy orgasmicThe alchemy dynamicAnimating astrologyAccessing the tantric This pulse of solar powerExaggerating extremesOpening portals of consciousnessRealizing transcendent dreams We […]
You are my protegeMy sponsee and my friendAbsorbing your magnetic chemistryI feel fierce pride We are a zeitgeistEvolving a lineageCrafting sacred loreConspiring to amplify joy We decolonize psychiatryFusing divergent traditionsMerging shamanic wisdomWith psychotropic precision We balance one anotherStabilizing our ships through stormHitting the club floorOur energy pulsatingReverberating in this kaleidoscope […]
We share a connectionWe share shamanic magicThe duality of the tantricA fierce energy ecstatic You manifest the divineDuality redefinedThe epic power of KaliCreation redesigned You feast on the blood of demonsOssified skulls adorn your waistSacred sigils frame your faceVisceral dark magic permeates Our journey touched by fireRemolding the power of […]
I am fueled by this fireReflecting on lionsgateIntegrating astrological wisdomReimagining our collective fate On the eighth I dreamt deeplyThe earth and sun aligned with SiriusThe feelings were epicEmotions manifesting the sacred Divine wisdom pouring forthActivating shamanic prophecyMutating through this cosmic matrixRecreating divine destiny I feel my powerI see with my […]
House beats throbYou move with fervent fireYour body armored in leatherPulsating with my desire Illuminated by strobe lightYour body glistens with synergyYou dance joyous vitalityPermeated by potent electricity I write by my riversLight reverberating the water’s surfaceRippling with kinetic energyActivating viscous psychic currents We seek tantric blissCraving the unity of […]
In this spaceOn this landEnergy flows through meMagic transpires I write in the dark of nightAmidst the rhythms of rainShamanic power conjures the elementsPulsating with the vitality of lifeNurturing an inferno of resilience within The omnisexual erotic unfoldsBodies touch and explodeSensual synergy fuels our spiritsThese sacred truths are all we […]
I feel joyEcstatic joyConnection with these beingsConnection with deep waters of transformation Godlings of rain bless this space todayThe land inundatedWater finding the path of least resistanceFlowing serpentine Abram’s Creek a delugePregnant with energy and healingConnecting us with our spirit bodies Our energy flows with the creekFluid lines […]
You were a sacrificeAn offering from the sacredA voice for a generationProphet of liberationProphet of yearning I ride by this riverFeeling subterranean vibrationsThis water helps my spirit cryRiver tears of absolution and restitution Black shadow resonatesOn the surface of sacred waterGlistening like onyxA dark mirror for your storyReflecting the toxicity […]
You were a pillar of my lifeFor more than twelve yearsI swam in your watersGuided by a prophetic light Your conviction was contagiousYour energy visceralYour power of persuasion electric and magnetic Now that you have passedI feel a painful absenceAching like an excised limbThis transformative project of ours unfinished I […]
What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel these burning questionsReverberating karmicallyI feel the power of empathyFractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic waterSynaptic fluid pregnant with powerChurning in waves of emotionBurning with the aquatic fire of […]
February 26thIs just a dateA marker in timeAn outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean dateToday—my two year anniversaryTwo years without drugs, including alcoholTwo years of recoveryTwo years of spiritual growt The valence of my mental oscillations is manageableI am more stable and connected than I have […]
I sit by the water—I came here to writeThe river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energyIt reverberates with the power to sustain life and the power to take it… I came to write about my mindto write about the social construct known as bipolar disorderThis diagnosis has been an […]
This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle I sit at the convergence of two rivers and marvel at the magic of the water’s constant motion—maybe this is a metaphor I seek energy from the intricate swirls of wood composing the wharf like […]