Your shrouded torsoA portal in timeErotic fire writhesDeep inside our minds You are cocooned in lightLiving in the momentEvoking infinityEvoking temporal chemistry Chronology is a variableTime moves slowThen moves fastSinking roots in the momentSummoning powers that last There is rain by my riverDense and foggy Seattle rainI slow and savor […]
manic zen
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You are wired with the fire of leatherMagnifying desire with the rhythms of pleasureVisceral synergy brings our worlds togetherProjecting electricity too potent to measure Manifesting as Hephaestus you forge volcanicCrafting sacred talismans—reimagining the orgasmicGrinding to leather anthems both raw and ecstaticTransforming my spirit with your tantalizing magic Our erotic flair […]
I feel powerSeismic powerEpic tantric forcesMorphing and transformingMolding sacred hours I danced tonightSpirit movedFinding groovesAnimating vulnerabilityAmplifying sensuality My journey is cosmicI channel potent spiritual energy Transmuting manic chaosCreating introspectionLiberated from psychic wildfire I feel prophecy emergingI feel the vibrating starsThe fractalized roots and fungi There is wildfire in my mindAnd […]
What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel these burning questionsReverberating karmicallyI feel the power of empathyFractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic waterSynaptic fluid pregnant with powerChurning in waves of emotionBurning with the aquatic fire of […]
February 26thIs just a dateA marker in timeAn outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean dateToday—my two year anniversaryTwo years without drugs, including alcoholTwo years of recoveryTwo years of spiritual growt The valence of my mental oscillations is manageableI am more stable and connected than I have […]
I am a zygote of liberation camouflaged as pathologyI am a tantric mystic camouflaged as debaucheryFuture soldiers in formation as far as the eye can seeDecentralized transformation realizes sacred prophecy This is an erotic anthem crying out for insurrectionI am a suicide survivor amidst spiritual resurrectionWe slash through webs of […]
I sit by the water—I came here to writeThe river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energyIt reverberates with the power to sustain life and the power to take it… I came to write about my mindto write about the social construct known as bipolar disorderThis diagnosis has been an […]
This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle I sit at the convergence of two rivers and marvel at the magic of the water’s constant motion—maybe this is a metaphor I seek energy from the intricate swirls of wood composing the wharf like […]
Lips combine while souls rewirePleasure molds a sacred pyreTantric power deep insideWrithes and climbs right up the spine Leather bound and heaven sentThis triptych manifests as sacramentThe sacred dance of beautiful menErotic power fused with manic zen We celebrate bodies in every shape and sizeThe spiritual power of liberation is […]
I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in joy… I live on the manic depressive spectrum—tending towards states of hypomania and mania… Eliminating the toxicity of substances of abuse has helped me stabilize, but the powers within that […]
It was my first night on the psych wardI submerged the Bible in the toiletimagining that I would recreate the sacred text over the course of my stayI imagined that the water would unearth messages and channel symbols not visible to the naked eye Floridly manic and coming down from […]
Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get it…with synapses firing at speeds faster than light, I asked for insight and foresight—I asked for knowledge of my noble purpose… today, I had a soul to soul convergence with […]
our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentiencewe deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experienceerotic anthems seduce the mind arming us with tantric prescienceerotic armadas patrol the scintillating seas of magical dialectical consciousness we conspire and inspire to build a global tantric subterraneanwe feel our spirits […]
dancers stomp, twist, and writhegiving voice to desires pent up deep insidewe long to rise as one and mobilizeour subaltern armies will rule the night our democracy is plagued and under siegewe need cyberpunk power to keep the peacenazis and fascists will come rolling deepbut we are samurai neurodivergents who reclaim […]
manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have seen vivid fractals unfolding before my closed eyesi have felt tantric erotic power erupting deep inside in this wretched moment civilization is at stakebut i am removed from the world […]
light and sound become energized and fused into onewe see fractals in the moon and volcanic power in the sunpsychedelic synergy has transformed who we are and what we can becomewe project universal liberation as the cosmic project that is to be done i have learned that i do not […]
i have tried to cry for days, just feeling that grief is the right feeling to feelemotive songs have helped me choke up for protracted moments, but again and again the feelings pass and my mind clearsi wonder why i am not more ground down by this–why i am not […]
Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an ancient people’s warrior king and a cybernetic genius’ childWe are bonded by the related demons that teem within our minds We have shared common struggles and bared vulnerable soulsWe seek […]
we write in code, with data entombed, in tunnels of platinum and tunnels of goldmy river remolds the depths of your soul, conjuring a sacred passion that grows hot and bold this cypher we craft conjures cylon futures, where the contours of AI will meld with our naturethis arabic script […]
i feel fucking perfect–animated by a precise balance between intoxication and sobrietythe sinuous sacred geometry of the immense creativity permeating this space keeps my imagination firing on all cylinders is it emergent strategy in all its nuance and potency?is it love and comradery and the fellowship of movement building?i want […]
For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my most indigenous sense of purpose and direction for most of this year, I have also lived under my parents’ wingwe have processed feelings, worked on communication, and grown, but it […]
I am a student of my own evolving mind—I am a student of the ebb and flow of timeI dream of a future where all of our roots intertwine—I dream of vistas of synergy between the erotic and the sublime this is a genesis story: a mix of the […]
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love and liberation aspiring towards an all encompassing transformational resurgencewe sync our bypo minds through the meditative practices of erotic pleasure and serviceI can’t choose my apocalypse squad but i can […]
slap me across the face while we vogue in this non-binary placelife is a journey but never a race—we thrive in community, in love, and in grace .hold me down and tell me you love me—i want to see your entrancing eyes above methis penetration is so potent you don’t […]
I want to write a poem that is expansive, EXPLOSIVE, and transformational I want to write an homage to the fierce and flawless trans sisters evolving into warrior goddesses empowered to usher in a new age of sexual liberation Sex work is one of humanity’s oldest occupations and it has […]
we are the ones we’ve been waiting for we are a people becoming an army knocking on destiny’s door we aspire to become living gods or at least to become more we throw down to the house beat driving our armored boots into the floor cosmology and astrology conjure reborn […]