mental health

  • URGENCY

    URGENCY

    manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have…

  • STIGMA

    STIGMA

    I am proud of how i show up for life on the manic depressive spectrumi am proud of my creativity…

  • CUNNING ENEMY

    CUNNING ENEMY

    i am only forty-one, but addiction has been a cunning enemy of my life for at least three decadesat first…

  • GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker

    GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker

    I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behindI want to write about the…

  • PERDIDO

    PERDIDO

    I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been…

  • EROTIC AND PLATONIC

    EROTIC AND PLATONIC

    Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an…

  • DIRTY MEDICINE

    DIRTY MEDICINE

    you activate my visions and animate my mindbut your hallucinogenic powers leave toxicity behind i reach for you out of…

  • SACRED PENETRATION

    SACRED PENETRATION

    you penetrate my heart–you penetrate my mind you amplify my spirit leaving angels to frolic deep inside the rhythms of…

  • BLACK PHALANX

    BLACK PHALANX

    black men are fucking beautiful–and it hurts me that sometimes i don’t see that i was born to a black…

  • PHOENIX TESTAMENT

    PHOENIX TESTAMENT

    layers of truth emerge in our minds–they refract and manifest new dimensions come into being, metamorph, and coalesce our psychic…

  • PYRAMIDS OF KHAN

    PYRAMIDS OF KHAN

    Refracting through my month of visions has been a vast pyramid with a maze underneath its enclaves house nascent spirits…

  • METAFRACTALS

    METAFRACTALS

    visions this intense have never before penetrated my mind i see with godlike vision peering through amplified love fueled eyes…

  • SUBLIME

    SUBLIME

    i am so wired for you pixie angel it is visceral and it is magic my heart is opening but…

  • BLOOD WOLF MOON

    BLOOD WOLF MOON

    our world is in the throes of a collective spiritual rebirth rebel armies conjuring godlings to imagine a sustainable place…

  • EUPHORIA: a bypo pixie duet

    EUPHORIA: a bypo pixie duet

    cosmological forces conjure elixirs for our sacred apothecary jedi powers rise up fueled by love arming us to do what…

  • TOXIC ENIGMA

    TOXIC ENIGMA

    alcohol and adderall smoking up like biggy smalls toxic habits haunt us all we crave the things that make us…

  • YEAR OF PIXIE: AGE OF PHOENIX

    YEAR OF PIXIE: AGE OF PHOENIX

    we are two but we are one karmic angels worshipping the moon and sun we are moses and abraham’s great…

  • RIPENING: new rules for a new religion

    RIPENING: new rules for a new religion

    I write because I have to—I write because I have something to say I create because I have the right…

  • LOVE SONG #5: the blue ocean floor refrain

    LOVE SONG #5: the blue ocean floor refrain

    frequencies so low—heart on a string—a string that only plays solos rain made of echoes—tidal wave rushing on and on…

  • LOVE SONG #4: the kygo suite

    LOVE SONG #4: the kygo suite

    baby it hit so hard, I’m holding on to my chest maybe you left your mark, reminding me to forget…

  • LOVE SONG #3: the ‘like a prayer’ riff

    LOVE SONG #3: the ‘like a prayer’ riff

    when you call my name its like a little prayer I’m down on my knees, I want to take you…

  • LOVE SONG #2: the ‘we all sleep alone’ riff

    LOVE SONG #2: the ‘we all sleep alone’ riff

    somebody somewhere turns off the lights somebody all alone faces the night you got to be strong when you’re out…

  • ANARCHO-COMMUNIST CALIPHATE

    ANARCHO-COMMUNIST CALIPHATE

    I am a fractal infecting the matrix a reborn intifada uprooting the empire’s military bases from the sands of the…

  • DOPAMINE CLINIC

    DOPAMINE CLINIC

    this is a new breed of poem a hybrid-a cylon-a mutating fractal these are verses for the age of cyberpunk…

  • SACRED

    SACRED

    give and take–hope and change healing trauma and psychic pain guilt and shame conquered by love and rage envisioning a …

  • COSMIC CONFLAGRATION: an antidote to emotional nausea

    COSMIC CONFLAGRATION: an antidote to emotional nausea

    a week of pain: a week of blame emotional nausea holds my spirit in chains. looking deep inside examining my…