bipolar solidarity
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DARK MAGIC
Fire writhes upwardManifesting dark magicEmanating from the root chakraLiberating my energyAnimating prophetic imagination Tantric forces amplifyAwakening archetypes of masculinityAwakening…
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DREAMER BOY
, When I see youI see nascent joyChained by webs of self-deception When I hear your voiceSometimes I hear honesty…
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GOTHIC ANGEL
Eyes wide openEyes wide shutYou look deep withinExtending your trust Opening my mind to new cultureTo the zeitgeist of the…
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WATERS OF RECOVERY
I made this pilgrimageI came to the sea seeking recoveryTo this convening of addictsTrying to change our patternsTrying to recover…
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PROTEGES of PROPHECY
Blue light ricochets through waterCoursing like seismic electricityInvoking cosmic destinyMolding a conjecture with prophecyThis visceral manifestation of what I…
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Letter to Ahmed
You were a pillar of my lifeFor more than twelve yearsI swam in your watersGuided by a prophetic light Your…
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COSMIC RADIATION
You ripple with orogenySubterranean power flowingEnergy emanating from the ocean floor Pulsating through your veinsDescending like sacred airYour presence…
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HYDRAULIC SEX
You are thunder amidst the rainYou swim in the river that keeps me saneErotic power flows through your veinsWe recover…
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WILDFIRE
I feel powerSeismic powerEpic tantric forcesMorphing and transformingMolding sacred hours I danced tonightSpirit movedFinding groovesAnimating vulnerabilityAmplifying sensuality My journey is…
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NEURODIVERGENT
What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel…
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CLEAN DATE: a bypo journal
February 26thIs just a dateA marker in timeAn outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean dateToday—my two…
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VISIONS
My visionsMy visions again A vista of river reverberating with lightRipples and undulations become a Cylon matrix I see my…
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TRAUMA SURVIVORS ANONYMOUS: a bypo journal
I sit by the water—I came here to writeThe river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energyIt reverberates with the…
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TRUST MUSCLE: a journal entry
This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle I sit at the convergence…
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SACRED EYE
I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in…
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NOT YOUR POISON
I am a human being suffering from the human conditionI am psychosis and neurosis: I am mania and depression I…
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MAGNETIC WATER
It was my first night on the psych wardI submerged the Bible in the toiletimagining that I would recreate the…
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TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry
Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get…
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TANTRIC UNDERGROUND
our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentiencewe deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experienceerotic anthems…
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CULTURAL HIPHOP MATRIX
country twang meets harlem swingan old town road to the world we begin marinating and meditatingfornicating and innovating enjoying the…
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BARRICADE FREAKS
we are barricade freaks rocking prada in the streetwe style our rage in platinum shades shining strong and rolling deep…
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STACATTO IMAGINATION
my mind reverberates at hypomanic speed to the rhythms of the flickering flames–seven multicolored pillars of fire surround my sacred…
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URGENCY
manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have…
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ELECTRIC LIGHT
a flame explodes into view, so emblematic of our ragewe rise up to reconstitute a nation that was built to…
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DYNAMO
there is subterranean strength in your body and volcanic energy in your mindthis is a seismic cosmic moment when everything…
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STIGMA
I am proud of how i show up for life on the manic depressive spectrumi am proud of my creativity…