mania

  • SACRED EYE

    SACRED EYE

    I am evolving and deepening my awareness… With the shackles of addiction in remission I live in gratitude and in…

  • MAGNETIC WATER

    MAGNETIC WATER

    It was my first night on the psych wardI submerged the Bible in the toiletimagining that I would recreate the…

  • TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry

    TRUTH SERUM: a journal entry

    Last night, the moon communed with Jupiter—someone told me to ask for what I want because I just might get…

  • TANTRIC UNDERGROUND

    TANTRIC UNDERGROUND

    our vixens and our hustlers conjure epic supernatural sentiencewe deduce spiritual principles from the fulcrum of our collective experienceerotic anthems…

  • CYBERPUNK DIASPORA

    CYBERPUNK DIASPORA

    dancers stomp, twist, and writhegiving voice to desires pent up deep insidewe long to rise as one and mobilizeour subaltern…

  • URGENCY

    URGENCY

    manic zen from deep within fusing sin with oxygenpossibilities writhe and morph revealing potent visions usually accessed psychedelically i have…

  • EROTIC AND PLATONIC

    EROTIC AND PLATONIC

    Our vibe is subtle, electric, and wildYour warmth is deeply attractive and your charms make me smile You are an…

  • CYLON CYPHER

    CYLON CYPHER

    we write in code, with data entombed, in tunnels of platinum and tunnels of goldmy river remolds the depths of…

  • SACRED GEOMETRY: the architecture of perfection

    SACRED GEOMETRY: the architecture of perfection

    i feel fucking perfect–animated by a precise balance between intoxication and sobrietythe sinuous sacred geometry of the immense creativity permeating…

  • SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC

    SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC

    ] you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergencewe conjure rites of love…

  • VICES: the dialectic of pathology

    VICES: the dialectic of pathology

    lost in the grip of neurochemical riptides, i grope for an anchor or for a potent dose of dopamine age…

  • INSURRECTION: a hard house anthem of resistance

    INSURRECTION: a hard house anthem of resistance

    we are the ones we’ve been waiting for we are a people becoming an army knocking on destiny’s door we…

  • PELVIC SERPENTS

    PELVIC SERPENTS

    hypnotic, erotic, and intensely and viscerally exotic we weave our way through this matrix evolving towards the supersonic deeply inspired…

  • FINE LINES: an aspirational manifesto for mental health liberation

    FINE LINES: an aspirational manifesto for mental health liberation

    like angels, we seek signs of evolving life at the end of the dank, dark, and isolating depressive tunnel like…

  • RECEPTIVE DISCIPLES: reflections on a second journey through the georgetown psych ward

    RECEPTIVE DISCIPLES: reflections on a second journey through the georgetown psych ward

    hospitalized for the umpteenth time–i medicate my mind while i relax and unwind confined in these walls–in the georgetown psych…

  • ELUSIVE ANGELS

    ELUSIVE ANGELS

    they walk among us disrobed and disguised i seek fulfillment and connection when i stare into their eyes seductive but…

  • EVOLVING DIAGNOSIS CYLON-STYLE

    EVOLVING DIAGNOSIS CYLON-STYLE

    our minds teem with divine and sentient seeds roving connecting bringing consciousness into being psychiatry forces neurodiversity into boxes consumed…

  • CATHARSIS

    CATHARSIS

    enraptured by this moment i see energy everywhere hieroglyphics coat the sidewalk and magical pixies dance with your hair emotional…

  • BYPO EVOLVING

    BYPO EVOLVING

    lights flash extending potent and penetrating rays i contemplate the cosmos absorbed in its seductive gaze with every passing instant…

  • TRANSCENDENT POWER: the magical metaphysics of manic zen

    TRANSCENDENT POWER: the magical metaphysics of manic zen

    breathing deep i feel my power—sensing my synapses hour by hour in this euphoric place i see so much—the porous…

  • OF STABILIZERS AND STIMULENTS

    OF STABILIZERS AND STIMULENTS

    thoroughly consumed by manic zen my imagination is flying free i pray that the lithium will do its work and…

  • FINDING NEO: a prayer for our living gods

    FINDING NEO: a prayer for our living gods

    the night is pregnant with possibilities aroused and penetrated by my manic brain the joy is punctuated with urgency—and i…

  • HYPERSEXUAL SYMPHONY

    HYPERSEXUAL SYMPHONY

    so intoxicating—the pulsating aroma of erotic masculinity so consuming—the unquenchable thirst for carnal company manic zen is my home in…

  • OF WORMHOLES AND NIRVANAS

    OF WORMHOLES AND NIRVANAS

    flying high on dopamine i see visions in the sky hieroglyphics everywhere seducing my mind late at night when i…

  • RITES OF FIRE: pyrotechnic meditation

    RITES OF FIRE: pyrotechnic meditation

    we are slaves to technology—and to the class in control we transcribe a new pedagogy—reclaiming the creative human soul the…

  • TRANSCRIBING THE NIGHT

    TRANSCRIBING THE NIGHT

    the light of distant stars refracts through our atmosphere crafting a tapestry ripe for exploration by our evolving imagination clouds…