Category: grace and love

GRATITUDE

GRATITUDE

  I am always looking for magic–seeking the dilation of time, the deepest enunciation of truth, the most exquisite attenuation of the dancer’s fierce extension…I am grateful for all of these moments–grateful for the magic of the moon and the sun…I am grateful for the serenity of silence and I anticipate the ecstatic magic yet …

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GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker

GESTATION: diary of a shadow worker

I want to write about who I am becoming—and about what I am leaving behind…I want to write about the web we are weaving to save the air we are breathing with the power of our minds…I am a shadow worker in gestation—seeing the cracks through which liberation comes…pouring libations and releasing incantations to channel …

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PROPHYLACTIC RESILIENCE: a COVID communique

PROPHYLACTIC RESILIENCE: a COVID communique

so its official—we are now the epicenter of this global pandemic…and we aren’t yet managing to even test everyone with symptoms…this is all likely to get exponentially worse before it gets any better—leaders of color have plowed the ground building networks for mutual aid and resistance—prefiguring the faintly visible outlines of a transformed society amidst …

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PLANETARY ASCENSION: a viral manifesto

PLANETARY ASCENSION: a viral manifesto

this is not a drill—COVID circumnavigates our globe in tandem with the relative scale of contemporary social dysfunction…this is a moment for what is to be done—a moment for protection from this infection: for connection and introspection…this is a moment that calls for all of us to breathe—and look out for each other—and again, not …

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PERDIDO

PERDIDO

I feel alone–so painfully alone… Lost in a fog of fear, profound remorse, and omnipresent anxiety… My mind has been locked in a vicious cycle of FIGHT, FLIGHT, or FREEZE–a cycle only broken by cathartic tears of pain… I have been confronted in retrograde by a new landscape of harm–this both tortures my conscience and …

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SACRED HIGH

SACRED HIGH

living in luminous sobriety is its own sacred high–we must craft a healing revolution to sanctify our hearts and minds…the oxygen, dopamine, and adrenaline make me wild and super fly–i am done being a spice junkie constantly lost in the ebb and flow of time…i saw visceral visions as i navigated the hypomanic psychotropic plane–i …

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TURBULENCE

TURBULENCE

In this moment, I am a hot mess of regret, anxiety, and desire With boundaries collapsed I don’t know how to recompartmentalize I don’t know what to think or believe about my inner self I struggle alone at night: mourning the passing of a dearly held aspiration But I don’t want to be a slave …

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PHANTASMA

PHANTASMA

our eyes lock in the dark and i try to draw you in–we touch heart to heart, soul to soul, and skin to skin…this is an erotic duet whose seismic rhythms we begin–this is succulent and euphoric, but some among us would call it a sin…we are the red mafia’s go-go boys–we are the security …

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PRINCE OF FIRE

PRINCE OF FIRE

i feel you in my blood as it permeates my veins–i feel your jedi mind as it bends the psychotropic plane…we rise up for liberation determined to break the chains–we must fight to heal our traumas and set fire to historic pain…you are my prince of fire and i feel you deep inside–our worlds have …

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TRANSCENDENT SUBATOMIC EROTICA

TRANSCENDENT SUBATOMIC EROTICA

so seductive and luscious, you tempt me with desire–love reverberates through me like a subatomic supernatural fire…the suggestive curves of your body inspire my mind to rise up higher–we must live from an emergent place of abundance that lets our gestating spirits rewire…erotic power energizes our struggles helping to crack the matrix code–we rise up …

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RADIANT ROOTS

RADIANT ROOTS

i imagine myself bathed in light–or held in a luxurious and potent embrace…i imagine myself protected by a force field from the terrifying vicissitudes of late stage proto-fascist capitalism–protected by the love of my pixie from the major and minor terrors of our world…its been a difficult few months, but i have grown stronger in …

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NOT SO SIMPLE

NOT SO SIMPLE

i love the simple things–your breath on my neck and your voice in my head…you are a blessing and a miracle–i feel your pulse deep inside and i hold your image close to my my heart simple yet not so simple…breath on my neck settles softly like magic dust…brief eye contact is a tumble into …

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UNSTUCK

UNSTUCK

For most of this year I’ve been struggling—never depressed really…just navigating the waters of harm and accountability—and groping for my most indigenous sense of purpose and direction…for most of this year, I have also lived under my parents’ wing…we have processed feelings, worked on communication, and grown, but it has been hard for all of …

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GENESIS

GENESIS

  I am a student of my own evolving mind—I am a student of the ebb and flow of time…I dream of a future where all of our roots intertwine—I dream of vistas of synergy between the erotic and the sublime…this is a genesis story: a mix of the dopest fractals of our reality with …

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TRUST IN LOVE

TRUST IN LOVE

This poem is an introspection—a covenant with myself…I aspire to trust in love, and not in my wellspring of insecurities…it is so easy to give in to doubt and to caustic toxic inner voices…so much harder to trust that those we give our hearts to will honor that love with all that it deserves I …

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SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC

SUPERNATURAL MANIC MAGIC

you see us dance among you, but fail to sense our jedi powers in emergence—we conjure rites of love and liberation aspiring towards an all encompassing transformational resurgence…we sync our bypo minds through the meditative practices of erotic pleasure and service–I can’t choose my apocalypse squad but i can recruit a fractalyzed global battalion of …

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SACRED PENETRATION

SACRED PENETRATION

you penetrate my heart–you penetrate my mind…you amplify my spirit leaving angels to frolic deep inside…the rhythms of my psyche are modulated by your eyes…we build rebellions to transform our world into a better child of our hybrid minds…sex can transport us to sacred places and transformational spaces…it can be a glue that binds exponentially …

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BLACK PHALANX

BLACK PHALANX

black men are fucking beautiful–and it hurts me that sometimes i don’t see that…i was born to a black mother and a white father, with tons of white cousins but none on my mother’s side…so that and systemic toxicity combined so that while only 8 or so i learned how to hold my lips pursed …

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PHOENIX TESTAMENT

PHOENIX TESTAMENT

layers of truth emerge in our minds where they refract and manifest—we are watching new dimensions come into being, metamorph, and coalesce…our psychic strength is evolving in synchronicity with our grounding intentional breath…we must be still and hone our powers to have a prayer of uprooting this cult of death…my manic mind seeks cosmic meaning …

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PYRAMIDS OF KHAN

PYRAMIDS OF KHAN

Refracting through my month of visions has been a vast pyramid with a maze underneath—its enclaves house nascent spirits arising from the magical deep…I am a disciple of emergent strategy as I have become a disciple of sleep—I recruit an army of freedom fighters to evict our rulers from their ruthlessly despotic keep We cannot …

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