Pulsations of mania All consuming Magnifying creativity Feeding psychic confusion Time collapses The present is the fulcrum Sequestered trauma explodes Epic emotional overload I remember lost friendships Feeling visceral pain Flooded by resentment This inferno in my brain We need love in these moments We need […]
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I write at dawn Under this waning full moon Tides of emotion in these cards Hybrid energy fills the room I called forth this reading Seeking connection and direction Summoning power for this project Inviting alchemy and inception I explore this hybrid divination This conversation between oracle […]
This poem has been germinating Gestating in a sacred chrysalis Integrating penetrating insights Your dance converging with mine You read these tarot cards Seeing currents of transformation Witnessing my spirit Counseling detachment from outcomes This current is wise These waters intelligent I must be conduit, not ego […]
Tonight I seek guidance I yearn to know To see where I end To know where you begin I strive to guide you Navigating manic waves I seek our emergent oracle Sacred wisdom Amidst this psychic storm You are my manic angel My creative protege My spirit […]
I am a lonely soul Heartbeat slow and cold In my rejection I am alone Toxic fear holds the throne We write by this fire Spirit dissatisfied and weary Fear is duality Both captor and protector I fear my desires Ashamed of this lust My passion is […]
Light and shadow Cause and effect One and the same What comes next I want your curse I want your disease This is sacred medicine Pain pleases me We move through time Hurdling through space Tasting the fifth dimension Experiencing the spiritual plane I am the singularity […]
We share a connection We share shamanic magic The duality of the tantric A fierce energy ecstatic You manifest the divine Duality redefined The epic power of Kali Creation redesigned You feast on the blood of demons Ossified skulls adorn your waist Sacred sigils frame your face Visceral […]
I am fueled by this fire Reflecting on lionsgate Integrating astrological wisdom Reimagining our collective fate On the eighth I dreamt deeply The earth and sun aligned with Sirius The feelings were epic Emotions manifesting the sacred Divine wisdom pouring forth Activating shamanic prophecy Mutating through this cosmic […]
In this space On this land Energy flows through me Magic transpires I write in the dark of night Amidst the rhythms of rain Shamanic power conjures the elements Pulsating with the vitality of life Nurturing an inferno of resilience within The omnisexual erotic unfolds Bodies touch and […]
We are raised to venerate family It is said that we are equally related within our nuclear families Equally related to our parents and to our siblings Genetically this is true But energetically and spiritually I know there is no one closer to me than my brother By […]
Your confidence is penetrating Alluring and devastating Tension is escalating Libido is salivating This is back alley kink You are armored in leather Potent tides draw us together Amplifying an inferno of pleasure You tantalize my mind Electricity courses inside Time is rewired Distorted by the fire of […]
I am ensconced in recovery Emblazoned by surrender Rewired by these waters Rivers of transformation flowing together I am the water king An aquatic tantric magician I resurrect ancient prophecy I create my own religion My throne is luminous My kingdom egalitarian Neurodivergence fuels our purpose Waters of […]
Eyes wide open Eyes wide shut You look deep within Extending your trust Opening my mind to new culture To the zeitgeist of the moment Grounding me in the present Rooted in the path we have chosen I call you gothic angel You are a protege of prophecy […]
Blue light ricochets through water Coursing like seismic electricity Invoking cosmic destiny Molding a conjecture with prophecy This visceral manifestation of what I feel for you You are my sponsees My karmic proteges Conjuring inner magic Reverberating like kinetic static Through these waters of synergy I believe […]
You engage all of my senses Senses yet to be discovered You elevate and animate Transgressive beauty like no other You are levitation You are erotic detonation You activate liberation Cleansing this toxic nation I believe in you I believe in your spirit Your body is enticing Inviting […]
You are visceral inspiration You are succulent temptation We unleash imagination Conjuring the scaffolding of liberation Your fire is potent and intensely catalytic Generating fractals ecstatic and acidic Our tantric underground is fierce and prolific Intertwining the sacred and the sacrilegious I feel so alive—back with these deep […]
What if my evolving diagnosis Is so much more than pathology? What if it’s not illness? What if its capacity? I feel these burning questions Reverberating karmically I feel the power of empathy Fractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic water Synaptic fluid pregnant with power […]
I come through sand Reverberating with karmic potential I come for the sun Rising from beyond the ocean We are survivors of addiction A ruthless affliction Gathered to share our stories Staying clean one day at a time Our disease is insidious Brutal and persistent We […]
I am conjuring a metaphor—I am conjuring a rhyme…the fractals animating my imagination are sinking deep roots in my mind…I heed the polyvalent technicolor narratives conveyed by our planets in orbit–the power of astrological wisdom helps me live most fully in the present… a cosmic conjecture is a wild psychic […]
I am a human being suffering from the human condition—I am psychosis and neurosis: I am mania and depression…I feel things to the bone and I seek the deepest truth—I imagine my tribe as a cyber-wired battalion of Jedi troops…I am not your poison—I am not psychically toxic…I register the […]
dancers stomp, twist, and writhe—giving voice to desires pent up deep inside…we long to rise as one and mobilize—our subaltern armies will rule the night… our democracy is plagued and under siege—we need cyberpunk power to keep the peace…nazis and fascists will come rolling deep—but our samurai neurodivergents have a […]
manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygen–possibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically…i have seen vivid fractals unfolding before my closed eyes…i have felt tantric erotic power erupting deep inside… in this wretched moment civilization is at stake–but i am removed from the world of […]
I am proud of how i show up for life on the manic depressive spectrum–i am proud of my creativity and empathy, and of my spiritual insights and practice…i resist the dogma that calls all of this a disorder, because when balanced, my neurodivergent mind is opened to inspiration that […]
i am only forty-one, but addiction has been a cunning enemy of my life for at least three decades…at first compulsive sexual stimulation and fantasy–but also a foundational addiction to the power of intellect and self will…while my head branded me an atheist, my heart and soul kept me connected […]
I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behind…I want to write about the web we are weaving to save the air we are breathing with the power of our minds…I am a shadow worker in gestation—seeing the cracks through which liberation comes…pouring libations […]
I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been locked in a vicious cycle of FIGHT, FLIGHT, or FREEZE–a cycle only broken by cathartic tears of pain… I have been confronted in retrograde by a new landscape of harm–this […]