manic zen
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Letter to Ahmed
You were a pillar of my lifeFor more than twelve yearsI swam in your watersGuided by a prophetic light Your…
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TIME DILATION
Your shrouded torsoA portal in timeErotic fire writhesDeep inside our minds You are cocooned in lightLiving in the momentEvoking infinityEvoking…
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FIERCE AND FEROCIOUS
You are wired with the fire of leatherMagnifying desire with the rhythms of pleasureVisceral synergy brings our worlds togetherProjecting electricity…
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WILDFIRE
I feel powerSeismic powerEpic tantric forcesMorphing and transformingMolding sacred hours I danced tonightSpirit movedFinding groovesAnimating vulnerabilityAmplifying sensuality My journey is…
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NEURODIVERGENT
What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel…
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CLEAN DATE: a bypo journal
February 26thIs just a dateA marker in timeAn outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean dateToday—my two…
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KARMA CAMOUFLAGE
I am a zygote of liberation camouflaged as pathologyI am a tantric mystic camouflaged as debaucheryFuture soldiers in formation as…
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TRAUMA SURVIVORS ANONYMOUS: a bypo journal
I sit by the water—I came here to writeThe river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energyIt reverberates with the…
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TRUST MUSCLE: a journal entry
This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle I sit at the convergence…
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TRIPTYCH OF SALVATION
Lips combine while souls rewirePleasure molds a sacred pyreTantric power deep insideWrithes and climbs right up the spine Leather bound…
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SACRED EYE
I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in…
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MAGNETIC WATER
It was my first night on the psych wardI submerged the Bible in the toiletimagining that I would recreate the…
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TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry
Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get…
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TANTRIC UNDERGROUND
our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentiencewe deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experienceerotic anthems…
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CYBERPUNK DIASPORA
dancers stomp, twist, and writhegiving voice to desires pent up deep insidewe long to rise as one and mobilizeour subaltern…
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URGENCY
manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have…
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PSYCHEDELIC JESUS
light and sound become energized and fused into onewe see fractals in the moon and volcanic power in the sunpsychedelic…
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KARMIC TRANSITION
i have tried to cry for days, just feeling that grief is the right feeling to feelemotive songs have helped…
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EROTIC AND PLATONIC
Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an…
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CYLON CYPHER
we write in code, with data entombed, in tunnels of platinum and tunnels of goldmy river remolds the depths of…
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SACRED GEOMETRY: the architecture of perfection
i feel fucking perfect–animated by a precise balance between intoxication and sobrietythe sinuous sacred geometry of the immense creativity permeating…
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UNSTUCK
For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my…
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GENESIS
I am a student of my own evolving mind—I am a student of the ebb and flow of timeI…
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SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love…
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DOMINATE THIS LOVE
slap me across the face while we vogue in this non-binary placelife is a journey but never a race—we thrive…
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BLACK GEISHA: a crunk riff on reinvention and liberation
I want to write a poem that is expansive, EXPLOSIVE, and transformational I want to write an homage to the…