Pulsations of mania All consuming Magnifying creativity Feeding psychic confusion Time collapses The present is the fulcrum Sequestered trauma explodes Epic emotional overload I remember lost friendships Feeling visceral pain Flooded by resentment This inferno in my brain We need love in these moments We need […]
mania
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I write at dawn Under this waning full moon Tides of emotion in these cards Hybrid energy fills the room I called forth this reading Seeking connection and direction Summoning power for this project Inviting alchemy and inception I explore this hybrid divination This conversation between oracle […]
This is a poem about change The pain of change The agony of the caterpillar Dissolving to become a butterfly This chrysalis of transformation A fulcrum of microcosmic evolution Evolving from pain A butterfly emerges from flames In fear of the future But with a visceral and […]
Words fail to describe This manic energy we feel Stepping off of that bus Enraptured by the gravity of Gotham This is New York City A mania inducing metropolis Its rhythm potent and virile Its demons ghostly and feral This feeling ecstatic and restless This fervent euphoric […]
Your manic eyes Our manic minds Evolving genius Psychotic disguise We throb and dance Rhythm deep within These sparks again Arising for the win Inspiring insight Manifesting foresight Tectonic alchemy Creating spiritual reality Your eyes are magic Your kaleidoscope of color Reflecting intensity Conjuring prophecy and […]
This poem has been germinating Gestating in a sacred chrysalis Integrating penetrating insights Your dance converging with mine You read these tarot cards Seeing currents of transformation Witnessing my spirit Counseling detachment from outcomes This current is wise These waters intelligent I must be conduit, not ego […]
Tonight I seek guidance I yearn to know To see where I end To know where you begin I strive to guide you Navigating manic waves I seek our emergent oracle Sacred wisdom Amidst this psychic storm You are my manic angel My creative protege My spirit […]
This is a firestorm A geomagnetic conflagration Permeating the atmosphere Stimulating imagination Hearts beat in unison Heeding rhythms deep inside Linking our psyches Unchaining our minds Our people soar high We also crash low Tendencies accentuated By geomagnetic flow The energy orgasmic The alchemy dynamic Animating […]
You are my protege My sponsee and my friend Absorbing your magnetic chemistry I feel fierce pride We are a zeitgeist Evolving a lineage Crafting sacred lore Conspiring to amplify joy We decolonize psychiatry Fusing divergent traditions Merging shamanic wisdom With psychotropic precision We balance one another […]
We share a connection We share shamanic magic The duality of the tantric A fierce energy ecstatic You manifest the divine Duality redefined The epic power of Kali Creation redesigned You feast on the blood of demons Ossified skulls adorn your waist Sacred sigils frame your face Visceral […]
I am fueled by this fire Reflecting on lionsgate Integrating astrological wisdom Reimagining our collective fate On the eighth I dreamt deeply The earth and sun aligned with Sirius The feelings were epic Emotions manifesting the sacred Divine wisdom pouring forth Activating shamanic prophecy Mutating through this cosmic […]
House beats throb You move with fervent fire Your body armored in leather Pulsating with my desire Illuminated by strobe light Your body glistens with synergy You dance joyous vitality Permeated by potent electricity I write by my rivers Light reverberating the water’s surface Rippling with kinetic energy […]
In this space On this land Energy flows through me Magic transpires I write in the dark of night Amidst the rhythms of rain Shamanic power conjures the elements Pulsating with the vitality of life Nurturing an inferno of resilience within The omnisexual erotic unfolds Bodies touch and […]
I feel joy Ecstatic joy Connection with these beings Connection with deep waters of transformation Godlings of rain bless this space today The land inundated Water finding the path of least resistance Flowing serpentine Abram’s Creek a deluge Pregnant with energy and healing Connecting us with […]
You were a sacrifice An offering from the sacred A voice for a generation Prophet of liberation Prophet of yearning I ride by this river Feeling subterranean vibrations This water helps my spirit cry River tears of absolution and restitution Black shadow resonates On the surface of sacred […]
You were a pillar of my life For more than twelve years I swam in your waters Guided by a prophetic light Your conviction was contagious Your energy visceral Your power of persuasion electric and magnetic Now that you have passed I feel a painful absence Aching like […]
What if my evolving diagnosis Is so much more than pathology? What if it’s not illness? What if its capacity? I feel these burning questions Reverberating karmically I feel the power of empathy Fractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic water Synaptic fluid pregnant with power […]
February 26th Is just a date A marker in time An outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean date Today—my two year anniversary Two years without drugs, including alcohol Two years of recovery Two years of spiritual growth The valence of my mental oscillations is […]
I sit by the water—I came here to write….The river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energy…It reverberates with the power to sustain life and the power to take it… I came to write about my mind—to write about the social construct known as bipolar disorder…This diagnosis has been an […]
This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle…I sit at the convergence of two rivers and marvel at the magic of the water’s constant motion—maybe this is a metaphor I seek energy from the intricate swirls of wood composing the wharf like so […]
I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in joy… I live on the manic depressive spectrum—tending towards states of hypomania and mania… Eliminating the toxicity of substances of abuse has helped me stabilize, but the powers within that […]
It was my first night on the psych ward…I submerged the Bible in the toilet—imagining that I would recreate the sacred text over the course of my stay…I imagined that the water would unearth messages and channel symbols not visible to the naked eye… Floridly manic and coming down from […]
Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get it…with synapses firing at speeds faster than light, I asked for insight and foresight—I asked for knowledge of my noble purpose… today, I had a soul to soul convergence with […]
our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentience we deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experience erotic anthems seduce the mind arming us with tantric prescience erotic armadas patrol the scintillating seas of magical dialectical consciousness we conspire and inspire to build a global tantric […]
dancers stomp, twist, and writhe—giving voice to desires pent up deep inside…we long to rise as one and mobilize—our subaltern armies will rule the night… our democracy is plagued and under siege—we need cyberpunk power to keep the peace…nazis and fascists will come rolling deep—but our samurai neurodivergents have a […]
manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygen–possibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically…i have seen vivid fractals unfolding before my closed eyes…i have felt tantric erotic power erupting deep inside… in this wretched moment civilization is at stake–but i am removed from the world of […]