I am always looking for magicseeking the dilation of time, the deepest enunciation of truth, the most exquisite attenuation of the dancer’s fierce extension I am grateful for all of these momentsgrateful for the magic of the moon and the sunI am grateful for the serenity of silence and […]
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I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behindI want to write about the web we are weaving to save the air we are breathing with the power of our minds I am a shadow worker in gestation—seeing the cracks through which liberation comespouring […]
so its official—we are now the epicenter of this global pandemicand we aren’t yet managing to even test everyone with symptomsthis is all likely to get exponentially worse before it gets any betterleaders of color have plowed the ground building networks for mutual aid and resistanceprefiguring the faintly visible outlines […]
this is not a drillcircumnavigates our globe in tandem with the relative scale of contemporary social dysfunction this is a moment for what is to be donea moment for protection from this infection: for connection and introspection this is a moment that calls for all of us to breatheand look […]
I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been locked in a vicious cycle of FIGHT, FLIGHT, or FREEZE–a cycle only broken by cathartic tears of pain… I have been confronted in retrograde by a new landscape of harm–this […]
living in luminous sobriety is its own sacred highwe must craft a healing revolution to sanctify our hearts and minds the oxygen, dopamine, and adrenaline make me wild and super flyi am done being a spice junkie constantly lost in the ebb and flow of time i saw visceral visions […]
In this moment, I am a hot mess of regret, anxiety, and desire With boundaries collapsed I don’t know how to recompartmentalize I don’t know what to think or believe about my inner self I struggle alone at night: mourning the passing of a dearly held aspiration But I don’t […]
they are the distance at which i can safely love you and myself at the same time they are the porous barriers that i transgress when carnal power arises transcendent they are the force fields we generate to allow us to move like water and find the sacred speed […]
if you see me leave earlyor hesitate to make eye contactif i seem reticent to express too much affectionthat’s just me trying not to fall in love again if i appear caught up in my headstuck between worlds and momentsafraid of my deepest self and its desiresthat’s just me trying […]
your strength is flexed and built out rawyour spirit is animated by zygotes of sacred cosmic lawsyou summon my passion from near and farwe consummate our connection blessed by karmic stars this is rockstar sex: it is riot pornwe dance all night and fuck til dawnwe craft reverberating fractals and […]
Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an ancient people’s warrior king and a cybernetic genius’ childWe are bonded by the related demons that teem within our minds We have shared common struggles and bared vulnerable soulsWe seek […]
you activate my visions and animate my mindbut your hallucinogenic powers leave toxicity behind i reach for you out of habit hoping to play with timei reach for you seeking a key to the magic arising from deep inside this is dirty medicine flowing freely conjured to fuel my firei […]
our eyes lock in the dark and i try to draw you inwe touch heart to heart, soul to soul, and skin to skinthis is an erotic duet whose seismic rhythms we beginthis is succulent and euphoric, but some among us would call it a sin we are the red […]
we write in code, with data entombed, in tunnels of platinum and tunnels of goldmy river remolds the depths of your soul, conjuring a sacred passion that grows hot and bold this cypher we craft conjures cylon futureshere the contours of AI will meld with our nature this arabic script […]
this cerebral vortex invades my cortexseducing my mind with luscious mortals your body and mind send me into orbitmaking me long for a vision of what might come next rising phoenix: so monster queeryou lacerate the binaries patriarchy holds dear our rebel armies converge from far and nearwe burn potent […]
pleasure is so DAMN powerfulit arms us to sustain ourselves in resilience and to resist acquiescing to systemic oppression we aspire to liberation and seek truth in divine lessonswe aspire to build fortresses of healing across our polarized nation when i see a body, mind, and spirit to lust for, […]
i feel you in my blood as it permeates my veinsi feel your jedi mind as it bends the psychotropic planewe rise up for liberation determined to break the chainswe fight to heal our traumas–to set fire to historic pain… you are my prince of fire and i feel you […]
so seductive and luscious, you tempt me with desirelove reverberates through me like a subatomic supernatural firethe suggestive curves of your body inspire my mind to rise up higherwe must live from an emergent place of abundance that lets our gestating spirits rewire erotic power energizes our struggles helping to […]
the arsenal of the dancer is synergistic energyarmed with a mind fast as lightning he conjures subaltern chemistrywe grind, we fuck, we writhe, we breathewe are evolving to create the world our souls yearn to see intensely fierce and fly–so sexy and noirinspiring raw passion and unchaining heartserotic power so […]
i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force field from the terrifying vicissitudes of late stage proto-fascist capitalismprotected by the love of my pixie from the major and minor terrors of our world its been a difficult few […]
For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my most indigenous sense of purpose and direction for most of this year, I have also lived under my parents’ wingwe have processed feelings, worked on communication, and grown, but it […]
I am a student of my own evolving mind—I am a student of the ebb and flow of timeI dream of a future where all of our roots intertwine—I dream of vistas of synergy between the erotic and the sublime this is a genesis story: a mix of the […]
desecration and violationtoxic psychic devastationcaustic pain is in gestationblocking love and trust and creation so much to learn if i dig in deepboundaries i have transgressed perpetrated on mei swarm with feeling dirty and emotionally uncleani pray for tears to flow and sanctify my scarred body we need transformational […]
This poem is an introspection—a covenant with myselfI aspire to trust in love, and not in my wellspring of insecurities it is so easy to give in to doubt and to caustic toxic inner voicesso much harder to trust that those we give our hearts to will honor that love […]
in my body heartbeat throbbing–feeling myself or feeling somebodytransformational forces become embodied–i love the intensity of your cock deep inside me erotic power suffuses our existence–it stokes the fires we build to transform this systemif we grasp the immense powers the erotic gives us we won’t settle for catastrophic misery […]
you are my light, my magic, and my hearti pulsate with anticipation whenever we are apartwe vogue with the sun and we frolic in the dark-potent pixie spells leave me enraptured by your spirit’s mark i crave your counsel, your company, and your lovei am convinced that you are an […]