grace and love

  • GLOBALIZE

    GLOBALIZE

      before we had a globalized system, we had globalized energy:fires of wood or wax to which we made sacred…

  • BECOMING JOY

    BECOMING JOY

    the buddhist teacher tich nhat hanh taught me to see that we are like cloudsforever evolving and changing from one…

  • SUN DRAGON

    SUN DRAGON

    her voice soars, amplifying the resonance of visceral blood memoriesechoes of primordial pleasure emerging to coat our writhing bodies in…

  • NOTICING

    NOTICING

    my god is in the noticingnoticing the moment between when i start to breathe and when i feel the first…

  • MEDITATION ON HUMILITY

    MEDITATION ON HUMILITY

    its hard to be humble when the energy and adrenaline of an action are racing through my veinshard when my…

  • GRATITUDE

    GRATITUDE

      I am always looking for magicseeking the dilation of time, the deepest enunciation of truth, the most exquisite attenuation…

  • GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker

    GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker

    I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behindI want to write about the…

  • PROPHYLACTIC RESILIENCE:  a COVID communique

    PROPHYLACTIC RESILIENCE: a COVID communique

    so its official—we are now the epicenter of this global pandemicand we aren’t yet managing to even test everyone with…

  • PLANETARY ASCENSION: a viral manifesto

    PLANETARY ASCENSION: a viral manifesto

    this is not a drillcircumnavigates our globe in tandem with the relative scale of contemporary social dysfunction this is a…

  • PERDIDO

    PERDIDO

    I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been…

  • SACRED HIGH

    SACRED HIGH

    living in luminous sobriety is its own sacred highwe must craft a healing revolution to sanctify our hearts and minds…

  • TURBULENCE

    TURBULENCE

    In this moment, I am a hot mess of regret, anxiety, and desire With boundaries collapsed I don’t know how…

  • PHANTASMA

    PHANTASMA

    our eyes lock in the dark and i try to draw you inwe touch heart to heart, soul to soul,…

  • EROTIC REVELATION

    EROTIC REVELATION

    pleasure is so DAMN powerfulit arms us to sustain ourselves in resilience and to resist acquiescing to systemic oppression we…

  • PRINCE OF FIRE

    PRINCE OF FIRE

    i feel you in my blood as it permeates my veinsi feel your jedi mind as it bends the psychotropic…

  • TRANSCENDENT SUBATOMIC EROTICA

    TRANSCENDENT SUBATOMIC EROTICA

    so seductive and luscious, you tempt me with desirelove reverberates through me like a subatomic supernatural firethe suggestive curves of…

  • RADIANT ROOTS

    RADIANT ROOTS

    i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force…

  • NOT SO SIMPLE

    NOT SO SIMPLE

    i love the simple thingsyour breath on my neck and your voice in my headyou are a blessing and a…

  • UNSTUCK

    UNSTUCK

    For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my…

  • GENESIS

    GENESIS

      I am a student of my own evolving mind—I am a student of the ebb and flow of timeI…

  • TRUST IN LOVE

    TRUST IN LOVE

    This poem is an introspection—a covenant with myselfI aspire to trust in love, and not in my wellspring of insecurities…

  • AMPLIFY THE EROTIC

    AMPLIFY THE EROTIC

    in my body heartbeat throbbing–feeling myself or feeling somebodytransformational forces become embodied–i love the intensity of your cock deep inside…

  • SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC

    SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC

    ] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love…

  • SACRED PENETRATION

    SACRED PENETRATION

    you penetrate my heart–you penetrate my mind you amplify my spirit leaving angels to frolic deep inside the rhythms of…

  • BLACK PHALANX

    BLACK PHALANX

    black men are fucking beautiful–and it hurts me that sometimes i don’t see that i was born to a black…

  • PHOENIX TESTAMENT

    PHOENIX TESTAMENT

    layers of truth emerge in our minds–they refract and manifest new dimensions come into being, metamorph, and coalesce our psychic…