grace and love
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SACRED EYE
I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in…
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TEMPTATION
You tempt meYou invite me to want what is unwiseIt would be legal—probably…But it might not be safe for either…
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BODY POSITIVE
In the queer male world we talk a lot about pride… We talk about gay pride but not gay shame……
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SEX PRESENCE
I invite you into this moment as he embraces you within his arms—I invite you into my present and the…
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COCK DIESEL
Your pores exude a savage musky intensity, suggesting exquisite power and confidence… I feel your chest next to mine and…
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VALKYRIE OF THE DIASPORA
Centuries of oppression and rebellion—of pain and joy—eddy in the waters of time—pregnant with generations of our blood memories… Valkyrie…
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ORACLE OF THE SNAKE
Snake medicine pulsates through my being, unleashing immense powers of creativitybringing psychic energy into awareness and channeling this magic…
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TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry
Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get…
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ECOLOGY
in our arrogance, we have claimed lordship over the natural world we have let the talons of profit claw at…
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PIXIE QUEERS
limp wrists and raised fiststrans and queer we rearm and resist we harness sacred powers arising in our midstmagical elixirs…
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BARRICADE FREAKS
we are barricade freaks rocking prada in the streetwe style our rage in platinum shades shining strong and rolling deep…
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CUNNING ENEMY
i am only forty-one, but addiction has been a cunning enemy of my life for at least three decadesat first…
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KARMIC TRANSITION
i have tried to cry for days, just feeling that grief is the right feeling to feelemotive songs have helped…
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GLOBALIZE
before we had a globalized system, we had globalized energy:fires of wood or wax to which we made sacred…
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BECOMING JOY
the buddhist teacher tich nhat hanh taught me to see that we are like cloudsforever evolving and changing from one…
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SUN DRAGON
her voice soars, amplifying the resonance of visceral blood memoriesechoes of primordial pleasure emerging to coat our writhing bodies in…
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NOTICING
my god is in the noticingnoticing the moment between when i start to breathe and when i feel the first…
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MEDITATION ON HUMILITY
its hard to be humble when the energy and adrenaline of an action are racing through my veinshard when my…
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GRATITUDE
I am always looking for magicseeking the dilation of time, the deepest enunciation of truth, the most exquisite attenuation…
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GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker
I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behindI want to write about the…