grace and love
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CUNNING ENEMY
i am only forty-one, but addiction has been a cunning enemy of my life for at least three decadesat first…
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KARMIC TRANSITION
i have tried to cry for days, just feeling that grief is the right feeling to feelemotive songs have helped…
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GLOBALIZE
before we had a globalized system, we had globalized energy:fires of wood or wax to which we made sacred…
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BECOMING JOY
the buddhist teacher tich nhat hanh taught me to see that we are like cloudsforever evolving and changing from one…
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SUN DRAGON
her voice soars, amplifying the resonance of visceral blood memoriesechoes of primordial pleasure emerging to coat our writhing bodies in…
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NOTICING
my god is in the noticingnoticing the moment between when i start to breathe and when i feel the first…
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MEDITATION ON HUMILITY
its hard to be humble when the energy and adrenaline of an action are racing through my veinshard when my…
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GRATITUDE
I am always looking for magicseeking the dilation of time, the deepest enunciation of truth, the most exquisite attenuation…
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GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker
I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behindI want to write about the…
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PROPHYLACTIC RESILIENCE: a COVID communique
so its official—we are now the epicenter of this global pandemicand we aren’t yet managing to even test everyone with…
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PLANETARY ASCENSION: a viral manifesto
this is not a drillcircumnavigates our globe in tandem with the relative scale of contemporary social dysfunction this is a…
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PERDIDO
I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been…
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SACRED HIGH
living in luminous sobriety is its own sacred highwe must craft a healing revolution to sanctify our hearts and minds…
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TURBULENCE
In this moment, I am a hot mess of regret, anxiety, and desire With boundaries collapsed I don’t know how…
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PHANTASMA
our eyes lock in the dark and i try to draw you inwe touch heart to heart, soul to soul,…
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EROTIC REVELATION
pleasure is so DAMN powerfulit arms us to sustain ourselves in resilience and to resist acquiescing to systemic oppression we…
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PRINCE OF FIRE
i feel you in my blood as it permeates my veinsi feel your jedi mind as it bends the psychotropic…
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TRANSCENDENT SUBATOMIC EROTICA
so seductive and luscious, you tempt me with desirelove reverberates through me like a subatomic supernatural firethe suggestive curves of…
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RADIANT ROOTS
i imagine myself bathed in lightor held in a luxurious and potent embrace I imagine myself protected by a force…
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NOT SO SIMPLE
i love the simple thingsyour breath on my neck and your voice in my headyou are a blessing and a…
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UNSTUCK
For most of this year I’ve been strugglingnever depressed reallyjust navigating the waters of harm and accountabilityand groping for my…
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GENESIS
I am a student of my own evolving mind—I am a student of the ebb and flow of timeI…
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TRUST IN LOVE
This poem is an introspection—a covenant with myselfI aspire to trust in love, and not in my wellspring of insecurities…
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AMPLIFY THE EROTIC
in my body heartbeat throbbing–feeling myself or feeling somebodytransformational forces become embodied–i love the intensity of your cock deep inside…
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SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love…
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SACRED PENETRATION
you penetrate my heart–you penetrate my mind you amplify my spirit leaving angels to frolic deep inside the rhythms of…