This is a poem about change The pain of change The agony of the caterpillar Dissolving to become a butterfly This chrysalis of transformation A fulcrum of microcosmic evolution Evolving from pain A butterfly emerges from flames In fear of the future But with a visceral and […]
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Words fail to describe This manic energy we feel Stepping off of that bus Enraptured by the gravity of Gotham This is New York City A mania inducing metropolis Its rhythm potent and virile Its demons ghostly and feral This feeling ecstatic and restless This fervent euphoric […]
Your manic eyes Our manic minds Evolving genius Psychotic disguise We throb and dance Rhythm deep within These sparks again Arising for the win Inspiring insight Manifesting foresight Tectonic alchemy Creating spiritual reality Your eyes are magic Your kaleidoscope of color Reflecting intensity Conjuring prophecy and […]
Tonight I seek guidance I yearn to know To see where I end To know where you begin I strive to guide you Navigating manic waves I seek our emergent oracle Sacred wisdom Amidst this psychic storm You are my manic angel My creative protege My spirit […]
I am a lonely soul Heartbeat slow and cold In my rejection I am alone Toxic fear holds the throne We write by this fire Spirit dissatisfied and weary Fear is duality Both captor and protector I fear my desires Ashamed of this lust My passion is […]
You are my protege My sponsee and my friend Absorbing your magnetic chemistry I feel fierce pride We are a zeitgeist Evolving a lineage Crafting sacred lore Conspiring to amplify joy We decolonize psychiatry Fusing divergent traditions Merging shamanic wisdom With psychotropic precision We balance one another […]
Your voice prophetic Your spirit magnetic Goth boy fire Your energy electric I look you in your eyes Like I know your pain Toxins flood your veins Songs of guilt and shame Trying not to cry too loud Weeping in silence Searing pain in your gut Words to […]
You were in the world but not of it You told of awful things You created from a cradle of pain A dad sized cavity in your spirit What if I could have been your friend? Helping you set boundaries Could you have escaped tragedy The scourge of […]
I am here I should have died I jumped from Key Bridge Plummeting into the Potomac River There was ice in the water I should have died I remember jumping I remember a torrid confluence of emotion Misery, desperation, disconnection Then I remember salvation A […]
We floss and flex We rise and grind Reinventing time Realigning our minds We share the work of recovery I feel this fierce pride Loving you like family Our connection a sacred fire We are disco nobility Empowered by virility Dancing with destiny Embodying artistry Armed with […]
In this space On this land Energy flows through me Magic transpires I write in the dark of night Amidst the rhythms of rain Shamanic power conjures the elements Pulsating with the vitality of life Nurturing an inferno of resilience within The omnisexual erotic unfolds Bodies touch and […]
GOTHIs When I see you I see nascent joy Chained by webs of self-deception When I hear your voice Sometimes I hear honesty and vulnerability But sometimes evasion and rationalization I feel your potential I feel your inner struggle I feel you torn in many directions Oscillating between […]
We move with epic style Versace shades beguile We seek transcendent freedom Freedom from shame and denial I strive to light your way A path from drugs we crave We name the roots of pain Nurturing a sacred flame We strut and flaunt our fur Rebranding this holy […]
We are raised to venerate family It is said that we are equally related within our nuclear families Equally related to our parents and to our siblings Genetically this is true But energetically and spiritually I know there is no one closer to me than my brother By […]
I am ensconced in recovery Emblazoned by surrender Rewired by these waters Rivers of transformation flowing together I am the water king An aquatic tantric magician I resurrect ancient prophecy I create my own religion My throne is luminous My kingdom egalitarian Neurodivergence fuels our purpose Waters of […]
Eyes wide open Eyes wide shut You look deep within Extending your trust Opening my mind to new culture To the zeitgeist of the moment Grounding me in the present Rooted in the path we have chosen I call you gothic angel You are a protege of prophecy […]
I feel joy Ecstatic joy Connection with these beings Connection with deep waters of transformation Godlings of rain bless this space today The land inundated Water finding the path of least resistance Flowing serpentine Abram’s Creek a deluge Pregnant with energy and healing Connecting us with […]
This is raw emotion Barely processed reflexive emotion Feelings swimming amidst violent cliffs Lurching in divergent directions Seeking cathartic expression Seeking connection We loved you We loved you fiercely If only you could have felt the joy of you The humility and vulnerability The visceral presence of connection […]
I made this pilgrimage I came to the sea seeking recovery To this convening of addicts Trying to change our patterns Trying to recover It is only April The ocean is still cold But I walked into her arms three times yesterday I waded in with the dawn […]
You were a sacrifice An offering from the sacred A voice for a generation Prophet of liberation Prophet of yearning I ride by this river Feeling subterranean vibrations This water helps my spirit cry River tears of absolution and restitution Black shadow resonates On the surface of sacred […]
Blue light ricochets through water Coursing like seismic electricity Invoking cosmic destiny Molding a conjecture with prophecy This visceral manifestation of what I feel for you You are my sponsees My karmic proteges Conjuring inner magic Reverberating like kinetic static Through these waters of synergy I believe […]
I write by deep waters Deep frigid winter waters As Jupiter aligns with Venus I write about what I am becoming Words of metamorphosis and transformation Emerging as a manifest phoenix I seek profound humility Powers of compassion and empathy Of emotional synergy and alchemy Orogeny is a […]
Explosive emotions Burning inside Luscious narrative Before my eyes A film about cannibals An epic apocryphal Erotic power elemental Connecting with fire in us all Blood is your water You thirst to go further Manifesting forever Writhing together You are a vesper of transformation Emerging from an […]
Exuding titanic strength Through a veil of crimson lace We create our fates Crafting a newrising faith You are sinuous masculinity Projecting tantric virility This is a fulcrum of possibility A dance with divinity Gender binaries implode Sex presence explodes I taste the fire of your soul You […]
You are thunder amidst the rain You swim in the river that keeps me sane Erotic power flows through your veins We recover from apocalypse With whatever remains Your image evokes the carnal Licentious gym sex You pulsate with intensity You flirt and seduce–grind and flex Deep within […]
What if my evolving diagnosis Is so much more than pathology? What if it’s not illness? What if its capacity? I feel these burning questions Reverberating karmically I feel the power of empathy Fractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic water Synaptic fluid pregnant with power […]