mania
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SACRED EYE
I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in…
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MAGNETIC WATER
It was my first night on the psych wardI submerged the Bible in the toiletimagining that I would recreate the…
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TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry
Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get…
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TANTRIC UNDERGROUND
our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentiencewe deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experienceerotic anthems…
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CYBERPUNK DIASPORA
dancers stomp, twist, and writhegiving voice to desires pent up deep insidewe long to rise as one and mobilizeour subaltern…
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URGENCY
manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have…
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EROTIC AND PLATONIC
Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an…
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CYLON CYPHER
we write in code, with data entombed, in tunnels of platinum and tunnels of goldmy river remolds the depths of…
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SACRED GEOMETRY: the architecture of perfection
i feel fucking perfect–animated by a precise balance between intoxication and sobrietythe sinuous sacred geometry of the immense creativity permeating…
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SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC
] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love…
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VICES: the dialectic of pathology
lost in the grip of neurochemical riptides, i grope for an anchor or for a potent dose of dopamine age…
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INSURRECTION: a hard house anthem of resistance
we are the ones we’ve been waiting for we are a people becoming an army knocking on destiny’s door we…
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PELVIC SERPENTS
hypnotic, erotic, and intensely and viscerally exotic we weave our way through this matrix evolving towards the supersonic deeply inspired…
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FINE LINES: an aspirational manifesto for mental health liberation
like angels, we seek signs of evolving life at the end of the dank, dark, and isolating depressive tunnel like…
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RECEPTIVE DISCIPLES: reflections on a second journey through the georgetown psych ward
hospitalized for the umpteenth time–i medicate my mind while i relax and unwind confined in these walls–in the georgetown psych…
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ELUSIVE ANGELS
they walk among us disrobed and disguised i seek fulfillment and connection when i stare into their eyes seductive but…
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EVOLVING DIAGNOSIS CYLON-STYLE
our minds teem with divine and sentient seeds roving connecting bringing consciousness into being psychiatry forces neurodiversity into boxes consumed…
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CATHARSIS
enraptured by this moment i see energy everywhere hieroglyphics coat the sidewalk and magical pixies dance with your hair emotional…
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BYPO EVOLVING
lights flash extending potent and penetrating rays i contemplate the cosmos absorbed in its seductive gaze with every passing instant…
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TRANSCENDENT POWER: the magical metaphysics of manic zen
breathing deep i feel my power—sensing my synapses hour by hour in this euphoric place i see so much—the porous…
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OF STABILIZERS AND STIMULENTS
thoroughly consumed by manic zen my imagination is flying free i pray that the lithium will do its work and…
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FINDING NEO: a prayer for our living gods
the night is pregnant with possibilities aroused and penetrated by my manic brain the joy is punctuated with urgency—and i…
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HYPERSEXUAL SYMPHONY
so intoxicating—the pulsating aroma of erotic masculinity so consuming—the unquenchable thirst for carnal company manic zen is my home in…
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OF WORMHOLES AND NIRVANAS
flying high on dopamine i see visions in the sky hieroglyphics everywhere seducing my mind late at night when i…
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RITES OF FIRE: pyrotechnic meditation
we are slaves to technology—and to the class in control we transcribe a new pedagogy—reclaiming the creative human soul the…
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TRANSCRIBING THE NIGHT
the light of distant stars refracts through our atmosphere crafting a tapestry ripe for exploration by our evolving imagination clouds…