manic zen
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SHAMANIC
In this spaceOn this landEnergy flows through meMagic transpires I write in the dark of nightAmidst the rhythms of rainShamanic…
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WATER KING
I am ensconced in recoveryEmblazoned by surrenderRewired by these watersRivers of transformation flowing together I am the water kingAn aquatic…
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ECSTATIC JOY
I feel joyEcstatic joyConnection with these beingsConnection with deep waters of transformation Godlings of rain bless this space…
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WATERS OF RECOVERY
I made this pilgrimageI came to the sea seeking recoveryTo this convening of addictsTrying to change our patternsTrying to recover…
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PROPHET OF YEARNING
You were a sacrificeAn offering from the sacredA voice for a generationProphet of liberationProphet of yearning I ride by this…
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PROTEGES of PROPHECY
Blue light ricochets through waterCoursing like seismic electricityInvoking cosmic destinyMolding a conjecture with prophecyThis visceral manifestation of what I…
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Letter to Ahmed
You were a pillar of my lifeFor more than twelve yearsI swam in your watersGuided by a prophetic light Your…
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TIME DILATION
Your shrouded torsoA portal in timeErotic fire writhesDeep inside our minds You are cocooned in lightLiving in the momentEvoking infinityEvoking…
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FIERCE AND FEROCIOUS
You are wired with the fire of leatherMagnifying desire with the rhythms of pleasureVisceral synergy brings our worlds togetherProjecting electricity…
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WILDFIRE
I feel powerSeismic powerEpic tantric forcesMorphing and transformingMolding sacred hours I danced tonightSpirit movedFinding groovesAnimating vulnerabilityAmplifying sensuality My journey is…
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NEURODIVERGENT
What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel…
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CLEAN DATE: a bypo journal
February 26thIs just a dateA marker in timeAn outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean dateToday—my two…
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KARMA CAMOUFLAGE
I am a zygote of liberation camouflaged as pathologyI am a tantric mystic camouflaged as debaucheryFuture soldiers in formation as…
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TRAUMA SURVIVORS ANONYMOUS: a bypo journal
I sit by the water—I came here to writeThe river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energyIt reverberates with the…
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TRUST MUSCLE: a journal entry
This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle I sit at the convergence…
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TRIPTYCH OF SALVATION
Lips combine while souls rewirePleasure molds a sacred pyreTantric power deep insideWrithes and climbs right up the spine Leather bound…
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SACRED EYE
I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in…
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MAGNETIC WATER
It was my first night on the psych wardI submerged the Bible in the toiletimagining that I would recreate the…
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TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry
Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get…
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TANTRIC UNDERGROUND
our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentiencewe deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experienceerotic anthems…