Pulsations of mania All consuming Magnifying creativity Feeding psychic confusion Time collapses The present is the fulcrum Sequestered trauma explodes Epic emotional overload I remember lost friendships Feeling visceral pain Flooded by resentment This inferno in my brain We need love in these moments We need […]
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I write at dawn Under this waning full moon Tides of emotion in these cards Hybrid energy fills the room I called forth this reading Seeking connection and direction Summoning power for this project Inviting alchemy and inception I explore this hybrid divination This conversation between oracle […]
This is a poem about change The pain of change The agony of the caterpillar Dissolving to become a butterfly This chrysalis of transformation A fulcrum of microcosmic evolution Evolving from pain A butterfly emerges from flames In fear of the future But with a visceral and […]
Words fail to describe This manic energy we feel Stepping off of that bus Enraptured by the gravity of Gotham This is New York City A mania inducing metropolis Its rhythm potent and virile Its demons ghostly and feral This feeling ecstatic and restless This fervent euphoric […]
Your manic eyes Our manic minds Evolving genius Psychotic disguise We throb and dance Rhythm deep within These sparks again Arising for the win Inspiring insight Manifesting foresight Tectonic alchemy Creating spiritual reality Your eyes are magic Your kaleidoscope of color Reflecting intensity Conjuring prophecy and […]
This poem has been germinating Gestating in a sacred chrysalis Integrating penetrating insights Your dance converging with mine You read these tarot cards Seeing currents of transformation Witnessing my spirit Counseling detachment from outcomes This current is wise These waters intelligent I must be conduit, not ego […]
Tonight I seek guidance I yearn to know To see where I end To know where you begin I strive to guide you Navigating manic waves I seek our emergent oracle Sacred wisdom Amidst this psychic storm You are my manic angel My creative protege My spirit […]
This is a firestorm A geomagnetic conflagration Permeating the atmosphere Stimulating imagination Hearts beat in unison Heeding rhythms deep inside Linking our psyches Unchaining our minds Our people soar high We also crash low Tendencies accentuated By geomagnetic flow The energy orgasmic The alchemy dynamic Animating […]
You are my protege My sponsee and my friend Absorbing your magnetic chemistry I feel fierce pride We are a zeitgeist Evolving a lineage Crafting sacred lore Conspiring to amplify joy We decolonize psychiatry Fusing divergent traditions Merging shamanic wisdom With psychotropic precision We balance one another […]
We share a connection We share shamanic magic The duality of the tantric A fierce energy ecstatic You manifest the divine Duality redefined The epic power of Kali Creation redesigned You feast on the blood of demons Ossified skulls adorn your waist Sacred sigils frame your face Visceral […]
I am fueled by this fire Reflecting on lionsgate Integrating astrological wisdom Reimagining our collective fate On the eighth I dreamt deeply The earth and sun aligned with Sirius The feelings were epic Emotions manifesting the sacred Divine wisdom pouring forth Activating shamanic prophecy Mutating through this cosmic […]
House beats throb You move with fervent fire Your body armored in leather Pulsating with my desire Illuminated by strobe light Your body glistens with synergy You dance joyous vitality Permeated by potent electricity I write by my rivers Light reverberating the water’s surface Rippling with kinetic energy […]
Fire writhes upward Manifesting dark magic Emanating from the root chakra Liberating my energy Animating prophetic imagination Tantric forces amplify Awakening archetypes of masculinity Awakening my inner king My fearless rising warrior My shamanic magician My most exquisite tantalizing lover These archetypes interbreed Under the glow of […]
In this space On this land Energy flows through me Magic transpires I write in the dark of night Amidst the rhythms of rain Shamanic power conjures the elements Pulsating with the vitality of life Nurturing an inferno of resilience within The omnisexual erotic unfolds Bodies touch and […]
I am ensconced in recovery Emblazoned by surrender Rewired by these waters Rivers of transformation flowing together I am the water king An aquatic tantric magician I resurrect ancient prophecy I create my own religion My throne is luminous My kingdom egalitarian Neurodivergence fuels our purpose Waters of […]
I feel joy Ecstatic joy Connection with these beings Connection with deep waters of transformation Godlings of rain bless this space today The land inundated Water finding the path of least resistance Flowing serpentine Abram’s Creek a deluge Pregnant with energy and healing Connecting us with […]
I made this pilgrimage I came to the sea seeking recovery To this convening of addicts Trying to change our patterns Trying to recover It is only April The ocean is still cold But I walked into her arms three times yesterday I waded in with the dawn […]
You were a sacrifice An offering from the sacred A voice for a generation Prophet of liberation Prophet of yearning I ride by this river Feeling subterranean vibrations This water helps my spirit cry River tears of absolution and restitution Black shadow resonates On the surface of sacred […]
Blue light ricochets through water Coursing like seismic electricity Invoking cosmic destiny Molding a conjecture with prophecy This visceral manifestation of what I feel for you You are my sponsees My karmic proteges Conjuring inner magic Reverberating like kinetic static Through these waters of synergy I believe […]
You were a pillar of my life For more than twelve years I swam in your waters Guided by a prophetic light Your conviction was contagious Your energy visceral Your power of persuasion electric and magnetic Now that you have passed I feel a painful absence Aching like […]
Your shrouded torso A portal in time Erotic fire writhes Deep inside our minds You are cocooned in light Living in the moment Evoking infinity Evoking temporal chemistry Chronology is a variable Time moves slow Then moves fast Sinking roots in the moment Summoning powers that last […]
You are wired with the fire of leather Magnifying desire with the rhythms of pleasure Visceral synergy brings our worlds together Projecting electricity too potent to measure Manifesting as Hephaestus you forge volcanic Crafting sacred talismans—reimagining the orgasmic Grinding to leather anthems both raw and ecstatic Transforming my spirit […]
I feel power Seismic power Epic tantric forces Morphing and transforming Molding sacred hours I danced tonight Spirit moved Finding grooves Animating vulnerability Amplifying sensuality My journey is cosmic I channel potent spiritual energy Transmuting manic chaos Creating introspection Liberated from psychic wildfire I feel prophecy […]
What if my evolving diagnosis Is so much more than pathology? What if it’s not illness? What if its capacity? I feel these burning questions Reverberating karmically I feel the power of empathy Fractals of neurodivergent chemistry These fractals of psychotropic water Synaptic fluid pregnant with power […]
February 26th Is just a date A marker in time An outpost amidst psychic wildlings For me it is my clean date Today—my two year anniversary Two years without drugs, including alcohol Two years of recovery Two years of spiritual growth The valence of my mental oscillations is […]
I am a zygote of liberation camouflaged as pathology I am a tantric mystic camouflaged as debauchery Future soldiers in formation as far as the eye can see Decentralized transformation realizes sacred prophecy This is an erotic anthem crying out for insurrection I am a suicide survivor amidst spiritual […]