bipolar solidarity

  • DARK MAGIC

    DARK MAGIC

      Fire writhes upwardManifesting dark magicEmanating from the root chakraLiberating my energyAnimating prophetic imagination Tantric forces amplifyAwakening archetypes of masculinityAwakening…

  • DREAMER BOY

    DREAMER BOY

    , When I see youI see nascent joyChained by webs of self-deception When I hear your voiceSometimes I hear honesty…

  • GOTHIC ANGEL

    GOTHIC ANGEL

    Eyes wide openEyes wide shutYou look deep withinExtending your trust Opening my mind to new cultureTo the zeitgeist of the…

  • WATERS OF RECOVERY

    WATERS OF RECOVERY

    I made this pilgrimageI came to the sea seeking recoveryTo this convening of addictsTrying to change our patternsTrying to recover…

  • PROTEGES of PROPHECY

    PROTEGES of PROPHECY

      Blue light ricochets through waterCoursing like seismic electricityInvoking cosmic destinyMolding a conjecture with prophecyThis visceral manifestation of what I…

  • Letter to Ahmed

    Letter to Ahmed

    You were a pillar of my lifeFor more than twelve yearsI swam in your watersGuided by a prophetic light Your…

  • COSMIC RADIATION

    COSMIC RADIATION

      You ripple with orogenySubterranean power flowingEnergy emanating from the ocean floor Pulsating through your veinsDescending like sacred airYour presence…

  • HYDRAULIC SEX

    HYDRAULIC SEX

    You are thunder amidst the rainYou swim in the river that keeps me saneErotic power flows through your veinsWe recover…

  • WILDFIRE

    WILDFIRE

    I feel powerSeismic powerEpic tantric forcesMorphing and transformingMolding sacred hours I danced tonightSpirit movedFinding groovesAnimating vulnerabilityAmplifying sensuality My journey is…

  • NEURODIVERGENT

    NEURODIVERGENT

      What if my evolving diagnosisIs so much more than pathology?What if it’s not illness?What if its capacity? I feel…

  • CLEAN DATE: a bypo journal

    CLEAN DATE: a bypo journal

    February 26thIs just a dateA marker in timeAn outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean dateToday—my two…

  • VISIONS

    VISIONS

    My visionsMy visions again A vista of river reverberating with lightRipples and undulations become a Cylon matrix I see my…

  • TRAUMA SURVIVORS ANONYMOUS: a bypo journal

    TRAUMA SURVIVORS ANONYMOUS: a bypo journal

    I sit by the water—I came here to writeThe river ebbs and flows and pulsates with energyIt reverberates with the…

  • TRUST MUSCLE: a journal entry

    TRUST MUSCLE: a journal entry

    This is my chosen place to write—it is close to my heart: my trust muscle I sit at the convergence…

  • SACRED EYE

    SACRED EYE

    I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in…

  • NOT YOUR POISON

    NOT YOUR POISON

    I am a human being suffering from the human conditionI am psychosis and neurosis: I am mania and depression I…

  • MAGNETIC WATER

    MAGNETIC WATER

    It was my first night on the psych wardI submerged the Bible in the toiletimagining that I would recreate the…

  • TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry

    TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry

    Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get…

  • TANTRIC UNDERGROUND

    TANTRIC UNDERGROUND

    our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentiencewe deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experienceerotic anthems…

  • CULTURAL HIPHOP MATRIX

    CULTURAL HIPHOP MATRIX

    country twang meets harlem swingan old town road to the world we begin marinating and meditatingfornicating and innovating enjoying the…

  • BARRICADE FREAKS

    BARRICADE FREAKS

    we are barricade freaks rocking prada in the streetwe style our rage in platinum shades shining strong and rolling deep…

  • STACATTO IMAGINATION

    STACATTO IMAGINATION

    my mind reverberates at hypomanic speed to the rhythms of the flickering flames–seven multicolored pillars of fire surround my sacred…

  • URGENCY

    URGENCY

    manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have…

  • ELECTRIC LIGHT

    ELECTRIC LIGHT

    a flame explodes into view, so emblematic of our ragewe rise up to reconstitute a nation that was built to…

  • DYNAMO

    DYNAMO

    there is subterranean strength in your body and volcanic energy in your mindthis is a seismic cosmic moment when everything…

  • STIGMA

    STIGMA

    I am proud of how i show up for life on the manic depressive spectrumi am proud of my creativity…