For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my most indigenous sense of purpose and direction for most of this year, I have also lived under my parents’ wingwe have processed feelings, worked on communication, and grown, but it […]
love and solidarity
204 posts
desecration and violationtoxic psychic devastationcaustic pain is in gestationblocking love and trust and creation so much to learn if i dig in deepboundaries i have transgressed perpetrated on mei swarm with feeling dirty and emotionally uncleani pray for tears to flow and sanctify my scarred body we need transformational […]
This poem is an introspection—a covenant with myselfI aspire to trust in love, and not in my wellspring of insecurities it is so easy to give in to doubt and to caustic toxic inner voicesso much harder to trust that those we give our hearts to will honor that love […]
in my body heartbeat throbbing–feeling myself or feeling somebodytransformational forces become embodied–i love the intensity of your cock deep inside me erotic power suffuses our existence–it stokes the fires we build to transform this systemif we grasp the immense powers the erotic gives us we won’t settle for catastrophic misery […]
you are my light, my magic, and my hearti pulsate with anticipation whenever we are apartwe vogue with the sun and we frolic in the dark-potent pixie spells leave me enraptured by your spirit’s mark i crave your counsel, your company, and your lovei am convinced that you are an […]
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love and liberation aspiring towards an all encompassing transformational resurgencewe sync our bypo minds through the meditative practices of erotic pleasure and serviceI can’t choose my apocalypse squad but i can […]
I want to write you a lettereven though we text every day there is always something magically new to discoverthere is always something radically new to say you are such a blessing in my lifeyou inspire the divine spark in my heart your presence excites passion and ecstasyyour eyes are […]
i am so wired for you pixie angel it is visceral and it is magic my heart is opening but fearing danger we craft a connection that is free, seductive, and emphatic you take me to our own private nirvana where agents of karma vogue with gaga and madonna covered […]
get into the groove boy you’ve got to prove your love to me get up on your feet and step to the beat–boy what will it be show me what you can do pulsating on the dance floor let the beat leave you hypnotized craving me and wanting more you […]
frequencies so low—heart on a string—a string that only plays solos rain made of echoes—tidal wave rushing on and on mood and emotion flow towards manic zen eros and pathos surge from deep within I long for your touch and for my heartbeat to pulsate again I dream of your […]
baby it hit so hard, I’m holding on to my chest maybe you left your mark, reminding me to forget it doesn’t matter where you are, you can keep my regret baby I got these scars, reminding me to forget you left your mark reminding me to forget the pain […]
somebody somewhere turns off the lights somebody all alone faces the night you got to be strong when you’re out on your own because sooner or later we all sleep alone photons of love pierce encroaching clouds of grey I churn through the night and dream through the day seeking […]
i want to shower with you–to watch warm water caressing the contours of your lithe and inviting body i want to share moments that dream of futures–to imagine the improbable and aspire to the inspirational i want to hold you close in heart and in soul–to let you penetrate my […]
alone with my emotions, i am wracked by malaise i contend with my demons clothed in varied shades of grey i summon my defenses from near and far away i imagine a present moment where i don’t yearn for what i crave after two years living on dopamine, i am […]
lost in the grip of neurochemical riptides, i grope for an anchor or for a potent dose of dopamine age old addictions resurge like pathologies ravaging interpersonal trust so viscerally and so suddenly i have sown the seeds of a pernicious strand of sex addiction amplified by the allure of […]
nocturnal visions and prophecies suffuse our world and let her breathe craving love and refusing sleep—crafting verses driving deep pentagons and hexagons—trapezoids and octagons geometry voiced by our freedom songs—doing right and righting wrongs we weave the tapestry of a new religion from disparate threads of divergent spiritual traditions grounding […]
they walk among us disrobed and disguised i seek fulfillment and connection when i stare into their eyes seductive but liminal—both here and away we fuck through the night and we do lines to welcome the day i pray for my angels—i pray for my mind our lust is a […]
for millennia our species has lived on this earth always molded by the conditions into which we were birthed we have lived as hunter-gatherers, as serfs, and as slaves we have paid homage to haughty kings burried in titanic holy graves our system has been ripe for transformation for more […]
staccato pulsating rhythms envelop my soul and mind i envision your body exposed lying vulnerably next to mine the allure of orgasmic intoxication amplifies every gesture i contemplate what we might become and what a presence i lie next to sex is our most primitive currency—sex work our oldest occupation […]
on the day the right crowned its would be fuhrer, we rose in resistance at least ten thousand took to the streets of DC with rage at the brutal face of this system police went wild with smoke bombs and pepper spray mass arresting journalists and medics all to give […]
echoes of emotion transgress my heart and mind i feel currents of suppressed attraction in confluence deep inside the erratic logic of passion convolutes and overflows i struggle with conflicting desires contorting my soul like a ghost your words still haunt me conjuring aspirations long buried deep visions of angels […]
breathing deep i feel my power—sensing my synapses hour by hour in this euphoric place i see so much—the porous boundaries between love, lust, and trust manic zen is the name i have crafted for this state—i feel energy in every neuron that animates by brain i focus the exponential […]
its indictment monday and heads are rolling its a perp walk of the privileged and our resistance is growing we are fighting for regime change here at home we are fighting for a future that justice and karma will condone manafort is going down—flynn was booted out in disgrace but […]
the night is pregnant with possibilities aroused and penetrated by my manic brain the joy is punctuated with urgency—and i am anything but insane we are organizing with all our strength to uproot a totalitarian regime we are fighting to amplify our many struggles using all of our arsenal deployed […]
infinitesimal but potent they control our minds training nerves and synapses to fire deep inside a toxic virus has arisen laced with systemic crime distorting our collaborative nature and reenacting the lord of the flies we are ruled by heartless robber barons—skilled only in legalized theft their souls are sickly […]
we’ve been in the orbit of the same celestial presence we’ve shared compelling moments—examining her essence neurochemistry firing on speed—dopamine in overdrive we clicked instantaneously—feeling euphorically alive beauty comes in many guises—love wears many masks I feel a potent connection—i have met a brother on my karmic path polyamorous and […]